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Foley Jones
Cassardis
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Posted - 2013.11.05 12:45:00 -
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By my doctors behind my back
By my friends
By my roomates
By my friendly neighborhood drug dealer (I dont deal with him just know him)
And by random people who I never met!
Me insane? Noooooo im the sanist **** in all of new eden!
Now my doctors got me on something called olanzaphine....every thing gets quiet afterward
So what if I got pissed off by a sniper who was talking trash
All I did then was kidnap him
Slowly blended him alive with my kitchin blender
After he died and rewoke in a new clone
I then re kidnap him and forced him to drink the smoothie I made out of him
Is that really insane? Of course not!
Or how about the time I went on the battlefield but nekkid witha gaint ass rock and brutal killed 5 people defending a NULL cannon?
All I did was that and write "**** off" in large letters made of blood and made a small home out of corpes and pretended I was Marzan
Is THAT insane?
Just becuase I have a bloodlust and a emotional disorder AND that i sometimes hear voices
Does not make me insane or a psycho
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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steadyhand amarr
TeamPlayers
EoN.
1699
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Posted - 2013.11.05 14:02:00 -
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Ssuurreee what ever say 514 the empress has a holiday home u can vist sorted me right out
"my faith is my shield, the empress's light my guide and my fury my sword"
winner of EU squad cup
GOGO power rangers
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
349
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Posted - 2013.11.05 17:38:00 -
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Most of us are under a lot of pressure, Mr. Jones-- psychological torque, I'd even say. It sort of comes with the territory. Fractures resulting from that are something to manage, not something to be ashamed and defensive about. |
Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
134
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Posted - 2013.11.06 01:49:00 -
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Forget olanzaphine, you need a lobotomy. Perhaps several. You have some serious mental malfunctions soldier, and that makes you a liability in the field. Either get yourself checked, take yourself out, or get out of the way for those of us that can still operate in society.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2379
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Posted - 2013.11.06 03:28:00 -
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Don't mind them. They tell me I'm insane too. But I'm not. I'm not!
I'M REALLY REALLY NOT!
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
244
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Posted - 2013.11.06 11:49:00 -
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DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Don't mind them. They tell me I'm insane too. But I'm not. I'm not!
I'M REALLY REALLY NOT!
Finally someone who understand s me!
Yeah we are not insane at all!
We jusy perhaps do ahnormal things but we are sane!
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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Denak Kalamari
Intaki Liberation Front
Intaki Prosperity Initiative
561
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Posted - 2013.11.06 12:12:00 -
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Madness in itself isn't bad, everyone here is a little bid mad, and with their own faults.
The problem is when it's starting to disturb others.
Grahisha of the ILF // Writer of Thoughts of a Clone Soldier
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
244
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Posted - 2013.11.06 15:30:00 -
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Denak Kalamari wrote:Madness in itself isn't bad, everyone here is a little bid mad, and with their own faults.
The problem is when it's starting to disturb others.
Am I disturbing others?
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
349
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Posted - 2013.11.06 17:01:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Don't mind them. They tell me I'm insane too. But I'm not. I'm not!
I'M REALLY REALLY NOT! Finally someone who understand s me! Yeah we are not insane at all! We jusy perhaps do ahnormal things but we are sane!
Respectfully, Mr. Jones, if that is the person you're looking at as the "someone" who understands you, you're identifying yourself with either a compulsive liar or a first-gen who's going 514 by the most traditional method.
Neither option is stable ground. |
Foley Jones
Cassardis
249
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Posted - 2013.11.06 17:16:00 -
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Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Foley Jones wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Don't mind them. They tell me I'm insane too. But I'm not. I'm not!
I'M REALLY REALLY NOT! Finally someone who understand s me! Yeah we are not insane at all! We jusy perhaps do ahnormal things but we are sane! Respectfully, Mr. Jones, if that is the person you're looking at as the "someone" who understands you, you're identifying yourself with either a compulsive liar or a first-gen who's going 514 by the most traditional method. Neither option is stable ground.
Well who can i understand here?
Evryone is saying I need help when im actually fine and he understands me becuase he also has heen accused of insanity yet he also is defending he also is sane
Im just here to put my foot down and say I am iust as sane as everyone else so I want to be treated as a sane person!
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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Denak Kalamari
Intaki Liberation Front
Intaki Prosperity Initiative
562
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Posted - 2013.11.06 22:30:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:Well who can i understand here?
Evryone is saying I need help when im actually fine and he understands me becuase he also has heen accused of insanity yet he also is defending he also is sane
Im just here to put my foot down and say I am iust as sane as everyone else so I want to be treated as a sane person!
A blind man leading another blind man ends in both falling to a pit.
Grahisha of the ILF // Writer of Thoughts of a Clone Soldier
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True Adamance
PIE Inc.
Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
3942
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Posted - 2013.11.07 01:49:00 -
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Denak Kalamari wrote:Foley Jones wrote:Well who can i understand here?
Evryone is saying I need help when im actually fine and he understands me becuase he also has heen accused of insanity yet he also is defending he also is sane
Im just here to put my foot down and say I am iust as sane as everyone else so I want to be treated as a sane person! A blind man leading another blind man ends in both falling to a pit.
Then at least act like it Foley.
"All things were created by the Divine, and so the glory of our faith is inherent to us all"
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21yrOld Knight
Pradox One
Proficiency V.
260
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Posted - 2013.11.07 02:05:00 -
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Woa someone went 514. I hope capsuleers don't hear about you.
Remember Mr.Heavy a buff is not food, you don't need it to survive.
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True Adamance
PIE Inc.
Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
3942
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Posted - 2013.11.07 02:12:00 -
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21yrOld Knight wrote:Woa someone went 514. I hope capsuleers don't hear about you.
They know about him..... Summit is where Foley likes to talk crazy....
"All things were created by the Divine, and so the glory of our faith is inherent to us all"
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21yrOld Knight
Pradox One
Proficiency V.
260
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Posted - 2013.11.07 02:14:00 -
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True Adamance wrote:21yrOld Knight wrote:Woa someone went 514. I hope capsuleers don't hear about you. They know about him..... Summit is where Foley likes to talk crazy....
That's a shame.
Remember Mr.Heavy a buff is not food, you don't need it to survive.
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
253
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Posted - 2013.11.07 02:51:00 -
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True Adamance wrote:21yrOld Knight wrote:Woa someone went 514. I hope capsuleers don't hear about you. They know about him..... Summit is where Foley likes to talk crazy....
Name one thing I said that was crazy
ONE
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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21yrOld Knight
Pradox One
Proficiency V.
260
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Posted - 2013.11.07 03:02:00 -
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I do remember a time when you were talking to Diana Kim you pissed her off someway. Oh yeah that's right you called her kimme. There was another time. You didn't act insane but it was very irrational. Each time was irrational.
Remember Mr.Heavy a buff is not food, you don't need it to survive.
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
253
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Posted - 2013.11.07 03:03:00 -
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21yrOld Knight wrote:I do remember a time when you were talking to Diana Kim you pissed her off someway. Oh yeah that's right you called her kimme. There was another time. You didn't act insane but it was very irrational. Each time was irrational.
I said crazy
Ps. I stopped calling her that
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
134
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Posted - 2013.11.07 03:14:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:True Adamance wrote:21yrOld Knight wrote:Woa someone went 514. I hope capsuleers don't hear about you. They know about him..... Summit is where Foley likes to talk crazy.... Name one thing I said that was crazy ONE
That's just it though. You aren't insane. Your issues aren't caused by any form of mental illness, but through your own temperament. That makes you dangerous to people who can control themselves rather than a man like you who appears to be suffering from a perfectly curable case of Asperger Syndrome with mixed symptoms of psycho- AND sociopaths behaviors from self inflicted wounds on your character. Moreover, it is just plain insulting to individuals who clearly suffer from the all too real threat of "going 514" and actively work to prevent it from happening to themselves and others.
To people like you and Aztec, it's a joke and an excuse for your blatantly unacceptable behavior that will inevitably drag your entire unit through the mud. Both of you either need to grow up or get out of the way.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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True Adamance
PIE Inc.
Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
3951
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Posted - 2013.11.07 03:20:00 -
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Galm Fae wrote:Foley Jones wrote:True Adamance wrote:21yrOld Knight wrote:Woa someone went 514. I hope capsuleers don't hear about you. They know about him..... Summit is where Foley likes to talk crazy.... Name one thing I said that was crazy ONE That's just it though. You aren't insane. Your issues aren't caused by any form of mental illness, but through your own temperament. That makes you dangerous to people who can control themselves rather than a man like you who appears to be suffering from a perfectly curable case of Asperger Syndrome with mixed symptoms of psycho- AND sociopaths behaviors from self inflicted wounds on your character. Moreover, it is just plain insulting to individuals who clearly suffer from the all too real threat of "going 514" and actively work to prevent it from happening to themselves and others. To people like you and Aztec, it's a joke and an excuse for your blatantly unacceptable behavior that will inevitably drag your entire unit through the mud. Both of you either need to grow up or get out of the way.
Seconded. Your ego's aren't worth failing your units and corporations for.
"All things were created by the Divine, and so the glory of our faith is inherent to us all"
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
254
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Posted - 2013.11.07 03:31:00 -
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Galm Fae wrote:Foley Jones wrote:True Adamance wrote:21yrOld Knight wrote:Woa someone went 514. I hope capsuleers don't hear about you. They know about him..... Summit is where Foley likes to talk crazy.... Name one thing I said that was crazy ONE That's just it though. You aren't insane. Your issues aren't caused by any form of mental illness, but through your own temperament. That makes you dangerous to people who can control themselves rather than a man like you who appears to be suffering from a perfectly curable case of Asperger Syndrome with mixed symptoms of psycho- AND sociopaths behaviors from self inflicted wounds on your character. Moreover, it is just plain insulting to individuals who clearly suffer from the all too real threat of "going 514" and actively work to prevent it from happening to themselves and others. To people like you and Aztec, it's a joke and an excuse for your blatantly unacceptable behavior that will inevitably drag your entire unit through the mud. Both of you either need to grow up or get out of the way.
Ok one thing
Didn't you say I needed lobotomy before? For mental issues
now your saying its nothing
Please stick to one opinion
And im dragging my unit though the mud?
Im not even going to respnd to that....you dont know how I am on the battlefield so how dare you judge me
Actually another thing
You say im using insanity as a excuse
EVEN THOUGH IM CLEARLY ******* DENYING INSANITY
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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True Adamance
PIE Inc.
Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
3952
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Posted - 2013.11.07 03:33:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:Galm Fae wrote:Foley Jones wrote:True Adamance wrote:21yrOld Knight wrote:Woa someone went 514. I hope capsuleers don't hear about you. They know about him..... Summit is where Foley likes to talk crazy.... Name one thing I said that was crazy ONE That's just it though. You aren't insane. Your issues aren't caused by any form of mental illness, but through your own temperament. That makes you dangerous to people who can control themselves rather than a man like you who appears to be suffering from a perfectly curable case of Asperger Syndrome with mixed symptoms of psycho- AND sociopaths behaviors from self inflicted wounds on your character. Moreover, it is just plain insulting to individuals who clearly suffer from the all too real threat of "going 514" and actively work to prevent it from happening to themselves and others. To people like you and Aztec, it's a joke and an excuse for your blatantly unacceptable behavior that will inevitably drag your entire unit through the mud. Both of you either need to grow up or get out of the way. Ok one thing Didn't you say I needed lobotomy before? Dor mental issues now your saying its nothing Please stick to one opinion And im dragging my unit though the mud? Im not even going to respnd to that....you dont know how I am on the battlefield so how dare you judge me
I do... you have the ego of a great leader. Its fantastic.
Also Foley I'm now up to your level of killing power in my tanks.
"All things were created by the Divine, and so the glory of our faith is inherent to us all"
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
254
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Posted - 2013.11.07 03:46:00 -
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I sincerely hope your not being sarcastic. ....
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
134
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Posted - 2013.11.07 04:01:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:
Ok one thing
Didn't you say I needed lobotomy before? For mental issues
now your saying its nothing
Please stick to one opinion
You want to go down this road with me soldier? You want to split hairs with this? Fine. Obviously my failure in my previous post was in not dumbing down my comedy material enough for a broke-**** brig-rat like you to comprehend. What I was alluding to was how much better the world would be if you were harmlessly drooling on yourself instead of putting on this act you pass along.
You talk about how "oh, no one will believe I'm not insane!" then you go along and act out every impulse that strikes you without taking a moment to consider others or even your own decency. You know what? I think you like it. I think you like the attention and the intimidation that supposedly comes with being "insane."
You're so quick to deny it because resisting it gets you off in some freakish way that you don't even consider the real horrors that people with real issues have to go through. So you like causing pain? Whatever gets your rocks hard, I don't much need to know. Real illness comes when you start peeling back your own flesh. When you can look in the face of someone you've known all your life and not know who they are. When everything around you should feel completely normal, but something is out of place. When you wake up one night and suddenly have the spontaneous urge to crack your head open just to see what that damn implant really looks like.
We've all heard the stories. We all know it happens. Your eccentricities are up to par with obsessive compulsive disorder compared to the real horrors out there, but it still doesn't change the fact that it makes you an unreliable operative.
And Adamance, stop trying to always play diplomat and feed cancer like this. If this is what you consider a necessary ego to rule, then it's no wonder your empire is such a debasement to humanity and reason.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
254
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Posted - 2013.11.07 04:20:00 -
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You know what? Whatever you wanna think pal (is it pal?)
Im not here for attention, im here to prove im not insane like everyone who claima I am
I hate being called insane becuase its a ******* lie if anything im agreeing with you
You are getting on my ass about blurting out whatever when here you are ******* opinion jumping from a goddamn pogo stick saying I want attention
And above all else
Who
The
****
Are
You?
HHonestly! You dont know me!
Theres nothing I hate more than people who think they know everything about someone yet they only had maybe 2 ******* conversation s with the guy
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
135
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Posted - 2013.11.07 04:36:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:You know what? Whatever you wanna think pal (is it pal?)
Im not here for attention, im here to prove im not insane like everyone who claima I am
I hate being called insane becuase its a ******* lie if anything im agreeing with you
You are getting on my ass about blurting out whatever when here you are ******* opinion jumping from a goddamn pogo stick saying I want attention
And above all else
Who
The
****
Are
You?
I'm Galm Fae. Remember that name, because if I ever show up on the same deployment as you I want you to do me a favor and stay out of my way until you learn to function like a human being. You want to take this personally, fine. I'm just giving you the same run-through any DI in the State War Academy or the Dragonaurs would have to **** down your throat. If anything you should be happy you're getting this from me instead of having some non-com knifehand you into oblivion at a military tribunal.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
254
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Posted - 2013.11.07 04:42:00 -
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Galm Fae wrote:Foley Jones wrote:You know what? Whatever you wanna think pal (is it pal?)
Im not here for attention, im here to prove im not insane like everyone who claima I am
I hate being called insane becuase its a ******* lie if anything im agreeing with you
You are getting on my ass about blurting out whatever when here you are ******* opinion jumping from a goddamn pogo stick saying I want attention
And above all else
Who
The
****
Are
You?
I'm Galm Fae. Remember that name, because if I ever show up on the same deployment as you I want you to do me a favor and stay out of my way until you learn to function like a human being. You want to take this personally, fine. I'm just giving you the same run-through any DI in the State War Academy or the Dragonaurs would have to **** down your throat. If anything you should be happy you're getting this from me instead of having some non-com knifehand you into oblivion at a military tribunal.
Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooookay
Your welcomed to try
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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True Adamance
PIE Inc.
Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
3960
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Posted - 2013.11.07 05:37:00 -
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Galm Fae wrote:Foley Jones wrote:
Ok one thing
Didn't you say I needed lobotomy before? For mental issues
now your saying its nothing
Please stick to one opinion
You want to go down this road with me soldier? You want to split hairs with this? Fine. Obviously my failure in my previous post was in not dumbing down my comedy material enough for a broke-**** brig-rat like you to comprehend. What I was alluding to was how much better the world would be if you were harmlessly drooling on yourself instead of putting on this act you pass along. You talk about how "oh, no one will believe I'm not insane!" then you go along and act out every impulse that strikes you without taking a moment to consider others or even your own decency. You know what? I think you like it. I think you like the attention and the intimidation that supposedly comes with being "insane." You're so quick to deny it because resisting it gets you off in some freakish way that you don't even consider the real horrors that people with real issues have to go through. So you like causing pain? Whatever gets your rocks hard, I don't much need to know. Real illness comes when you start peeling back your own flesh. When you can look in the face of someone you've known all your life and not know who they are. When everything around you should feel completely normal, but something is out of place. When you wake up one night and suddenly have the spontaneous urge to crack your head open just to see what that damn implant really looks like. We've all heard the stories. We all know it happens. Your eccentricities are up to par with obsessive compulsive disorder compared to the real horrors out there, but it still doesn't change the fact that it makes you an unreliable operative. And Adamance, stop trying to always play diplomat and feed cancer like this. If this is what you consider a necessary ego to rule, then it's no wonder your empire is such a debasement to humanity and reason.
I consider myself one of the more reasonable Amarr, I could be screaming litanies of faith at this heathen for being a traitor and vile specimen of humanity not fit for God's love, but that would not help me or my empire.
Humour the man he is no threat to me or those I care about, nor is he a threat to my empire. Being as little of consequence as he is means that his ranting, babble, and cancer as you call it impacts me as little as possible.
Simply put.... I don't care.... not about his plight, not about his suffering, only that he hastens to his demise as soon as possible ridding our empire of one more barrier between us and the completion of God's immortal destiny.
For a terrorist Galm you are surprisingly philosophical..... though skill at arms will not save you when your day of reckoning comes. Last time we fought I cut you in half, I would apologise but for your disrespectful attitude toward my people.
The unclean must be purged, and your deeds have sullied you.
"All things were created by the Divine, and so the glory of our faith is inherent to us all"
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
136
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Posted - 2013.11.07 06:14:00 -
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True Adamance wrote:
For a terrorist Galm you are surprisingly philosophical..... though skill at arms will not save you when your day of reckoning comes. Last time we fought I cut you in half, I would apologise but for your disrespectful attitude toward my people.
The unclean must be purged, and your deeds have sullied you.
You shoot enough people you begin to ask yourself why it's all necessary. That said, I never questioned the importance of my orders. I only ever did what no one else had the dedication to execute. Every target we ever hit had what was coming to it, and while I regret that some people might have gotten in the way I am willing to mark it all up as acceptable loses. To you I might be damned, but every action brought my countrymen closer to salvation.
We killed so that they didn't have to. There's something noble in that, don't you think?
And... Just for the record? I recall that in the very same raid my plasma mortar turned you to slag and we wiped out your entire unit.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Denak Kalamari
Intaki Liberation Front
Intaki Prosperity Initiative
562
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Posted - 2013.11.07 06:49:00 -
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This is starting to get out of hand everyone, I don't want this degrading into a flamewar.
Foley, if you don't think you're insane, show us. Give us a statement from a doctor that you are mentally healthy, start a discussion that isn't always about yourself and your "alleged" sanity. Going into a tantrum doesn't help your position when the state of your mental health is being questioned, especially when you start throwing insults around. Unlike Aztec, I still have some respect for you, but that is fading fast if you keep this up.
Galm. In the end, everyone here has darkness in their hearts, in one way or another. Whether it is the things you did in the past, how you view the world or how constant death makes you question your own reality. Everyone experiences their insanity in their own way, I'd rather leave it to a psychologist to assess what the state of your mental health is.
Kador, are you really going to bring the reclaiming into this? From what I saw you didn't answer his argument, but just started talking about how all unclean will be purged. And if you don't care about Foley's plight and suffering, then why are you here?
Everyone, measuring one's credibility by their prowess in combat is just as dumb and pointless as measuring it by the likes you have, stop doing that. Everyone has their good and bad battles, sometimes I've managed to slaughter everyone in my path, sometimes I can't even take one step before I'm killed already. There are many variables that need to be accounted during a firefoght, some are impossible to predict, you killing one specific person is irrelevant, and you should focus more on actually winning the battle, that's when you get the most ISK.
And namecalling helpa no one, please stop that.
Grahisha of the ILF // Writer of Thoughts of a Clone Soldier
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
255
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Posted - 2013.11.07 13:32:00 -
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Denak Kalamari wrote:This is starting to get out of hand everyone, I don't want this degrading into a flamewar.
Foley, if you don't think you're insane, show us. Give us a statement from a doctor that you are mentally healthy, start a discussion that isn't always about yourself and your "alleged" sanity. Going into a tantrum doesn't help your position when the state of your mental health is being questioned, especially when you start throwing insults around. Unlike Aztec, I still have some respect for you, but that is fading fast if you keep this up.
Galm. In the end, everyone here has darkness in their hearts, in one way or another. Whether it is the things you did in the past, how you view the world or how constant death makes you question your own reality. Everyone experiences their insanity in their own way, I'd rather leave it to a psychologist to assess what the state of your mental health is.
Kador, are you really going to bring the reclaiming into this? From what I saw you didn't answer his argument, but just started talking about how all unclean will be purged. And if you don't care about Foley's plight and suffering, then why are you here?
Everyone, measuring one's credibility by their prowess in combat is just as dumb and pointless as measuring it by the likes you have, stop doing that. Everyone has their good and bad battles, sometimes I've managed to slaughter everyone in my path, sometimes I can't even take one step before I'm killed already. There are many variables that need to be accounted during a firefoght, some are impossible to predict, you killing one specific person is irrelevant, and you should focus more on actually winning the battle, that's when you get the most ISK.
And namecalling helpa no one, please stop that.
Well I would give you a statement about my menal health but m y doctors never give me one!
Keep saying I have mental issues! Doctors I guess don't understand me when i say
"I wanna rip the organs out of a soldier with a butter knife and decorate a NULL xannon with them"
They call that abnormal bbehavior! Can you believe that?
Clealy I just want to decorate the battlefield
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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Vinsarrow
New Eden Blades Of The Azure
64
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Posted - 2013.11.08 01:54:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:By my doctors behind my back
By my friends
By my roomates
By my friendly neighborhood drug dealer (I dont deal with him just know him)
And by random people who I never met!
Me insane? Noooooo im the sanist **** in all of new eden!
Now my doctors got me on something called olanzaphine....every thing gets quiet afterward
So what if I got pissed off by a sniper who was talking trash
All I did then was kidnap him
Slowly blended him alive with my kitchin blender
After he died and rewoke in a new clone
I then re kidnap him and forced him to drink the smoothie I made out of him
Is that really insane? Of course not!
Or how about the time I went on the battlefield but nekkid witha gaint ass rock and brutal killed 5 people defending a NULL cannon?
All I did was that and write "**** off" in large letters made of blood and made a small home out of corpes and pretended I was Marzan
Is THAT insane?
Just becuase I have a bloodlust and a emotional disorder AND that i sometimes hear voices
Does not make me insane or a psycho
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2443
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Posted - 2013.11.10 07:36:00 -
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Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Foley Jones wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Don't mind them. They tell me I'm insane too. But I'm not. I'm not!
I'M REALLY REALLY NOT! Finally someone who understand s me! Yeah we are not insane at all! We jusy perhaps do ahnormal things but we are sane! Respectfully, Mr. Jones, if that is the person you're looking at as the "someone" who understands you, you're identifying yourself with either a compulsive liar or a first-gen who's going 514 by the most traditional method. Neither option is stable ground.
Got a problem with first gens? Got a problem with OG1G's, Original Gallante 1st generations?
So typical of a Caldari to label others. smh.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Niina Eskola
Eskola Ergonomics
1
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Posted - 2013.11.10 07:50:00 -
[34] - Quote
Y'know... You can take other drugs to make yourself feel better. Shucks, you buy Eskola and I guarantee you won't remember that little voice you have in your head.
Strength. Beauty. Quality. Eskola Ergonomics.
