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ragewardog
SVER True Blood Public Disorder.
54
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Posted - 2013.10.10 12:59:00 -
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Update 20 : its 12:25 a.m October 10th 2013. Since September 25th I have lived in a bubble. A bubble that I never want anyone to ever have to experience.
I have met so many great people an have such a supportive family an collective of friends. Still I find myself sitting here in the wee hours of the morning trying to keep my composure. I have always claimed to be a strong independent person. Even moved away from everything just to prove I could do it on my own. I did what I told everyone I was going to do. I proved to myself that I had the strength, the intelligence an the courage to take on the world by myself an conquer the challenges that would be set before me. I planned, an trained myself for these tasks. Even after I met Mandy I adapted to care for her, to protect her, to love her. An as pattern is proven I again adapt and endure to care, love, an protect my son.
I never imagined that I would have to endure the current events even in my wildest nightmares. I never planned on being so helpless. I never thought I would be so taxed an deprived that I would rely on everyone around me to keep me strong. I have always made attempts to be the lone soldier. The calm amongst the storm. Especially for Mandy. yesterday was a long day. Weston had to have yet again 2 more transfusions, his numbers did not improve an once the sun comes up I am to meet with a collective of doctors to talk about my sons options.
I am tired. I am sad. I am terrified. I am doing everything I can to save face in front of Mandy. I fear her to fragile to see me in a weakened state. I did not even know how hurt I truly am until today. Many times I have choked back tears to shine strong for Weston an Mandy. So many times I walk outside into the cold air just to try an numb the feelings I have or to confuse the senses into feeling the cold instead of the sadness.
Weston you are so pure an innocent. so defenseless to this world. So wonderful yet so sick. I am praying that as I sit here an pour my heart out, as I show how sad I am, as I beg for God's compassion to save you: to heal you: to give me strength That he hears me.
So many of you offer encouragement an hope. I have not lost it. I am just so desperate to show my humanity without the fear of worrying my wife that I choose to do it here. Mandy as we all know barely ever goes online or uses anything electronic. So I don't intend for her to read this. She knows I love her so much an I am going to be there for her an our Son. I am just vexed. I hate this feeling that I have. This pit in my stomach the pain in my chest the fear I see in my eyes when I stare at myself in the mirror.
This nightmare that I am living is real. An as a man I must endure. I ask for God's forgiveness in my moment of weakness. I ask for the love of my wife an son to forgive me for any in-abilities I have shown. I am trying. I am trying so very hard to be there for you. To stand against the tide as it belches out these tragedies on are family.
I will wear my armor proud as I stand before you. Weston an Mandy I will be your man of steel. I will love you forever an always. I am so sorry for the challenges we must endure, but we must endure.
Angel of God my guardian dear To whom his love commits me here Ever this day or night Be at my side To light and guard To rule an guide Amen |
Dracosu Ryunina
DUST University Ivy League
4
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Posted - 2013.10.10 13:20:00 -
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Sorry that i can't support withmoney at moment. (blasted bills i have to pay.) But know i hope things get better. hugs |
Ghost Kaisar
Pradox One
470
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Posted - 2013.10.10 18:48:00 -
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Finally got my paycheck! I may be a poor college student, but I can spare $20 to a good cause!
Still Praying for you guys!
***EDIT*** Just noticed that DS-10 is doing a fundraiser alongside this. If you guys don't know, for every $1 you donate, you get a ticket for an ISK giveaway.
***EDIT EDIT*** Just noticed that donations before the 11th don't count. Heh. Buzzkill. |
Brush Master
HavoK Core RISE of LEGION
906
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Posted - 2013.10.10 19:25:00 -
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+1 |
Evlyn Kong
Kameira Lodge Amarr Empire
30
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Posted - 2013.10.10 19:29:00 -
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Ghost Kaisar wrote:Finally got my paycheck! I may be a poor college student, but I can spare $20 to a good cause!
Still Praying for you guys!
***EDIT*** Just noticed that DS-10 is doing a fundraiser alongside this. If you guys don't know, for every $1 you donate, you get a ticket for an ISK giveaway.
