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B1ack ice wrote:

Have you ever done something you wish you could take back but you have to live with knowing that you can't?

Unfortunately, it's 2015 and time machines are still not a thing.

Well, admittedly I've done lots of things I wish I could take back and can't.

From the first day of character creation, when I figured out that these are real people on a video game. Spread across the country, even the world and I have a chance to talk to if not all of them than most. Want to know what my first thought was? Wow... I have the opportunity to affect someone from thousands of miles away. I may not be able to touch them, or hug them when they need it, but hopefully there will be many moments in this game where I affect someone's real character for the better.

Did you know that's why I wasn't upset over fanfest? It wasn't ignorance or arrogance that stopped me from being compassionate to everyone's distress over the in-game crisis, but it was the fact that Ive only cared about this game for all of you. You have made the irritating updates bearable.

Did I say that? No. I was a smartass and expected everyone to know what was actually in my heart.

Yes I have one.

When we created HvLP and things fell apart, from the beginning I had bragging rights to creating it, because that was my security blanket so you and Heimdallr wouldn't cast me aside. Hey, look, I did something cool! But, honestly, the tag and the name wasn't my accomplishment. It was you both. The meaning behind the name is what I wanted to own and take to the grave with me.

From the beginning, I've seen all of you as potential friends, men I look up to and some even like my brothers.

It's never been about the meta, it's never been about the ISK, it's never been about the power, or the stats for me. Its far greater.

I ignorantly made an assumption that everyone already knew who I am, why I say and do what I do, and what I care about.

I want to publicly apologize to you for sending an alliance mail that was detrimental to something we created together. Perhaps no one else cares, but we did and it meant something to us all,

I originally thought that you hacked into my facebook and Main PSN as I was informed. It was still childish and I apologize. Perhaps I will burn in Hell for the mistakes I've made and how I have negatively affected other people's lives, but I can tell you right now that the regret is its own sort of Hell I'm stuck with forever.

Done with the forums and done with having things to regret. They'll never make a time machine. :/

psn: a11blowyourbrain Facebook: Alfonso lazo "I broke my control,I can't play anymore"~shepherd grey