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
350
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Posted - 2013.11.10 16:38:00 -
[35] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Got a problem with first gens? Got a problem with OG1G's, Original Gallante 1st generations?
So typical of a Caldari to label others. smh.
Yes, I have a problem with 1st Gens, soldier. They do things like carve the giblets out of their comrades for no apparent reason, obsessively scribble all over the barrack walls, and go semi-permanently AWOL before, maybe, eventually, resurfacing in disturbing circumstances.
I do not have a problem with former 1st Gens, who've gotten that all-important hardware upgrade and generally sought help. Our friend Steadyhand, for example, seems to have gotten such help as the Empress offered.
Good for him. Good for the Empire. Good for us.
You, on the other hand, are either an untreated 1st Gen, or, more likely, a pathological liar. Neither is a strong recommendation. |
DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2470
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Posted - 2013.11.10 21:54:00 -
[36] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Got a problem with first gens? Got a problem with OG1G's, Original Gallante 1st generations?
So typical of a Caldari to label others. smh. Yes, I have a problem with 1st Gens, soldier. They do things like carve the giblets out of their comrades for no apparent reason, obsessively scribble all over the barrack walls, and go semi-permanently AWOL before, maybe, eventually, resurfacing in disturbing circumstances. I do not have a problem with former 1st Gens, who've gotten that all-important hardware upgrade and generally sought help. Our friend Steadyhand, for example, seems to have gotten such help as the Empress offered. Good for him. Good for the Empire. Good for us. You, on the other hand, are either an untreated 1st Gen, or, more likely, a pathological liar. Neither is a strong recommendation. Are you accusing me of something?
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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VAHZZ
The dyst0pian Corporation
108
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Posted - 2013.11.10 22:26:00 -
[37] - Quote
People can do great things. However, there are some things they just CAN'T do. I, for instance, have not been able to transform myself into a Popsicle, despite years of effort.
In this war, a danger there is, of losing who we are.
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Seeker of knowledge and truth.
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
350
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Posted - 2013.11.11 04:23:00 -
[38] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Are you accusing me of something?
I am at the very least suggesting that you are likely a compulsive liar, so, yes. Or something very close to it. |
DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2479
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Posted - 2013.11.11 06:10:00 -
[39] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Are you accusing me of something? I am at the very least suggesting that you are likely a compulsive liar, so, yes. Or something very close to it.
Caldari, always the instigator.
Gallante, not swinging first, but always swinging last.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
351
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Posted - 2013.11.11 23:16:00 -
[40] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Caldari, always the instigator.
Gallante, not swinging first, but always swinging last.
I'm an Achur, soldier, not Caldari.
Regardless, I look forward to seeing what you consider an appropriate response. |
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
258
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Posted - 2013.11.11 23:26:00 -
[41] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Caldari, always the instigator.
Gallante, not swinging first, but always swinging last. I'm an Achur, soldier, not Caldari. Regardless, I look forward to seeing what you consider an appropriate response.
I believe hes pointing out how your a caldari patriot
Thus stereotypes
But hey not my argument. ...
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
138
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Posted - 2013.11.11 23:29:00 -
[42] - Quote
Foley Jones wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Caldari, always the instigator.
Gallante, not swinging first, but always swinging last. I'm an Achur, soldier, not Caldari. Regardless, I look forward to seeing what you consider an appropriate response. I believe hes pointing out how your a caldari patriot Thus stereotypes But hey not my argument. ...
I'd hardly call it an argument as much as the meaningless babble of an idiot and the misguided attempts of a fellow countryman to silence it.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2491
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Posted - 2013.11.12 02:38:00 -
[43] - Quote
Galm Fae wrote:Foley Jones wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Caldari, always the instigator.
Gallante, not swinging first, but always swinging last. I'm an Achur, soldier, not Caldari. Regardless, I look forward to seeing what you consider an appropriate response. I believe hes pointing out how your a caldari patriot Thus stereotypes But hey not my argument. ... I'd hardly call it an argument as much as the meaningless babble of an idiot and the misguided attempts of a fellow countryman to silence it.
I conquer with your assessment Mr.Fae.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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True Adamance
PIE Inc.
Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
4085
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Posted - 2013.11.12 03:03:00 -
[44] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:
I conquer with your assessment Mr.Fae.
Your people couldn't conquer their way out of a wet paper bag.
"All things were created by the Divine, and so the glory of our faith is inherent to us all"
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2493
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Posted - 2013.11.12 03:38:00 -
[45] - Quote
True Adamance wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:
I conquer with your assessment Mr.Fae.
Your people couldn't conquer their way out of a wet paper bag.
The Minmatar beat you guys while wearing nothing but wet paper bags.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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True Adamance
PIE Inc.
Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
4093
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Posted - 2013.11.12 03:39:00 -
[46] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:True Adamance wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:
I conquer with your assessment Mr.Fae.
Your people couldn't conquer their way out of a wet paper bag. The Minmatar beat you guys while wearing nothing but wet paper bags.
We didn't even give them wet paper bags, you point is invalid.
((I only said that because you spelt concur wrong))
"All things were created by the Divine, and so the glory of our faith is inherent to us all"
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2493
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Posted - 2013.11.12 03:49:00 -
[47] - Quote
True Adamance wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:True Adamance wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:
I conquer with your assessment Mr.Fae.
Your people couldn't conquer their way out of a wet paper bag. The Minmatar beat you guys while wearing nothing but wet paper bags. We didn't even give them wet paper bags, you point is invalid. ((I only said that because you spelt concur wrong))
Never said you gave it to them, they just crushed you with them.
((Auto-correct will be the death of me))
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
352
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Posted - 2013.11.12 06:35:00 -
[48] - Quote
Galm Fae wrote:I'd hardly call it an argument as much as the meaningless babble of an idiot and the misguided attempts of a fellow countryman to silence it.
Fae-haan,
You seem to have forgotten some of what you know about my nature, lately.
Though his prattle is a little irritating, I know perfectly well that he's not going to shut up. He's probably not a first-gen, but there might be something to learn here, even so. He's a miserable fool, but it's rare to run into someone who's actually boring.
I'm just poking him and seeing whether anything more engaging than a long series of half-witted misstatements will come of it. |
Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
139
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Posted - 2013.11.12 06:48:00 -
[49] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Galm Fae wrote:I'd hardly call it an argument as much as the meaningless babble of an idiot and the misguided attempts of a fellow countryman to silence it. Fae-haan, You seem to have forgotten some of what you know about my nature, lately. Though his prattle is a little irritating, I know perfectly well that he's not going to shut up. He's probably not a first-gen, but there might be something to learn here, even so. He's a miserable fool, but it's rare to run into someone who's actually boring. I'm just poking him and seeing whether anything more engaging than a long series of half-witted misstatements will come of it.
Hmm... Very well then, proceed. Perhaps you should ask him about his mother, see if anything interesting comes up.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2499
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Posted - 2013.11.12 10:12:00 -
[50] - Quote
And me without my therapist lounge.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
353
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Posted - 2013.11.12 16:45:00 -
[51] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:And me without my therapist lounge chair.
Therapist? No, dear, no.
Think of this more as being accosted by a fellow asylum inmate with a taste for picking other residents apart to find out how they tick-- and who's been getting bored lately.
On which note: why would you even want to be first-gen? They all got either upgraded or terminated with extreme prejudice, and most of the survivors don't seem to look back on that time with any fondness. The Gallente, as I understand it, exterminated virtually all of theirs (though Mordu's Legion may have had something to say about that).
It's not like it's some sort of pedigree; if anything, it's like jumping up and down yelling, "Hey, defective equipment, right here!"
It's about as sexy as an alpha software build riddled data-corrupting bugs. |
Foley Jones
Cassardis
258
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Posted - 2013.11.12 17:18:00 -
[52] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:And me without my therapist lounge chair. Therapist? No, dear, no. Think of this more as being accosted by a fellow asylum inmate with a taste for picking other residents apart to find out how they tick-- and who's been getting bored lately. On which note: why would you even want to be first-gen? They all got either upgraded or terminated with extreme prejudice, and most of the survivors don't seem to look back on that time with any fondness. The Gallente, as I understand it, exterminated virtually all of theirs (though Mordu's Legion may have had something to say about that). It's not like it's some sort of pedigree; if anything, it's like jumping up and down yelling, "Hey, defective equipment, right here!" It's about as sexy as an alpha software build riddled with data-corrupting bugs.
