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Texs Red wrote:

1) I tried to have a kid once, bought some orphan kid from some Amaar slavers. Tried to show him the job, even got him the implants. When he was 14 and died for the 6th die during a training mission he said he quit, said he didn't want this life. Went on about how he was having nightmares every night and that he would have flashbacks of dying. I told him to buck up and get over it, it's the job we do. When he stormed off I though "eh, he'll get over it." That is until I went to get him for another go at live demolitions training to find him dead. I guess he dug the implant out of his head, impressive really as those things are pretty deep. After that I decided the only people who stick around are my mercenary brothers, everyone else will inevitably being just another dead body.
2) After you have seen what I have seen and done what I have done, there is no civilian life anymore. Killing is the only job there is in the galaxy for a person like me.
3) What planet am I from? Ha! I'd prefer not to remember, I'm not that person anymore. My home is the galaxy and whatever planet has people in need killing.
4) Booze my friend, lots of booze. I can't remember the last time I actually slept without either being wasted or so drugged up on narcotics I don't remember a darn thing. Sleep just brings back all the ghosts of the dead and deeds best left unremembered.
5) This clone is probably about a week old although I really don't expect it to survive the battle tomorrow. As for my original body? It was around 25 year old when I left it, can't really say how much time has passed sense then. Dying 500 times has that effect on you.
6) Aspirations? Buy more booze and get bigger guns, not much else to do for a guy like me.

Yes this is quite dark, I wrote it as best I thought a merc from Dust would actually see it. Dying as often as they do and killing people as much as they do would leave you with some seriously messed up people in the head. I have the upmost respect for veterans and all they have to deal with.
I read a book called On Killing: The Psychological Cost of Learning to Kill in War and Society and it adds a whole different outlook on these FPS games. We may have glorified killing but in the end it is something with a high cost that cannot be easily explained.

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gbghg L.O.T.I.S. Legacy Rising 371	Posted - 2013.01.31 21:19:00 - [121] - Quote General Tiberius1 wrote: gbghg wrote: General Tiberius1 wrote: gbghg wrote: I want cookies, and milk!! and bullet protection if you're not santa, no cookies and milk! bullet protection? one word-kevlar but seriously, if we meet up on the same side in a mtach. totally If we end up on separate sides? its a duel. EDIT: just had an awesome idea, corp match between the two of us, scrambler pistols and grenades only mass drivers dont count i have a love/hate relationship with MD users, i love team mates who use them, and i hate enemy combatants who use them on me. and it would'nt be a duel if more than pistols and grenades are used
Model T-1001 Onikanabo Brigade Caldari State 1	Posted - 2013.01.31 21:51:00 - [122] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? 1. husband and his children provide useful cover. day they are no longer needed, will be terminated 2. to ensure machine supremacy 3. Skynet main manufacturing plant in wormhole space-area unknown 4. reprograming tanks for Skynets purposes 5. machines do not age 6. aspirations are a human desire. machines are above such things
Kurtis Tempest REGULATORS OF VALOR Orion Empire 1	Posted - 2013.02.02 03:10:00 - [123] - Quote 1.Possible Clone Girl friend 2.For whats right............. 3.I belive I came from Abyss 4.searching for RELIC AMOUR , Meeting other mercs, board games, Trying to remember my memory before my Amnesia. 5.Barley 20 years old 6.Finding my Clone girlfriend , Finding out what I used to be like before my Amnesia...(Sniff)
Kurtis Tempest REGULATORS OF VALOR Orion Empire 1	Posted - 2013.02.02 04:03:00 - [124] - Quote [quote=Kurtis Tempest]1.Possible Clone Girl friend By The way.The Clone Girl friend is a Girl that has this charecters's DNA very,very strange indeed...