***EDIT EDIT*** Just noticed that donations before the 11th don't count. Heh. Buzzkill.
Link me the details please ! |
Bear D'Grassi
Forsaken Immortals Top Men.
5
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Posted - 2013.10.10 19:31:00 -
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Donated. My best wishes to the family. |
lithkul devant
Legions of Infinite Dominion
98
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Posted - 2013.10.10 19:55:00 -
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Ghost Kaisar wrote:Finally got my paycheck! I may be a poor college student, but I can spare $20 to a good cause!
Still Praying for you guys!
***EDIT*** Just noticed that DS-10 is doing a fundraiser alongside this. If you guys don't know, for every $1 you donate, you get a ticket for an ISK giveaway.
***EDIT EDIT*** Just noticed that donations before the 11th don't count. Heh. Buzzkill.
Not to be an ass...but could you please link the details of where you saw this? |
trollsroyce
Ametat Security Amarr Empire
659
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Posted - 2013.10.10 20:43:00 -
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bump from under the bridge
will pray for QG & son |
Hunter Junko
Zanzibar Concept
190
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Posted - 2013.10.10 21:46:00 -
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GO Weston! you can do it! |
fawkuima juggalo
Hollowed Kings
76
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Posted - 2013.10.11 03:37:00 -
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me and my girlfriend just read the gofundme site. it brought tears to our eyes. our support is with you and we will donate when we can.
IT TRULY IS AMAZING how much of a tight community it is in this game hes made nearly $4,000 from mostly dust players. RIGHT ON GUYS!. |
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Ghost Kaisar
Pradox One
482
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Posted - 2013.10.12 03:42:00 -
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We did it! It just hit $6,030!
Also, hats off to the guy who anonymously donated $1,280!
Still praying for ya Weston. I hope you get to live a long, happy life |
Borne Velvalor
BLACK-DRAGON-SOCIETY
41
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Posted - 2013.10.12 03:52:00 -
[342] - Quote
It's good to see this doing well. |
LilKymm1981
SVER True Blood Public Disorder.
25
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Posted - 2013.10.12 04:00:00 -
[343] - Quote
thank you all for your amazing support please keep praying and sending your positive energy to Little Weston...much <3 to you all for being human and caring..
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J4yne C0bb
Molon Labe. RISE of LEGION
102
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Posted - 2013.10.12 21:21:00 -
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Bumping a good cause. I will keep your family in my thoughts. |
Thurak1
Psygod9 D.E.F.I.A.N.C.E
276
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Posted - 2013.10.13 04:04:00 -
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ragewardog wrote:Update 20 When the times come we all find we are stronger than we ever thought we were. I hope and pray that little Weston pulls through and that his ends up just being a short lived bad memory that you and the family tell stories about when he grows up.
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Thurak1
Psygod9 D.E.F.I.A.N.C.E
276
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Posted - 2013.10.13 04:10:00 -
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I am sure i am not the only one that has been watching this very eagerly for updates. This is the latest update thus far to the gofundme page for them. You will want to read the whole thing there is some good news in this post :) Update 21 : 9:37 p.m. 10/10 At...Update 21 : 9:37 p.m. 10/10
At dawn this morning I reached out into hope. An with my pleas for compassion a bright sun rose for my family.
Mandy and I met with a team of doctor's today. I prepared to hear news that I knew would shatter me at my core. Much to my surprise an pleasure, that was not to be the case this day.
Weston is suffering from internal hemorrhaging. Bleeding in his lungs an abdomen along with acute renal failure (kidney failure). This is the culprit forcing the doctors to have given him 17 transfusions. They believe that because of his damaged kidneys the bleeding has continued. The kidney is interrupting with the functions of Weston's platelets. He is having problems clotting.
Now the good news is this. Doctors believe that Weston has shown progress. Positive progress. They are comfortable giving him support when needed(transfusions) and letting him fight to recovery.
The kidney doctors believe that the degeneration of his kidneys has stopped. They think that if he can manage to continue to produce urine an recover, that over time the bleeding will stop. Over time he will regain some kidney function. In hope, they even suggested that he may regain all kidney function.