So 1st gens are extinct now?
Hmmm interesting
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2502
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Posted - 2013.11.12 20:55:00 -
[53] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:And me without my therapist lounge chair. Therapist? No, dear, no. Think of this more as being accosted by a fellow asylum inmate with a taste for picking other residents apart to find out how they tick-- and who's been getting bored lately. On which note: why would you even want to be first-gen? They all got either upgraded or terminated with extreme prejudice, and most of the survivors don't seem to look back on that time with any fondness. The Gallente, as I understand it, exterminated virtually all of theirs (though Mordu's Legion may have had something to say about that). It's not like it's some sort of pedigree; if anything, it's like jumping up and down yelling, "Hey, defective equipment, right here!" It's about as sexy as an alpha software build riddled with data-corrupting bugs.
Accosted? At least buy me dinner first.
It is not possible for me to change my implant.
My implant is based off an Amarr implant that was reverse engineered. In a few ways my implant is worse because I can not transfer to another implant without risking a catastrophic short circuit that would most likely cause DNA poisoning, which in turn prevents cloning by keeping your mind from being scanned.
Though there are upsides, it helps to have multiple personalities as it helps to problem solve and multi-task.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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True Adamance
PIE Inc.
Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
4107
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Posted - 2013.11.12 21:09:00 -
[54] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:And me without my therapist lounge chair. Therapist? No, dear, no. Think of this more as being accosted by a fellow asylum inmate with a taste for picking other residents apart to find out how they tick-- and who's been getting bored lately. On which note: why would you even want to be first-gen? They all got either upgraded or terminated with extreme prejudice, and most of the survivors don't seem to look back on that time with any fondness. The Gallente, as I understand it, exterminated virtually all of theirs (though Mordu's Legion may have had something to say about that). It's not like it's some sort of pedigree; if anything, it's like jumping up and down yelling, "Hey, defective equipment, right here!" It's about as sexy as an alpha software build riddled with data-corrupting bugs. Accosted? At least buy me dinner first. It is not possible for me to change my implant. My implant is based off an Amarr implant that was reverse engineered. In a few ways my implant is worse because I can not transfer to another implant without risking a catastrophic short circuit that would most likely cause DNA poisoning, which in turn prevents cloning by keeping your mind from being scanned. Though there are upsides, it helps to have multiple personalities as it helps to problem solve and multi-task.
How did you get an Amarrian implant? The last thing I think out empire would do is give their newly found immortal soldier tech to a Gallentean.
"All things were created by the Divine, and so the glory of our faith is inherent to us all"
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2516
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Posted - 2013.11.13 00:44:00 -
[55] - Quote
I needed to get help to defend my Intaki village from pirates. I turned to the military officers who had a base in the district, they did not care to help. Corrupt Bastards. But there was another man there, he said he could help me in return for my part in a special program the Federation was funding. He was part of the Black Eagles.
Thus I became a clone. Though, I was never told how they got the technology. The few files I have been able to access over the years show that it is not an actual Amarr made implant, rather it was a Gallante version of it that was based on the original Amarrian design.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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True Adamance
PIE Inc.
Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
4114
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Posted - 2013.11.13 02:52:00 -
[56] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:I needed to get help to defend my Intaki village from pirates. I turned to the military officers who had a base in the district, they did not care to help. Corrupt Bastards. But there was another man there, he said he could help me in return for my part in a special program the Federation was funding. He was part of the Black Eagles.
Thus I became a clone. Though, I was never told how they got the technology. The few files I have been able to access over the years show that it is not an actual Amarr made implant, rather it was a Gallante version of it that was based on the original Amarrian design.
I don't doubt the Black Eagle have power.... but that kind of power is....questionable.... and concerning.
"All things were created by the Divine, and so the glory of our faith is inherent to us all"
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2517
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Posted - 2013.11.13 03:40:00 -
[57] - Quote
True Adamance wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:I needed to get help to defend my Intaki village from pirates. I turned to the military officers who had a base in the district, they did not care to help. Corrupt Bastards. But there was another man there, he said he could help me in return for my part in a special program the Federation was funding. He was part of the Black Eagles.
Thus I became a clone. Though, I was never told how they got the technology. The few files I have been able to access over the years show that it is not an actual Amarr made implant, rather it was a Gallante version of it that was based on the original Amarrian design. I don't doubt the Black Eagle have power.... but that kind of power is....questionable.... and concerning.
They are not the type of employers you want to disappoint, they don't like to be disappointed.
The only reason they don't do away with me is because they want to continue experimenting. But I can't remember any of the experiments clearly, the images are fogged and the sounds are loud, piercing... It hurts. I can't even leave because they consider me too dangerous a threat if I were to defect, the same reason I always have to have a sub-dermal tracker active everywhere I go.
I'm sure they have their reasons. Their duty, as well as mine, is to the Federation. In this line of duty, sacrifices must be made, for the greater good.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Minako Nakajima
Vortex State Empire
Dark Taboo
31
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Posted - 2013.11.16 07:57:00 -
[58] - Quote
A glitch in the system... maybe?
"Looks can kill." // Terminally Insane
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Luna Angelo
We Who Walk Alone
88
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Posted - 2013.11.16 12:21:00 -
[59] - Quote
Galm Fae wrote:Foley Jones wrote:You know what? Whatever you wanna think pal (is it pal?)
Im not here for attention, im here to prove im not insane like everyone who claima I am
I hate being called insane becuase its a ******* lie if anything im agreeing with you
You are getting on my ass about blurting out whatever when here you are ******* opinion jumping from a goddamn pogo stick saying I want attention
And above all else
Who
The
****
Are
You?
I'm Galm Fae. Remember that name, because if I ever show up on the same deployment as you I want you to do me a favor and stay out of my way until you learn to function like a human being. You want to take this personally, fine. I'm just giving you the same run-through any DI in the State War Academy or the Dragonaurs would have to **** down your throat. If anything you should be happy you're getting this from me instead of having some non-com knifehand you into oblivion at a military tribunal.
Why act like one of those weakling mortals? We are not humans. We are Mercenaries. Be strong, Foley Jones, you are not insane, my friend. The insane ones are the ones calling us humans.
I am the Horseless Headsman.
Director and COO of We Who Walk Alone
Wolves don't lose sleep over the opinion of sheep.
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
356
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Posted - 2013.11.16 17:30:00 -
[60] - Quote
Luna Angelo wrote:Why act like one of those weakling mortals? We are not humans. We are Mercenaries. Be strong, Foley Jones, you are not insane, my friend. The insane ones are the ones calling us humans.
Hm. The question of whether the clone soldier infomorph is a human being is ultimately the question of what a "human" is.
It's rather open to interpretation, but what's really significant is that the question can be reasonably asked in good faith. It's not asked only to undercut or dehumanize us-- it's a real question.
The answer may matter less than the question does. |
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
144
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Posted - 2013.11.16 21:16:00 -
[61] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Luna Angelo wrote:Why act like one of those weakling mortals? We are not humans. We are Mercenaries. Be strong, Foley Jones, you are not insane, my friend. The insane ones are the ones calling us humans. Hm. The question of whether the clone soldier infomorph is a human being is ultimately the question of what a "human" is. It's rather open to interpretation, but what's really significant is that the question can be reasonably asked in good faith. It's not asked only to undercut or dehumanize us-- it's a real question. The answer may matter less than the question does.
Notice I said "function like a human being."
Ryeon-haani and I have traded thoughts on the question of if we are still human. It's an internal conflict that shreds most of our kind, and for good reason. I've come to find that the actual answer to this question however is irrelevant. Whatever I am, I walk among the living. I feel human, I look human, I think like a human.
