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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.06 01:49:00 -
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Forget olanzaphine, you need a lobotomy. Perhaps several. You have some serious mental malfunctions soldier, and that makes you a liability in the field. Either get yourself checked, take yourself out, or get out of the way for those of us that can still operate in society.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.07 03:14:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:True Adamance wrote:21yrOld Knight wrote:Woa someone went 514. I hope capsuleers don't hear about you. They know about him..... Summit is where Foley likes to talk crazy.... Name one thing I said that was crazy ONE That's just it though. You aren't insane. Your issues aren't caused by any form of mental illness, but through your own temperament. That makes you dangerous to people who can control themselves rather than a man like you who appears to be suffering from a perfectly curable case of Asperger Syndrome with mixed symptoms of psycho- AND sociopaths behaviors from self inflicted wounds on your character. Moreover, it is just plain insulting to individuals who clearly suffer from the all too real threat of "going 514" and actively work to prevent it from happening to themselves and others.
To people like you and Aztec, it's a joke and an excuse for your blatantly unacceptable behavior that will inevitably drag your entire unit through the mud. Both of you either need to grow up or get out of the way.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.07 04:01:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote: Ok one thing
Didn't you say I needed lobotomy before? For mental issues
now your saying its nothing
Please stick to one opinion
You want to go down this road with me soldier? You want to split hairs with this? Fine. Obviously my failure in my previous post was in not dumbing down my comedy material enough for a broke-**** brig-rat like you to comprehend. What I was alluding to was how much better the world would be if you were harmlessly drooling on yourself instead of putting on this act you pass along.
You talk about how "oh, no one will believe I'm not insane!" then you go along and act out every impulse that strikes you without taking a moment to consider others or even your own decency. You know what? I think you like it. I think you like the attention and the intimidation that supposedly comes with being "insane."
You're so quick to deny it because resisting it gets you off in some freakish way that you don't even consider the real horrors that people with real issues have to go through. So you like causing pain? Whatever gets your rocks hard, I don't much need to know. Real illness comes when you start peeling back your own flesh. When you can look in the face of someone you've known all your life and not know who they are. When everything around you should feel completely normal, but something is out of place. When you wake up one night and suddenly have the spontaneous urge to crack your head open just to see what that damn implant really looks like.
We've all heard the stories. We all know it happens. Your eccentricities are up to par with obsessive compulsive disorder compared to the real horrors out there, but it still doesn't change the fact that it makes you an unreliable operative.
And Adamance, stop trying to always play diplomat and feed cancer like this. If this is what you consider a necessary ego to rule, then it's no wonder your empire is such a debasement to humanity and reason.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.07 04:36:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:You know what? Whatever you wanna think pal (is it pal?)
Im not here for attention, im here to prove im not insane like everyone who claima I am I hate being called insane becuase its a ******* lie if anything im agreeing with you
You are getting on my ass about blurting out whatever when here you are ******* opinion jumping from a goddamn pogo stick saying I want attention
And above all else
Who The **** Are You?
I'm Galm Fae. Remember that name, because if I ever show up on the same deployment as you I want you to do me a favor and stay out of my way until you learn to function like a human being. You want to take this personally, fine. I'm just giving you the same run-through any DI in the State War Academy or the Dragonaurs would have to **** down your throat. If anything you should be happy you're getting this from me instead of having some non-com knifehand you into oblivion at a military tribunal.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.07 06:14:00 -
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True Adamance wrote: For a terrorist Galm you are surprisingly philosophical..... though skill at arms will not save you when your day of reckoning comes. Last time we fought I cut you in half, I would apologise but for your disrespectful attitude toward my people.
The unclean must be purged, and your deeds have sullied you.
You shoot enough people you begin to ask yourself why it's all necessary. That said, I never questioned the importance of my orders. I only ever did what no one else had the dedication to execute. Every target we ever hit had what was coming to it, and while I regret that some people might have gotten in the way I am willing to mark it all up as acceptable loses. To you I might be damned, but every action brought my countrymen closer to salvation.
We killed so that they didn't have to. There's something noble in that, don't you think?