The only negative thing said today was that the doctors are concerned that Weston may have sustained brain damage during the ordeal. Lack of blood an oxygen to the body may have caused some damage. They are not saying it as a definite yet though. They are concerned because of the lack of movement from Weston these last few days. They are hoping that it is because of the morphine an are in high hopes that as the morphine wears off Weston will begin to show more signs of awareness.
They also hope to ween him off of the ventilator this week.
So in reality. If Weston can avoid sickness, keep his blood levels stable with support from doctors that he will grow, that he will LIVE. Weston is fighting, we all know that. He is fighting an gaining strength from all of you. Your prayers are keeping my family so strong. Please continue praying.
Today was a very good day. |
Kaios Family
SVER True Blood Public Disorder.
47
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Posted - 2013.10.13 04:58:00 -
[347] - Quote
bump |
Ydubbs81 RND
Ahrendee Mercenaries EoN.
2010
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Posted - 2013.10.13 23:00:00 -
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CCP should drop the remaining $4K to reach the goal for several reasons, tbh. |
Thurak1
Psygod9 D.E.F.I.A.N.C.E
295
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Posted - 2013.10.14 01:22:00 -
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Ydubbs81 RND wrote:CCP should drop the remaining $4K to reach the goal for several reasons, tbh. While that would undoubtedly be a very nice and kind gesture I can understand why they likely won't. However what would also be very generous and would posibally help ccp even more would be advertizing and donating a part of aurum purchases or merc pack purchases towards the fundraiser. For example advertize that 25% of all aurum purchases between date x and date y will go towards this fundraiser. It would hopefully generate increased revenue for ccp and of course part of it would benefit the family. I hope they post pictures when the munchkin is allowed to go home. The video on the gofundme site at least for me was very blocky. |
Ydubbs81 RND
Ahrendee Mercenaries EoN.
2014
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Posted - 2013.10.15 12:56:00 -
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Thurak1 wrote:Ydubbs81 RND wrote:CCP should drop the remaining $4K to reach the goal for several reasons, tbh. While that would undoubtedly be a very nice and kind gesture I can understand why they likely won't. However what would also be very generous and would posibally help ccp even more would be advertizing and donating a part of aurum purchases or merc pack purchases towards the fundraiser. For example advertize that 25% of all aurum purchases between date x and date y will go towards this fundraiser. It would hopefully generate increased revenue for ccp and of course part of it would benefit the family. I hope they post pictures when the munchkin is allowed to go home. The video on the gofundme site at least for me was very blocky.
They should do it anonymously so that everyone doesn't start asking CCP for donations. Although, it doesn't matter if they did ask because CCP doesn't have to give back to anyone. However, QG has been a long time supporter of CCP and this game and this would be an exception.
I am not starting a CCP to donate campaign....just making a friendly suggestion :). |
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Thor Odinson42
Molon Labe. RISE of LEGION
1596
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Posted - 2013.10.15 16:24:00 -
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Thurak1 wrote:I am sure i am not the only one that has been watching this very eagerly for updates. This is the latest update thus far to the gofundme page for them. You will want to read the whole thing there is some good news in this post :) Update 21 : 9:37 p.m. 10/10 At...Update 21 : 9:37 p.m. 10/10
At dawn this morning I reached out into hope. An with my pleas for compassion a bright sun rose for my family.
Mandy and I met with a team of doctor's today. I prepared to hear news that I knew would shatter me at my core. Much to my surprise an pleasure, that was not to be the case this day.
Weston is suffering from internal hemorrhaging. Bleeding in his lungs an abdomen along with acute renal failure (kidney failure). This is the culprit forcing the doctors to have given him 17 transfusions. They believe that because of his damaged kidneys the bleeding has continued. The kidney is interrupting with the functions of Weston's platelets. He is having problems clotting.
Now the good news is this. Doctors believe that Weston has shown progress. Positive progress. They are comfortable giving him support when needed(transfusions) and letting him fight to recovery.
The kidney doctors believe that the degeneration of his kidneys has stopped. They think that if he can manage to continue to produce urine an recover, that over time the bleeding will stop. Over time he will regain some kidney function. In hope, they even suggested that he may regain all kidney function.