The only thing that separates us from a scientific monstrosity and a weapon is how much we can convince ourselves that this mask we wear is our true form. People like Foley, however break the illusion and threaten the one bit of faux security we have in this world.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
259
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Posted - 2013.11.17 00:09:00 -
[62] - Quote
Galm Fae wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Luna Angelo wrote:Why act like one of those weakling mortals? We are not humans. We are Mercenaries. Be strong, Foley Jones, you are not insane, my friend. The insane ones are the ones calling us humans. Hm. The question of whether the clone soldier infomorph is a human being is ultimately the question of what a "human" is. It's rather open to interpretation, but what's really significant is that the question can be reasonably asked in good faith. It's not asked only to undercut or dehumanize us-- it's a real question. The answer may matter less than the question does. Notice I said "function like a human being." Ryeon-haani and I have traded thoughts on the question of if we are still human. It's an internal conflict that shreds most of our kind, and for good reason. I've come to find that the actual answer to this question however is irrelevant. Whatever I am, I walk among the living. I feel human, I look human, I think like a human. The only thing that separates us from a scientific monstrosity and a weapon is how much we can convince ourselves that this mask we wear is our true form. People like Foley, however break the illusion and threaten the one bit of faux security we have in this world.
So what are you saying?
That im the monster here and your a perfect ******* example?
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
144
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Posted - 2013.11.17 00:31:00 -
[63] - Quote
Foley Jones wrote:
So what are you saying?
That im the monster here and your a perfect ******* example?
I'm not perfect, but at least I'm trying.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Foley Jones
Cassardis
259
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Posted - 2013.11.17 00:52:00 -
[64] - Quote
Galm Fae wrote:Foley Jones wrote:
So what are you saying?
That im the monster here and your a perfect ******* example?
I'm not perfect, but at least I'm trying.
And im not? Im also trying but you are putting me out for no reason
Got dat Murderboner raging on
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Leithe Askarii
Isuuaya Tactical
Caldari State
3
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Posted - 2013.11.17 01:28:00 -
[65] - Quote
Foley Jones wrote:Galm Fae wrote:Foley Jones wrote:
So what are you saying?
That im the monster here and your a perfect ******* example?
I'm not perfect, but at least I'm trying. And im not? Im also trying but you are putting me out for no reason
I dunno you can't change what you are no matter how hard you try.... take it from and Eminent Junkie.... things just aren't that easy. |
Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
359
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Posted - 2013.11.17 03:52:00 -
[66] - Quote
Mr. Jones,
If you and Fae-haan can stop sparring for a moment, something you may wish to consider.
Sanity, being subjective, is normally judged by distance from base-line normal thought. The more you think like an ordinary, workaday human being, the saner you are judged to be.
By this standard, I, myself, am not particularly sane. I feel little empathy for most people, I'm capable of treating cold-blooded murder with equanimity, most of my moral considerations are focused on ensuring my personal survival, and I'm capable of sacrificing hundreds or thousands of lives to my sense of aesthetics. Like Ms. Askarii suggests, people typically are what they are, and obey the call of their nature; I am no different.
There is another way of judging sanity, however, which is the distance of a person's perception from objective reality. It seems as though that is what you mean when you say that you are more sane than those around you. If you are correct, if you are indeed sane to the point of embracing bitter reality when others wrap themselves in comforting illusion, then you may be aberrant in a way similar to how I am.
Horribly, horribly sane.
I hope that is not the case; it is not a pleasant or maybe even useful (perhaps even particularly enlightened or enlightening) way to be. Worse, it would imply that clone soldiers generally are perhaps subject to the sickness I suffer from. Perhaps I am not unusual. That would be a problem.
I suggest you to avoid this kind of sanity if you can. It is better to be a little mad, but functional, even useful, than sane, and a blight. |
DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2611
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Posted - 2013.11.17 06:10:00 -
[67] - Quote
Luna Angelo wrote:Galm Fae wrote:Foley Jones wrote:You know what? Whatever you wanna think pal (is it pal?)
Im not here for attention, im here to prove im not insane like everyone who claima I am
I hate being called insane becuase its a ******* lie if anything im agreeing with you
You are getting on my ass about blurting out whatever when here you are ******* opinion jumping from a goddamn pogo stick saying I want attention
And above all else
Who
The
****
Are
You?
I'm Galm Fae. Remember that name, because if I ever show up on the same deployment as you I want you to do me a favor and stay out of my way until you learn to function like a human being. You want to take this personally, fine. I'm just giving you the same run-through any DI in the State War Academy or the Dragonaurs would have to **** down your throat. If anything you should be happy you're getting this from me instead of having some non-com knifehand you into oblivion at a military tribunal. Why act like one of those weakling mortals? We are not humans. We are Mercenaries. Be strong, Foley Jones, you are not insane, my friend. The insane ones are the ones calling us humans.
Yo clone, you got a big head for an "immortal" that depends on the functions of many non mortals to continue to live.
If they decided to keep you from being able to be cloned ever again, your "immortality" would end.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
144
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Posted - 2013.11.17 06:19:00 -
[68] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:
Yo clone, you got a big head for an "immortal" that depends on the functions of many non mortals to continue to live.
If they decided to keep you from being able to be cloned ever again, your "immortality" would end.
That may have been the smartest thing I've ever heard from you Aztec.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2611
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Posted - 2013.11.17 06:19:00 -
[69] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Mr. Jones,
If you and Fae-haan can stop sparring for a moment, something you may wish to consider.
Sanity, being subjective, is normally judged by distance from base-line normal thought. The more you think like an ordinary, workaday human being, the saner you are judged to be.
By this standard, I, myself, am not particularly sane. I feel little empathy for most people, I'm capable of treating cold-blooded murder with equanimity, most of my moral considerations are focused on ensuring my personal survival, and I'm capable of sacrificing hundreds or thousands of lives to my sense of aesthetics. Like Ms. Askarii suggests, people typically are what they are, and obey the call of their nature; I am no different.
There is another way of judging sanity, however, which is the distance of a person's perception from objective reality. It seems as though that is what you mean when you say that you are more sane than those around you. If you are correct, if you are indeed sane to the point of embracing bitter reality when others wrap themselves in comforting illusion, then you may be aberrant in a way similar to how I am.
Horribly, horribly sane.
I hope that is not the case; it is not a pleasant or maybe even useful (perhaps even particularly enlightened or enlightening) way to be. Worse, it would imply that clone soldiers generally are perhaps subject to the sickness I suffer from. Perhaps I am not unusual. That would be a problem.
I suggest you to avoid this kind of sanity if you can. It is better to be a little mad, but functional, even useful, than sane, and a blight.
You are thinking too much about thought, the very thought of thinking that is too much to even think of.
Anyways, I won't judge you even if you are crazy, not everybody can stay as level headed as myself. Well, not me rather the other me, but he is busy.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
144
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Posted - 2013.11.17 06:25:00 -
[70] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Mr. Jones,
If you and Fae-haan can stop sparring for a moment, something you may wish to consider.
Sanity, being subjective, is normally judged by distance from base-line normal thought. The more you think like an ordinary, workaday human being, the saner you are judged to be.
By this standard, I, myself, am not particularly sane. I feel little empathy for most people, I'm capable of treating cold-blooded murder with equanimity, most of my moral considerations are focused on ensuring my personal survival, and I'm capable of sacrificing hundreds or thousands of lives to my sense of aesthetics. Like Ms. Askarii suggests, people typically are what they are, and obey the call of their nature; I am no different.
There is another way of judging sanity, however, which is the distance of a person's perception from objective reality. It seems as though that is what you mean when you say that you are more sane than those around you. If you are correct, if you are indeed sane to the point of embracing bitter reality when others wrap themselves in comforting illusion, then you may be aberrant in a way similar to how I am.
Horribly, horribly sane.
I hope that is not the case; it is not a pleasant or maybe even useful (perhaps even particularly enlightened or enlightening) way to be. Worse, it would imply that clone soldiers generally are perhaps subject to the sickness I suffer from. Perhaps I am not unusual. That would be a problem.
I suggest you to avoid this kind of sanity if you can. It is better to be a little mad, but functional, even useful, than sane, and a blight. You are thinking too much about thought, the very thought of thinking that is too much to even think of. Anyways, I won't judge you even if you are crazy, not everybody can stay as level headed as myself. Well, not me rather the other me, but he is busy.