And... Just for the record? I recall that in the very same raid my plasma mortar turned you to slag and we wiped out your entire unit.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.11 23:29:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Caldari, always the instigator.
Gallante, not swinging first, but always swinging last. I'm an Achur, soldier, not Caldari. Regardless, I look forward to seeing what you consider an appropriate response. I believe hes pointing out how your a caldari patriot Thus stereotypes But hey not my argument. ... I'd hardly call it an argument as much as the meaningless babble of an idiot and the misguided attempts of a fellow countryman to silence it.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.12 06:48:00 -
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Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Galm Fae wrote:I'd hardly call it an argument as much as the meaningless babble of an idiot and the misguided attempts of a fellow countryman to silence it. Fae-haan, You seem to have forgotten some of what you know about my nature, lately. Though his prattle is a little irritating, I know perfectly well that he's not going to shut up. He's probably not a first-gen, but there might be something to learn here, even so. He's a miserable fool, but it's rare to run into someone who's actually boring. I'm just poking him and seeing whether anything more engaging than a long series of half-witted misstatements will come of it. Hmm... Very well then, proceed. Perhaps you should ask him about his mother, see if anything interesting comes up.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.16 21:16:00 -
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Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Luna Angelo wrote:Why act like one of those weakling mortals? We are not humans. We are Mercenaries. Be strong, Foley Jones, you are not insane, my friend. The insane ones are the ones calling us humans. Hm. The question of whether the clone soldier infomorph is a human being is ultimately the question of what a "human" is. It's rather open to interpretation, but what's really significant is that the question can be reasonably asked in good faith. It's not asked only to undercut or dehumanize us-- it's a real question. The answer may matter less than the question does. Notice I said "function like a human being."
Ryeon-haani and I have traded thoughts on the question of if we are still human. It's an internal conflict that shreds most of our kind, and for good reason. I've come to find that the actual answer to this question however is irrelevant. Whatever I am, I walk among the living. I feel human, I look human, I think like a human.
The only thing that separates us from a scientific monstrosity and a weapon is how much we can convince ourselves that this mask we wear is our true form. People like Foley, however break the illusion and threaten the one bit of faux security we have in this world.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.17 00:31:00 -
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Foley Jones wrote:
So what are you saying? That im the monster here and your a perfect ******* example?
I'm not perfect, but at least I'm trying.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.17 06:19:00 -
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DeadlyAztec11 wrote: Yo clone, you got a big head for an "immortal" that depends on the functions of many non mortals to continue to live.
If they decided to keep you from being able to be cloned ever again, your "immortality" would end.
That may have been the smartest thing I've ever heard from you Aztec.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.17 06:25:00 -
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DeadlyAztec11 wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Mr. Jones,
If you and Fae-haan can stop sparring for a moment, something you may wish to consider.
Sanity, being subjective, is normally judged by distance from base-line normal thought. The more you think like an ordinary, workaday human being, the saner you are judged to be.
By this standard, I, myself, am not particularly sane. I feel little empathy for most people, I'm capable of treating cold-blooded murder with equanimity, most of my moral considerations are focused on ensuring my personal survival, and I'm capable of sacrificing hundreds or thousands of lives to my sense of aesthetics. Like Ms. Askarii suggests, people typically are what they are, and obey the call of their nature; I am no different.
There is another way of judging sanity, however, which is the distance of a person's perception from objective reality. It seems as though that is what you mean when you say that you are more sane than those around you. If you are correct, if you are indeed sane to the point of embracing bitter reality when others wrap themselves in comforting illusion, then you may be aberrant in a way similar to how I am.
Horribly, horribly sane.
I hope that is not the case; it is not a pleasant or maybe even useful (perhaps even particularly enlightened or enlightening) way to be. Worse, it would imply that clone soldiers generally are perhaps subject to the sickness I suffer from. Perhaps I am not unusual. That would be a problem.
I suggest you to avoid this kind of sanity if you can. It is better to be a little mad, but functional, even useful, than sane, and a blight. You are thinking too much about thought, the very thought of thinking that is too much to even think of. Anyways, I won't judge you even if you are crazy, not everybody can stay as level headed as myself. Well, not me rather the other me, but he is busy. Annnnnnnnd then you go and disappoint me.