The only negative thing said today was that the doctors are concerned that Weston may have sustained brain damage during the ordeal. Lack of blood an oxygen to the body may have caused some damage. They are not saying it as a definite yet though. They are concerned because of the lack of movement from Weston these last few days. They are hoping that it is because of the morphine an are in high hopes that as the morphine wears off Weston will begin to show more signs of awareness.
They also hope to ween him off of the ventilator this week.
So in reality. If Weston can avoid sickness, keep his blood levels stable with support from doctors that he will grow, that he will LIVE. Weston is fighting, we all know that. He is fighting an gaining strength from all of you. Your prayers are keeping my family so strong. Please continue praying.
Today was a very good day.
Man that is a great update. What a relief that must be for them to hear some positive news!
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Marlin Kirby
KILL-EM-QUICK RISE of LEGION
70
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Posted - 2013.10.15 18:12:00 -
[352] - Quote
I posted a thread on the MAG forums. Quite a few know Quick from there.
http://community.us.playstation.com/t5/MAG-Discussion/A-little-bit-of-charity/m-p/41835067#M892638 |
knight of 6
SVER True Blood Public Disorder.
386
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Posted - 2013.10.16 01:29:00 -
[353] - Quote
stay strong Weston. |
Evlyn Kong
Kameira Lodge Amarr Empire
31
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Posted - 2013.10.16 19:01:00 -
[354] - Quote
Can someone post his updates I can't from my phone ccp help Weston he is a future merc I would bet! |
Thurak1
Psygod9 D.E.F.I.A.N.C.E
308
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Posted - 2013.10.17 00:01:00 -
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Evlyn Kong wrote:Can someone post his updates I can't from my phone ccp help Weston he is a future merc I would bet! So far update 21 is the latest update. From that update it sounds like good news for the munchkin. But i am betting even if things continue to go well it will be another week in the hospital. I just hope that they continue to get good news and that the munchkin is able to start putting on the pounds and get bigger and bigger. Hopefully the parents have been able to get at least one night of sleep here and there. I have my doubts on that though. |
IAmDuncanIdaho II
The Southern Legion The Umbra Combine
113
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Posted - 2013.10.18 16:44:00 -
[356] - Quote
Later update from a few days ago, from the YouCaring fundraiser page here: http://www.youcaring.com/medical-fundraiser/help-with-baby-weston-s-medical-expenses/92940
Update 22 10/14 10:47 A.M
So last few days have kinda been a whirl. Weston has some numbers that are encroaching on concerning, but is still producing urine like he needs to be. His catheter was removed and they hope to remove the ventilator by the end of the week.
The doctors have begun feeding Weston so he is getting some extra nutrition now as well. They had to give him a stool softener to help him along. He is a bit more swollen , but it is because they upped his fluids in hopes to kick start his kidneys.
No major changes negative or positive. Weston is listed as Critically Stable. Meaning he is extremely ill in renal failure but able to be supported by the doctors an machines. This is a good step from being listed as simply Critical like he was when he was hemorrhaging.
Weston wants to be here but he is in need of your prayers still. His road is long an difficult. Your love, positive energy an prayers will help guide him an keep my family safe.
Angel of God my guardian dear To whom his love commits me here Ever this day or night Be at my side To light and guard To rule an guide Amen |
Thurak1
Psygod9 D.E.F.I.A.N.C.E
320
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Posted - 2013.10.19 06:19:00 -
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Thank you for the update. Sounds like weston is still chugging along.
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Tom Drebin
Da Short Buss
0
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Posted - 2013.10.19 21:31:00 -
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Having trouble accessing the link, but praying that Quickgloves and his family endure this. Hang in there litle guy. |
Cody Sietz
Bullet Cluster
1217
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Posted - 2013.10.20 17:58:00 -
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Any good word from the family? I know these past 3 weeks have been hell for them but I'm keeping them in my prayers. |
Sinboto Simmons
SVER True Blood Public Disorder.
1546
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Posted - 2013.10.21 13:55:00 -
[360] - Quote
I'm not a god loving man but I've my thoughts and hopes riding on my younger brother. |
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