Annnnnnnnd then you go and disappoint me.
Why kakku? Why you do this?
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2611
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Posted - 2013.11.17 06:59:00 -
[71] - Quote
Galm Fae wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Mr. Jones,
If you and Fae-haan can stop sparring for a moment, something you may wish to consider.
Sanity, being subjective, is normally judged by distance from base-line normal thought. The more you think like an ordinary, workaday human being, the saner you are judged to be.
By this standard, I, myself, am not particularly sane. I feel little empathy for most people, I'm capable of treating cold-blooded murder with equanimity, most of my moral considerations are focused on ensuring my personal survival, and I'm capable of sacrificing hundreds or thousands of lives to my sense of aesthetics. Like Ms. Askarii suggests, people typically are what they are, and obey the call of their nature; I am no different.
There is another way of judging sanity, however, which is the distance of a person's perception from objective reality. It seems as though that is what you mean when you say that you are more sane than those around you. If you are correct, if you are indeed sane to the point of embracing bitter reality when others wrap themselves in comforting illusion, then you may be aberrant in a way similar to how I am.
Horribly, horribly sane.
I hope that is not the case; it is not a pleasant or maybe even useful (perhaps even particularly enlightened or enlightening) way to be. Worse, it would imply that clone soldiers generally are perhaps subject to the sickness I suffer from. Perhaps I am not unusual. That would be a problem.
I suggest you to avoid this kind of sanity if you can. It is better to be a little mad, but functional, even useful, than sane, and a blight. You are thinking too much about thought, the very thought of thinking that is too much to even think of. Anyways, I won't judge you even if you are crazy, not everybody can stay as level headed as myself. Well, not me rather the other me, but he is busy. Annnnnnnnd then you go and disappoint me. Why kakku? Why you do this?
Appoint? I didn't know I had pointed you anywhere. I hate myself for not telling me things.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Luna Angelo
We Who Walk Alone
120
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Posted - 2013.11.17 07:02:00 -
[72] - Quote
Galm Fae wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Luna Angelo wrote:Why act like one of those weakling mortals? We are not humans. We are Mercenaries. Be strong, Foley Jones, you are not insane, my friend. The insane ones are the ones calling us humans. Hm. The question of whether the clone soldier infomorph is a human being is ultimately the question of what a "human" is. It's rather open to interpretation, but what's really significant is that the question can be reasonably asked in good faith. It's not asked only to undercut or dehumanize us-- it's a real question. The answer may matter less than the question does. Notice I said "function like a human being." Ryeon-haani and I have traded thoughts on the question of if we are still human. It's an internal conflict that shreds most of our kind, and for good reason. I've come to find that the actual answer to this question however is irrelevant. Whatever I am, I walk among the living. I feel human, I look human, I think like a human. The only thing that separates us from a scientific monstrosity and a weapon is how much we can convince ourselves that this mask we wear is our true form. People like Foley, however break the illusion and threaten the one bit of faux security we have in this world.
Tell me, how do you even marginally think like a mortal? You die, it's a minor inconvenience. They die, it's over.
I am the Horseless Headsman.
Director and COO of We Who Walk Alone
Wolves don't lose sleep over the opinion of sheep.
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Leithe Askarii
Isuuaya Tactical
Caldari State
3
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Posted - 2013.11.17 07:11:00 -
[73] - Quote
Luna Angelo wrote:Galm Fae wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Luna Angelo wrote:Why act like one of those weakling mortals? We are not humans. We are Mercenaries. Be strong, Foley Jones, you are not insane, my friend. The insane ones are the ones calling us humans. Hm. The question of whether the clone soldier infomorph is a human being is ultimately the question of what a "human" is. It's rather open to interpretation, but what's really significant is that the question can be reasonably asked in good faith. It's not asked only to undercut or dehumanize us-- it's a real question. The answer may matter less than the question does. Notice I said "function like a human being." Ryeon-haani and I have traded thoughts on the question of if we are still human. It's an internal conflict that shreds most of our kind, and for good reason. I've come to find that the actual answer to this question however is irrelevant. Whatever I am, I walk among the living. I feel human, I look human, I think like a human. The only thing that separates us from a scientific monstrosity and a weapon is how much we can convince ourselves that this mask we wear is our true form. People like Foley, however break the illusion and threaten the one bit of faux security we have in this world. Tell me, how do you even marginally think like a mortal? You die, it's a minor inconvenience. They die, it's over.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
144
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Posted - 2013.11.17 07:35:00 -
[74] - Quote
Luna Angelo wrote:Galm Fae wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Luna Angelo wrote:Why act like one of those weakling mortals? We are not humans. We are Mercenaries. Be strong, Foley Jones, you are not insane, my friend. The insane ones are the ones calling us humans. Hm. The question of whether the clone soldier infomorph is a human being is ultimately the question of what a "human" is. It's rather open to interpretation, but what's really significant is that the question can be reasonably asked in good faith. It's not asked only to undercut or dehumanize us-- it's a real question. The answer may matter less than the question does. Notice I said "function like a human being." Ryeon-haani and I have traded thoughts on the question of if we are still human. It's an internal conflict that shreds most of our kind, and for good reason. I've come to find that the actual answer to this question however is irrelevant. Whatever I am, I walk among the living. I feel human, I look human, I think like a human. The only thing that separates us from a scientific monstrosity and a weapon is how much we can convince ourselves that this mask we wear is our true form. People like Foley, however break the illusion and threaten the one bit of faux security we have in this world. Tell me, how do you even marginally think like a mortal? You die, it's a minor inconvenience. They die, it's over.
Arvumaa, death isn't what defines us as human. It's our compassion, our emotions, and our values that makes us human. Before I was a mercenary, death wasn't a threat. It was a promise. One way or another, I'd wind up dead someday. Death was the comfort of knowing that when it is all over you get to finally rest. Now we don't even have that luxury. When you're lying and bleeding out in the field, the only thing you have to look forward to is rising from the ashes and facing the same fate again and again.
I might not have to live with death, but I still feel fear, sadness, joy, and pain. Gods know I can still feel pain.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Leithe Askarii
Isuuaya Tactical
Caldari State
4
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Posted - 2013.11.17 10:48:00 -
[75] - Quote
Hmmmm I haven't met many people who talk like you do Fae.... a couple of Achuran collegues, an Intaki woman I used to see, and a foolish Templar.....
Refreshing outlook to be sure, but do you really think just by wishing ourselves to be something other than what we are makes it so? I have many regrets, I sometimes hate myself, but no matter how hard I try I cannot quit being what I am.
A killer, a Junkie, Caldari..... not that I regret being the latter. |
DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2614
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Posted - 2013.11.17 14:52:00 -
[76] - Quote
You.guys could.just stop cloning yourselves and finally step out. I doubt many would notice, or even care.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
359
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Posted - 2013.11.18 06:15:00 -
[77] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:You.guys could.just stop cloning yourselves and finally step out. I doubt many would notice, or even care.
The Caldari believe that life is a series of trials. Even if Fae-haan looks forward to one day joining his ancestors, he's unlikely to rush the meeting as long as he has a measure of honor to keep (whether he cares to use that word for it or no). To do so is to give up, to admit that you are too weak to survive in a world built to test you.
Disappointing the people whose legacy you represent is a pleasant thought to few. Would you want to spend your afterlife as an embarrassment? |
Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
144
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Posted - 2013.11.18 06:55:00 -
[78] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:You.guys could.just stop cloning yourselves and finally step out. I doubt many would notice, or even care. The Caldari believe that life is a series of trials. Even if Fae-haan looks forward to one day joining his ancestors, he's unlikely to rush the meeting as long as he has a measure of honor to keep (whether he cares to use that word for it or no). To do so is to give up, to admit that you are too weak to survive in a world built to test you. Disappointing the people whose legacy you represent is a pleasant thought to few. Would you want to spend your afterlife as an embarrassment?
Credit where it is due, that analysis would probably fit just fine for a case study of most of my countrymen. For me however, it isn't just seated in my ancestral roots. I endure this existence because I rather enjoy it sometimes. I'm good at what I do, and it pays well. Certainly a few months ago I would have insisted I only continued down this path because I have no where else to go, but as of recently things just seem... Some much more certain.