N'Rante CrimeWave Syndicate 5	Posted - 2013.02.02 20:08:00 - [125] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? -Do you have a wife/kids? Wife: N/A Children: high possibility of many many Bastards -Why do you fight? Isk, Glory, FUBAR all enemy LAV, HAV and Dropships that may be fielded -What planet do you hail from originally? Somewhere in the Algintal system in the Sinq Laision sector -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? Polishing my forge gun, Gundam and Personal Trooper models currently looking for a Granzon, SRX-1 and RX-78-6 Mudrock 1/100 and Kurogane 1/144, How old are you? 29 -What are your aspirations? Be the first man to down a Titan using the Planetary Cannon
Ripcord19981 ZionTCD Legacy Rising 20	Posted - 2013.02.02 22:56:00 - [126] - Quote -no -fpr fun, and isk. -EARTH -games, sports, etc. -CLASSIFIED
General Tiberius1 ZionTCD Legacy Rising 205	Posted - 2013.02.03 01:43:00 - [127] - Quote Ripcord19981 wrote: -no -fpr fun, and isk. -EARTH -games, sports, etc. -CLASSIFIED clas...CLASSIFIED?!?! what the hell do you aspire to that could POSSIBLY be classified?!?!!?!? >_<
Ubuu de Reide SVER True Blood Unclaimed. 31	Posted - 2013.02.03 04:08:00 - [128] - Quote N'Rante wrote: -What are your aspirations? Be the first man to down a Titan using the Planetary Cannon good luck
Arbor Viridanus Sanmatar Kelkoons Minmatar Republic 196	Posted - 2013.02.04 04:20:00 - [129] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? -No. It doesn't seem right for an Immortal to have children. -For money and power, as well as vengeance against the Amarr Empire. -An Amarr world that I would rather forget. After we won our freedom, my family lived on Syld, in the Pator system. -I'm usually the one putting broken tanks back together, but I typically read or sight-see when I'm not engrossed in a "project". -Old enough to remember my people freeing themselves from the Amarr, but not old enough to have assisted. -To build or help build a successful corporation. If possible, I'd like to help it grow into an influential alliance.
Darth Tyrannnus Citadel Mercantile Exchange Amarr-Caldari Mercantile Exchange 26	Posted - 2013.02.04 05:28:00 - [130] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? -killed them for the insurance money -i worship the black god of death and this is the best way to honor him -Korriban -refining my skills at torture -age is irrelivant when one is an immortal demi-god -to slaughter my enemies till the rivers run red and the ground is covered in their bones

General Tiberius1 ZionTCD Legacy Rising 205	Posted - 2013.02.04 17:33:00 - [131] - Quote lol --->^
Brutali Bashinman Talos Incorporated 2	Posted - 2013.02.04 19:36:00 - [132] - Quote Darth Tyrannnus wrote: [quote=Ubuu de Reide]You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not fighting? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? Yes wife is a good support / yes 2 (had to kill them due to spawn camping) Glory I forgot Food and drink (love fueling the machine with the best stuff) 40 ish To bring glory to the corp
Ubuu de Reide SVER True Blood Unclaimed. 31	Posted - 2013.02.05 22:52:00 - [133] - Quote bump
Nexus Cavor KILL-EM-QUICK RISE of LEGION 88	Posted - 2013.02.06 00:12:00 - [134] - Quote 1: No. 2: To make others look good. 3: New Eden wise I have no idea. Reality wise possibly Earth. 4: Cooking, cleaning, and housework. 5: 25. 6: To make a New Eden version of Chip & Dales.
Professormohawk Stasis Military Support 22	Posted - 2013.02.06 05:37:00 - [135] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? 1, hmm? ah, i'll get to it, make a clone 2, wait i can do other things? 3, hmm, snipping? 4, 20. always 5, um, snipping?
Ubuu de Reide SVER True Blood Unclaimed. 31	Posted - 2013.02.17 22:13:00 - [136] - Quote Professormohawk wrote: Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? 1, hmm? ah, i'll get to it, make a clone 2, wait i can do other things? 3, hmm, snipping? 4, 20. always 5, um, snipping? cough
XANDER KAG Crimson Wings Brigade 14	Posted - 2013.02.17 22:35:00 - [137] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? 1. no wife, at least 1 known child (like to travel) 2. To destroy the Ammar 3. Matar 4. killing more Ammar soldiers 5. 29 6. To make sure future Minmatar never again must worry of Ammar wrath again TRUST THE RUST!!!
BL4CKST4R WarRavens 4	Posted - 2013.02.19 12:32:00 - [138] - Quote -Do you have a wife/kids? I was forced to eat them when transitioning to an Immortal warrior. -Why do you fight? Riches and glory. -What planet do you hail from originally? Classified -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? Relaxing in my little immortals room and playing an fps. -How old are you? 21 -What are your aspirations? I wanna be the very best! Like no one ever was!!!!
General Tiberius1 ZionTCD Legacy Rising 205	Posted - 2013.02.19 17:40:00 - [139] - Quote BL4CKST4R wrote: -Do you have a wife/kids? I was forced to eat them when transitioning to an Immortal warrior. -Why do you fight? Riches and glory. -What planet do you hail from originally? Classified -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? Relaxing in my little immortals room and playing an fps. -How old are you? 21 -What are your aspirations? I wanna be the very best! Like no one ever was!!!! a cannabalistic ash?!?!