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B1ack ice 517	Posted - 2015.03.26 07:02:00 - [1] - Quote Have you ever done something you wish you could take back but you have to live with knowing that you can't? Unfortunately, it's 2015 and time machines are still not a thing. Well, admittedly I've done lots of things I wish I could take back and can't. From the first day of character creation, when I figured out that these are real people on a video game. Spread across the country, even the world and I have a chance to talk to if not all of them than most. Want to know what my first thought was? Wow... I have the opportunity to affect someone from thousands of miles away. I may not be able to touch them, or hug them when they need it, but hopefully there will be many moments in this game where I affect someone's real character for the better. Did you know that's why I wasn't upset over fanfest? It wasn't ignorance or arrogance that stopped me from being compassionate to everyone's distress over the in-game crisis, but it was the fact that Ive only cared about this game for all of you. You have made the irritating updates bearable. Did I say that? No. I was a smartass and expected everyone to know what was actually in my heart. Yes I have one. When we created HvLP and things fell apart, from the beginning I had bragging rights to creating it, because that was my security blanket so you and Heimdallr wouldn't cast me aside. Hey, look, I did something cool! But, honestly, the tag and the name wasn't my accomplishment. It was you both. The meaning behind the name is what I wanted to own and take to the grave with me. From the beginning, I've seen all of you as potential friends, men I look up to and some even like my brothers. It's never been about the meta, it's never been about the ISK, it's never been about the power, or the stats for me. Its far greater. I ignorantly made an assumption that everyone already knew who I am, why I say and do what I do, and what I care about. I want to publicly apologize to you for sending an alliance mail that was detrimental to something we created together. Perhaps no one else cares, but we did and it meant something to us all, I originally thought that you hacked into my facebook and Main PSN as I was informed. It was still childish and I apologize. Perhaps I will burn in Hell for the mistakes I've made and how I have negatively affected other people's lives, but I can tell you right now that the regret is its own sort of Hell I'm stuck with forever. Done with the forums and done with having things to regret. They'll never make a time machine. :/ Delete Delete Delete Delete Delete Delete
Himiko Kuronaga Fatal Absolution Negative-Feedback 5498	Posted - 2015.03.26 07:05:00 - [2] - Quote I like turtles. Usually banned for being too awesome.
SoTa PoP Heaven's Lost Property 6329	Posted - 2015.03.26 07:05:00 - [3] - Quote Himiko Kuronaga wrote: I like turtles. especially the ninja ones. n+ÅS¦¦Gùò GÇ+GÇ+ GùòS¦¦n++ I watch anime for the plot
SoTa PoP Heaven's Lost Property 6329	Posted - 2015.03.26 07:27:00 - [4] - Quote B1ack ice wrote: , Perhaps I will burn in Hell for the mistakes I've made and how I have negatively affected other people's lives, but I can tell you right now that the regret is its own sort of Hell I'm stuck with forever. Damn you're depressing. Someone give this girl a hug and a vibrator. Doesn't need to be in that order. n+ÅS¦¦Gùò GÇ+GÇ+ GùòS¦¦n++ I watch anime for the plot
Mexxx Dust-Slayer Fatal Absolution 458	Posted - 2015.03.26 09:08:00 - [5] - Quote B1ack ice wrote: OP If the OP isn't a 16 year old girl then this sh!t is on a new level of stupidity and you should biomass yourself irl imo. It's degrading the War Room.
Denchlad 7 Negative-Feedback. 1837	Posted - 2015.03.26 09:42:00 - [6] - Quote Kush hit hard af. "Dench stop hitting your head you Caldari pinball" - m621 zma Currently on Dust hiatus.
Zaria Min Deir 0uter.Heaven Back and Forth 1264	Posted - 2015.03.26 10:20:00 - [7] - Quote B1ack ice wrote: Done with the forums Dear lord, I hope so. Have you considered installing the improved keyboard? "Go Go Power Rangers!"
Harry Bawlss Fatal Absolution 215	Posted - 2015.03.26 12:35:00 - [8] - Quote Himiko Kuronaga wrote: I like turtles. But do you like the Mine Turtle?
Maiden selena MORTIMOR Amarr Templars Amarr Empire 392	Posted - 2015.03.26 12:51:00 - [9] - Quote SoTa PoP wrote: B1ack ice wrote: , Perhaps I will burn in Hell for the mistakes I've made and how I have negatively affected other people's lives, but I can tell you right now that the regret is its own sort of Hell I'm stuck with forever. Damn you're depressing. Someone give this girl a hug and a vibrator. Doesn't need to be in that order. Seriously depressing no im not a mortedeamor alt..im her slave When my master is banned I represent her wishes and that of the Mortimor famil
Thor Odinson42 Negative-Feedback 6343	Posted - 2015.03.26 13:10:00 - [10] - Quote Get some help, no joke.