There's pain in this existence, but that doesn't devalue the wonders that come with it. Yet at the same time, the power of being immortal doesn't devalue the emotions that make me (at least believe that I'm) human.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Denak Kalamari
Intaki Liberation Front
Intaki Prosperity Initiative
618
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Posted - 2013.11.18 07:14:00 -
[79] - Quote
DeadlyAztec11 wrote:You.guys could.just stop cloning yourselves and finally step out. I doubt many would notice, or even care.
Death leads to rebirth, solution leads to more problems. Cloning is an extension of this belief, ceasing to do that would lead to another rebirth, in another body. You know very little about your heritage as a half-Intaki.
Grahisha of ILF // Writer of Thoughts of a Clone Soldier // Latest entry published 17/11/13
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Leithe Askarii
Isuuaya Tactical
Caldari State
27
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Posted - 2013.11.18 08:05:00 -
[80] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:You.guys could.just stop cloning yourselves and finally step out. I doubt many would notice, or even care. The Caldari believe that life is a series of trials. Even if Fae-haan looks forward to one day joining his ancestors, he's unlikely to rush the meeting as long as he has a measure of honor to keep (whether he cares to use that word for it or no). To do so is to give up, to admit that you are too weak to survive in a world built to test you. Disappointing the people whose legacy you represent is a pleasant thought to few. Would you want to spend your afterlife as an embarrassment?
The best I can hope for is a noble way to die. If I cared for what the ghosts of our people thought about my life I suppose I would struggle more to live productively....however time and time again, New Eden has proven to me that many things that are are, and cannot be changed.
If I can die nobly then perhaps it would not matter how I lived, only that I died for something more than Crystal Egg and the blissful reprieve it brings from an otherwise bleak existence. |
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DeadlyAztec11
Gallente Federation
2644
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Posted - 2013.11.18 14:23:00 -
[81] - Quote
Denak Kalamari wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:You.guys could.just stop cloning yourselves and finally step out. I doubt many would notice, or even care. Death leads to rebirth, solution leads to more problems. Cloning is an extension of this belief, ceasing to do that would lead to another rebirth, in another body. You know very little about your heritage as a half-Intaki.
That's not it, I just don't believe in a lot of it. I pick what is useful and discard what is not. Dead weight is useless.
But I do believe in a type of rebirth. So why not end this life so you may perhaps be placed in a more favorable world. Just a thought.
Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened.
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
359
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Posted - 2013.11.18 14:58:00 -
[82] - Quote
Galm Fae wrote:Credit where it is due, that analysis would probably fit just fine for a case study of most of my countrymen. For me however, it isn't just seated in my ancestral roots. I endure this existence because I rather enjoy it sometimes. I'm good at what I do, and it pays well. Certainly a few months ago I would have insisted I only continued down this path because I have no where else to go, but as of recently things just seem... Some much more certain.
There's pain in this existence, but that doesn't devalue the wonders that come with it. Yet at the same time, the power of being immortal doesn't devalue the emotions that make me (at least believe that I'm) human.
Considering the amount of work you put into that temple complex of yours, Fae-haan, I hope you will forgive me for presuming you to be at least a touch religious. Motives are rarely simple, but explanations frequently have to be; mine was never going to be a complete explanation.
Neither, I suspect, is yours?
Leithe Askarii wrote:The best I can hope for is a noble way to die. If I cared for what the ghosts of our people thought about my life I suppose I would struggle more to live productively....however time and time again, New Eden has proven to me that many things that are are, and cannot be changed.
If I can die nobly then perhaps it would not matter how I lived, only that I died for something more than Crystal Egg and the blissful reprieve it brings from an otherwise bleak existence.
A fish is a fish, a bird a bird, but a sick bird might become well again. Many of those who become dependent on boosters of one sort or another find their way back to health, Askarii-haani.
Of course, I do wonder how long it will be before medical-grade combat boosters become part of our arsenal; they're already available to capsuleers. Hm. Perhaps our biotic modules already do that as much as it's likely to be done? |
Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
145
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Posted - 2013.11.19 06:24:00 -
[83] - Quote
Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:
Considering the amount of work you put into that temple complex of yours, Fae-haan, I hope you will forgive me for presuming you to be at least a touch religious. Motives are rarely simple, but explanations frequently have to be; mine was never going to be a complete explanation.
Neither, I suspect, is yours?
Oh no, you weren't wrong. Spirituality is something I value deeply, but I didn't want the record to show "I only carry on this existence because I don't want to be seen as a failure" or some silliness like that.
Leithe Askarii wrote:The best I can hope for is a noble way to die. If I cared for what the ghosts of our people thought about my life I suppose I would struggle more to live productively....however time and time again, New Eden has proven to me that many things that are are, and cannot be changed.
If I can die nobly then perhaps it would not matter how I lived, only that I died for something more than Crystal Egg and the blissful reprieve it brings from an otherwise bleak existence.
A good death is its own reward, as they say. Just remember, it isn't the boosters that define you. You and you alone are responsible for your own actions. Gods, I dare say that you should be getting more done if you are running around on Egg. It's far better than constantly hitting bottles of Frentix or Mindflood, I'll give you that.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Leithe Askarii
Isuuaya Tactical
Caldari State
35
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Posted - 2013.11.19 07:32:00 -
[84] - Quote
Galm Fae wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:
Considering the amount of work you put into that temple complex of yours, Fae-haan, I hope you will forgive me for presuming you to be at least a touch religious. Motives are rarely simple, but explanations frequently have to be; mine was never going to be a complete explanation.
Neither, I suspect, is yours?
Oh no, you weren't wrong. Spirituality is something I value deeply, but I didn't want the record to show "I only carry on this existence because I don't want to be seen as a failure" or some silliness like that. Leithe Askarii wrote:The best I can hope for is a noble way to die. If I cared for what the ghosts of our people thought about my life I suppose I would struggle more to live productively....however time and time again, New Eden has proven to me that many things that are are, and cannot be changed.
If I can die nobly then perhaps it would not matter how I lived, only that I died for something more than Crystal Egg and the blissful reprieve it brings from an otherwise bleak existence. A good death is its own reward, as they say. Just remember, it isn't the boosters that define you. You and you alone are responsible for your own actions. Gods, I dare say that you should be getting more done if you are running around on Egg. It's far better than constantly hitting bottles of Frentix or Mindflood, I'll give you that.
Perhaps...but that is only when I bother to hit the battlefield...and these days I find myself lacking reason to do that. |
sir ravenwing
BurgezzE.T.F
Public Disorder.
16
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Posted - 2013.12.05 00:08:00 -
[85] - Quote
Foley Jones wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Don't mind them. They tell me I'm insane too. But I'm not. I'm not!
I'M REALLY REALLY NOT! Finally someone who understand s me! Yeah we are not insane at all! We jusy perhaps do ahnormal things but we are sane!
 i aderp i mean agree and no that is not a turltleman screaming for mercy in the background
a sniper who hides out of sight is doomed but shall he hide in plain sight he shall never die
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Mistaahh Juvenile
Synergy United
9
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Posted - 2013.12.05 15:39:00 -
[86] - Quote
Pff.. Exactly what was achieved with this conversation?
Ain't nothing I need except stone cold ISK.-Mistaahh Juvenile, neutral mercenary.
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Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative
Lokun Listamenn
373
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Posted - 2013.12.06 17:19:00 -
[87] - Quote
Mistaahh Juvenile wrote:Pff.. Exactly what was achieved with this conversation?
Well ... really, this was just a beginning.
There's a question that is going to become more pressing on us in the years ahead: should we still try to think and act like "normal human beings"? That's largely the question at stake, here. Once, I would have said no-- that we should act like ourselves, and set the typical clone soldier as our accepted standard of "normality."
Sadly, that does not seem to be a viable approach, at least not for those of us who still have a choice in the matter. It leads to alienation from our societies, which may be acceptable if we have somewhere else to go. Otherwise ... it is likely to lead to being decommissioned early. |
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