Why kakku? Why you do this?
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.17 07:35:00 -
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Luna Angelo wrote:Galm Fae wrote:Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Luna Angelo wrote:Why act like one of those weakling mortals? We are not humans. We are Mercenaries. Be strong, Foley Jones, you are not insane, my friend. The insane ones are the ones calling us humans. Hm. The question of whether the clone soldier infomorph is a human being is ultimately the question of what a "human" is. It's rather open to interpretation, but what's really significant is that the question can be reasonably asked in good faith. It's not asked only to undercut or dehumanize us-- it's a real question. The answer may matter less than the question does. Notice I said "function like a human being." Ryeon-haani and I have traded thoughts on the question of if we are still human. It's an internal conflict that shreds most of our kind, and for good reason. I've come to find that the actual answer to this question however is irrelevant. Whatever I am, I walk among the living. I feel human, I look human, I think like a human. The only thing that separates us from a scientific monstrosity and a weapon is how much we can convince ourselves that this mask we wear is our true form. People like Foley, however break the illusion and threaten the one bit of faux security we have in this world. Tell me, how do you even marginally think like a mortal? You die, it's a minor inconvenience. They die, it's over. Arvumaa, death isn't what defines us as human. It's our compassion, our emotions, and our values that makes us human. Before I was a mercenary, death wasn't a threat. It was a promise. One way or another, I'd wind up dead someday. Death was the comfort of knowing that when it is all over you get to finally rest. Now we don't even have that luxury. When you're lying and bleeding out in the field, the only thing you have to look forward to is rising from the ashes and facing the same fate again and again.
I might not have to live with death, but I still feel fear, sadness, joy, and pain. Gods know I can still feel pain.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.18 06:55:00 -
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Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:DeadlyAztec11 wrote:You.guys could.just stop cloning yourselves and finally step out. I doubt many would notice, or even care. The Caldari believe that life is a series of trials. Even if Fae-haan looks forward to one day joining his ancestors, he's unlikely to rush the meeting as long as he has a measure of honor to keep (whether he cares to use that word for it or no). To do so is to give up, to admit that you are too weak to survive in a world built to test you. Disappointing the people whose legacy you represent is a pleasant thought to few. Would you want to spend your afterlife as an embarrassment? Credit where it is due, that analysis would probably fit just fine for a case study of most of my countrymen. For me however, it isn't just seated in my ancestral roots. I endure this existence because I rather enjoy it sometimes. I'm good at what I do, and it pays well. Certainly a few months ago I would have insisted I only continued down this path because I have no where else to go, but as of recently things just seem... Some much more certain.
There's pain in this existence, but that doesn't devalue the wonders that come with it. Yet at the same time, the power of being immortal doesn't devalue the emotions that make me (at least believe that I'm) human.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.11.19 06:24:00 -
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Yun Hee Ryeon wrote: Considering the amount of work you put into that temple complex of yours, Fae-haan, I hope you will forgive me for presuming you to be at least a touch religious. Motives are rarely simple, but explanations frequently have to be; mine was never going to be a complete explanation.
Neither, I suspect, is yours?
Oh no, you weren't wrong. Spirituality is something I value deeply, but I didn't want the record to show "I only carry on this existence because I don't want to be seen as a failure" or some silliness like that.
Leithe Askarii wrote:The best I can hope for is a noble way to die. If I cared for what the ghosts of our people thought about my life I suppose I would struggle more to live productively....however time and time again, New Eden has proven to me that many things that are are, and cannot be changed.
If I can die nobly then perhaps it would not matter how I lived, only that I died for something more than Crystal Egg and the blissful reprieve it brings from an otherwise bleak existence. A good death is its own reward, as they say. Just remember, it isn't the boosters that define you. You and you alone are responsible for your own actions. Gods, I dare say that you should be getting more done if you are running around on Egg. It's far better than constantly hitting bottles of Frentix or Mindflood, I'll give you that.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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