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ragewardog SVER True Blood Public Disorder. 44	Posted - 2013.10.05 01:33:00 - [1] - Quote I no a lot of people dislike STB but thanks everyone for helping QG little Weston is a fighter thanks guys
ragewardog SVER True Blood Public Disorder. 51	Posted - 2013.10.05 17:45:00 - [2] - Quote bump
ragewardog SVER True Blood Public Disorder. 51	Posted - 2013.10.06 13:34:00 - [3] - Quote o7 come on Weston we are all pulling for you fight on o7
ragewardog SVER True Blood Public Disorder. 53	Posted - 2013.10.06 20:07:00 - [4] - Quote Operative 1171 Aajli wrote: Keeping this at the top. I can't believe this hasn't been stickied yet. I no right
ragewardog SVER True Blood Public Disorder. 53	Posted - 2013.10.09 09:18:00 - [5] - Quote bump
ragewardog SVER True Blood Public Disorder. 54	Posted - 2013.10.10 12:59:00 - [6] - Quote Update 20 : its 12:25 a.m October 10th 2013. Since September 25th I have lived in a bubble. A bubble that I never want anyone to ever have to experience. I have met so many great people an have such a supportive family an collective of friends. Still I find myself sitting here in the wee hours of the morning trying to keep my composure. I have always claimed to be a strong independent person. Even moved away from everything just to prove I could do it on my own. I did what I told everyone I was going to do. I proved to myself that I had the strength, the intelligence an the courage to take on the world by myself an conquer the challenges that would be set before me. I planned, an trained myself for these tasks. Even after I met Mandy I adapted to care for her, to protect her, to love her. An as pattern is proven I again adapt and endure to care, love, an protect my son. I never imagined that I would have to endure the current events even in my wildest nightmares. I never planned on being so helpless. I never thought I would be so taxed an deprived that I would rely on everyone around me to keep me strong. I have always made attempts to be the lone soldier. The calm amongst the storm. Especially for Mandy. yesterday was a long day. Weston had to have yet again 2 more transfusions, his numbers did not improve an once the sun comes up I am to meet with a collective of doctors to talk about my sons options. I am tired. I am sad. I am terrified. I am doing everything I can to save face in front of Mandy. I fear her to fragile to see me in a weakened state. I did not even know how hurt I truly am until today. Many times I have choked back tears to shine strong for Weston an Mandy. So many times I walk outside into the cold air just to try an numb the feelings I have or to confuse the senses into feeling the cold instead of the sadness. Weston you are so pure an innocent. so defenseless to this world. So wonderful yet so sick. I am praying that as I sit here an pour my heart out, as I show how sad I am, as I beg for God's compassion to save you: to heal you: to give me strength That he hears me. So many of you offer encouragement an hope. I have not lost it. I am just so desperate to show my humanity without the fear of worrying my wife that I choose to do it here. Mandy as we all know barely ever goes online or uses anything electronic. So I don't intend for her to read this. She knows I love her so much an I am going to be there for her an our Son. I am just vexed. I hate this feeling that I have. This pit in my stomach the pain in my chest the fear I see in my eyes when I stare at myself in the mirror. This nightmare that I am living is real. An as a man I must endure. I ask for God's forgiveness in my moment of weakness. I ask for the love of my wife an son to forgive me for any in-abilities I have shown. I am trying. I am trying so very hard to be there for you. To stand against the tide as it belches out these tragedies on are family. I will wear my armor proud as I stand before you. Weston an Mandy I will be your man of steel. I will love you forever an always. I am so sorry for the challenges we must endure, but we must endure. Angel of God my guardian dear To whom his love commits me here Ever this day or night Be at my side To light and guard To rule an guide Amen

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