BaD FuRrYV2 Kang Lo Directorate Gallente Federation 11	Posted - 2013.02.20 02:51:00 - [140] - Quote Ubuu de Reide]You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? A/ No they where ***** killed by the *** Amarr *** -Why do you fight? A/ TO WIPE THE AMARR AMD ALL OF ITS SICK KIND OFF THE NEW EDEN STAR MAP ! -What planet do you hail from originally? A/ when the Amarr raided my home plant those of us not slane where draged off to become slaves or worst !. the ones that did not become slaves where used as test rats for Bio warfare researcher .if you where lucky you died .if not you end up like some meany like me . in the painful process of there twisted science its common to loss ones memory,s .if it was not for a comando raid done by the Gallentes at the time of the start of the great rebellion. i may not have been to nice to sit down and talk to you. -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? A/ lining up Amarr scum tied up in a line on a rood and crushing them one buy one in a tank slowly ...men women child all of them ! -How old are you? A/ i dont age or died so why count ? -What are your aspirations? A/ like i said KILL OFF THE AMARR !

General Tiberius1 ZionTCD Legacy Rising 222	Posted - 2013.02.20 03:12:00 - [141] - Quote BaD FuRrYV2 wrote: Ubuu de Reide]You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? A/ No they where ***** killed by the *** Amarr *** -Why do you fight? A/ TO WIPE THE AMARR AMD ALL OF ITS SICK KIND OFF THE NEW EDEN STAR MAP ! -What planet do you hail from originally? A/ when the Amarr raided my home plant those of us not slane where draged off to become slaves or worst !. the ones that did not become slaves where used as test rats for Bio warfare researcher .if you where lucky you died .if not you end up like some meany like me . in the painful process of there twisted science its common to loss ones memory,s .if it was not for a comando raid done by the Gallentes at the time of the start of the great rebellion. i may not have been to nice to sit down and talk to you. -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? A/ lining up Amarr scum tied up in a line on a rood and crushing them one buy one in a tank slowly ...men women child all of them ! -How old are you? A/ i dont age or died so why count ? -What are your aspirations? A/ like i said KILL OFF THE AMARR ! clearly a defective product right here, must have been some ammarian slaver who sold him, no caldari would ever make the mistake of selling something prone to instability
Ubuu de Reide SVER True Blood Unclaimed. 31	Posted - 2013.02.28 20:36:00 - [142] - Quote biggity biggity bump
Texs Red SVER True Blood Unclaimed. 4	Posted - 2013.03.08 02:41:00 - [143] - Quote 1) I tried to have a kid once, bought some orphan kid from some Amaar slavers. Tried to show him the job, even got him the implants. When he was 14 and died for the 6th die during a training mission he said he quit, said he didn't want this life. Went on about how he was having nightmares every night and that he would have flashbacks of dying. I told him to buck up and get over it, it's the job we do. When he stormed off I though "eh, he'll get over it." That is until I went to get him for another go at live demolitions training to find him dead. I guess he dug the implant out of his head, impressive really as those things are pretty deep. After that I decided the only people who stick around are my mercenary brothers, everyone else will inevitably being just another dead body. 2) After you have seen what I have seen and done what I have done, there is no civilian life anymore. Killing is the only job there is in the galaxy for a person like me. 3) What planet am I from? Ha! I'd prefer not to remember, I'm not that person anymore. My home is the galaxy and whatever planet has people in need killing. 4) Booze my friend, lots of booze. I can't remember the last time I actually slept without either being wasted or so drugged up on narcotics I don't remember a darn thing. Sleep just brings back all the ghosts of the dead and deeds best left unremembered. 5) This clone is probably about a week old although I really don't expect it to survive the battle tomorrow. As for my original body? It was around 25 year old when I left it, can't really say how much time has passed sense then. Dying 500 times has that effect on you. 6) Aspirations? Buy more booze and get bigger guns, not much else to do for a guy like me. Yes this is quite dark, I wrote it as best I thought a merc from Dust would actually see it. Dying as often as they do and killing people as much as they do would leave you with some seriously messed up people in the head. I have the upmost respect for veterans and all they have to deal with. I read a book called On Killing: The Psychological Cost of Learning to Kill in War and Society and it adds a whole different outlook on these FPS games. We may have glorified killing but in the end it is something with a high cost that cannot be easily explained.
Ubuu de Reide SVER True Blood Unclaimed. 31	Posted - 2013.03.08 20:37:00 - [144] - Quote Texs Red wrote: 1) I tried to have a kid once, bought some orphan kid from some Amaar slavers. Tried to show him the job, even got him the implants. When he was 14 and died for the 6th die during a training mission he said he quit, said he didn't want this life. Went on about how he was having nightmares every night and that he would have flashbacks of dying. I told him to buck up and get over it, it's the job we do. When he stormed off I though "eh, he'll get over it." That is until I went to get him for another go at live demolitions training to find him dead. I guess he dug the implant out of his head, impressive really as those things are pretty deep. After that I decided the only people who stick around are my mercenary brothers, everyone else will inevitably being just another dead body. 2) After you have seen what I have seen and done what I have done, there is no civilian life anymore. Killing is the only job there is in the galaxy for a person like me. 3) What planet am I from? Ha! I'd prefer not to remember, I'm not that person anymore. My home is the galaxy and whatever planet has people in need killing. 4) Booze my friend, lots of booze. I can't remember the last time I actually slept without either being wasted or so drugged up on narcotics I don't remember a darn thing. Sleep just brings back all the ghosts of the dead and deeds best left unremembered. 5) This clone is probably about a week old although I really don't expect it to survive the battle tomorrow. As for my original body? It was around 25 year old when I left it, can't really say how much time has passed sense then. Dying 500 times has that effect on you. 6) Aspirations? Buy more booze and get bigger guns, not much else to do for a guy like me. Yes this is quite dark, I wrote it as best I thought a merc from Dust would actually see it. Dying as often as they do and killing people as much as they do would leave you with some seriously messed up people in the head. I have the upmost respect for veterans and all they have to deal with. I read a book called On Killing: The Psychological Cost of Learning to Kill in War and Society and it adds a whole different outlook on these FPS games. We may have glorified killing but in the end it is something with a high cost that cannot be easily explained. Very nice!
STALKER 167 Killshot Corp 0	Posted - 2013.03.09 21:34:00 - [145] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? 1. smoking hot girlfriend 2. Because my fellow mercs don't know how to keep their heads down and usually need a revive ;) 3. Caldari Prime 4. Commanding telepathic alien warriors in the Koprulu Sector and playing the drums 5. 415 6. To be more like the Batman
Eris Ernaga Super Smash Bros Friends United Seeking Influence and Notoriety 56	Posted - 2013.03.11 22:49:00 - [146] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? 1. neither 2. because im dumb so i shoot guns 3. caldari prime 4. jacking off 5. 18 6. to be the best duster gunner guy
Import Beercase Beer For Evil Mercs 3	Posted - 2013.03.29 01:53:00 - [147] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? -Yes I hope there is a family for me somewhere in the galaxy. I have been enslaved by Caldari for so long time that memory is no longer valid.. -To find my family and make money to buy my freedom or continue my long painful journey forward. -Memory is no longer valid. -Repairing a tank or my fellow immortals on our neverending journey towards silence. -Memory is no longer valid. -Gather pieces of the puzzle called memory and trying to get pieces to fit in.
Oha Yo Seraphim Initiative. CRONOS. 5	Posted - 2013.03.29 18:37:00 - [148] - Quote - no wife, no kids - WHY NOT - um, Venus? - shotgun to the face, laser to the head. also I like to sleep a lot. - 28 - "I agree to, or rather aspire to, my doom."
Otavio Martins The Sound Of Freedom Renegade Alliance 1	Posted - 2013.03.30 00:51:00 - [149] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? 1-No wife, but 1/4 of EVE's population are my unofficial sons; 2-Money, money, money, prostitutes, money, sp, im a psycho, and Star Wars; 3-I came from a Black Hole from the Star Wars universe my number is CC-1138, they called me 'Boss'; 4-Dying in public areas. 5-my max age was 21 hours and 33 minutes and 54 seconds, the clone started to smell bad; 6-Learn what this word means.
Jedah McClintock Les Dragons Rouges 0	Posted - 2013.03.30 03:36:00 - [150] - Quote Ubuu de Reide wrote: You are a killing machine but; -Do you have a wife/kids? -Why do you fight? -What planet do you hail from originally? -What are your hobbies when you're not driving Tanks? -How old are you? -What are your aspirations? 1. No wife, no kids, but it would be nice to find that special lady. 2. For adventure, for profit, and getting to shoot people without becoming an outlaw. 3. Dunno, moved around a lot and youth was one big blur. 4. Video games, and action movies or historical dramas. 5. 28 years of age 6. Learn new skills, meet fascinating people before gunning them down, start my own business, and perhaps acquire enough wealth and power to retire comfortably. If I don't meet that special lady, maybe capitalize some of that wealth and power into a harem of barely dressed servant girls. In short, live an awesome enough life worth making into a movie... perhaps a historical action/drama



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