Dust User KILL-EM-QUICK Rise Of Legion. 1802	Posted - 2015.03.26 14:11:00 - [11] - Quote B1ack ice wrote: They'll never make a time machine. :/ They told Doc Brown the same thing.
XEROO COOL Fatal Absolution Negative-Feedback 1270	Posted - 2015.03.26 14:15:00 - [12] - Quote All of you need to drink a gallon of bleach. kthxbye Xeroo.Cool on Skype. Kyle720 on PSN
ReGnYuM Kameira Lodge Amarr Empire 3603	Posted - 2015.03.26 14:52:00 - [13] - Quote Call me bb... These nerdy boys don't know how to treat a lady @ Zaria Don't be a stranger honey boo boo
8213 Blauhelme E.B.O.L.A. 2187	Posted - 2015.03.26 15:15:00 - [14] - Quote Himiko Kuronaga wrote: I like turtles. I F*CKING LOVE TURTLES!!!! I know what 32 people are doing at once. Trick is, I really only need to pay attention to 31...
CYRAX SERVIUS Death Firm. 1979	Posted - 2015.03.26 15:15:00 - [15] - Quote Cool story... "The Boss NC Max" Destroying armour Ninja style, Mattocks=infantry tears, Flak Armor, nuff said.
CUSE TOWN333 KILL-EM-QUICK Rise Of Legion. 2322	Posted - 2015.03.26 15:59:00 - [16] - Quote life is all about never regreting your past and never looking to far in the future by over thinking things. its all about enjoying the moment. stay frosty san diego CBM
Knight Soiaire Fatal Absolution Negative-Feedback 5953	Posted - 2015.03.26 16:08:00 - [17] - Quote Yes, 2 Girls 1 Cup is something I'd like to forget.
Heimdallr69 Negative-Feedback. 5038	Posted - 2015.03.26 18:19:00 - [18] - Quote Anal will fix your life.. Go find some dude to stick it in your bum and you'll feel alive again...this depressing **** is depressing as fck.. Removed inappropriate content - CCP Logibro
Regnier Feros Pielords 263	Posted - 2015.03.26 23:07:00 - [19] - Quote Pie :( "You're like a she-male.. hates gym, doesn't know how to be alpha.. you'll stay in the friendzone for life" -Senpai
Songs of Seraphim Negative-Feedback. 391	Posted - 2015.03.27 00:41:00 - [20] - Quote WHY DID I READ THIS?!?!? -__- Never heard of you, but go get laid and do some drugs or drink. Not hard drugs like meth. Maybe opiates. You need to chill the **** out. Wouldn't let me say he ro in Caldari loyalist Selling stuff

DIX RFOR CHICKS T.U.R.D. R.O.C.K. 221	Posted - 2015.03.27 05:21:00 - [21] - Quote Didn't you do one of these 5000 word essay apologies like 3 months ago? Get back on ur me ds and stay on them.
DIX RFOR CHICKS T.U.R.D. R.O.C.K. 221	Posted - 2015.03.27 05:25:00 - [22] - Quote Heimdallr69 wrote: Anal will fix your life.. Go find some dude to stick it in your bum and you'll feel alive again...this depressing **** is depressing as fck.. Wtf. Lol. I fuking knew it. How can I use the safe word with a ball gag in my mouth? Jerk
Heimdallr69 Negative-Feedback. 5043	Posted - 2015.03.27 07:56:00 - [23] - Quote DIX RFOR CHICKS wrote: Heimdallr69 wrote: Anal will fix your life.. Go find some dude to stick it in your bum and you'll feel alive again...this depressing **** is depressing as fck.. Wtf. Lol. I fuking knew it. How can I use the safe word with a ball gag in my mouth? Jerk What can I say? I always get my way Removed inappropriate content - CCP Logibro
843-BANE BurgezzE.T.F General Tso's Alliance 1417	Posted - 2015.03.27 11:29:00 - [24] - Quote Wait for me! I gotta say something. Ahem. Shut up, butthead. Director // BurgezzE.T.F // 843 Remember, there might be some momentary discomfort.
Maiden selena MORTIMOR Amarr Templars Amarr Empire 409	Posted - 2015.03.27 12:12:00 - [25] - Quote Songs of Seraphim wrote: WHY DID I READ THIS?!?!? -__- Never heard of you, but go get laid and do some drugs or drink. Not hard drugs like meth. Maybe opiates. You need to chill the **** out. Wouldn't let me say he ro in I'm pretty sure black ice is really young no im not a mortedeamor alt..im her slave When my master is banned I represent her wishes and that of the Mortimor famil
Maiden selena MORTIMOR Amarr Templars Amarr Empire 409	Posted - 2015.03.27 13:22:00 - [26] - Quote Heimdallr69 wrote: DIX RFOR CHICKS wrote: Heimdallr69 wrote: Anal will fix your life.. Go find some dude to stick it in your bum and you'll feel alive again...this depressing **** is depressing as fck.. Wtf. Lol. I fuking knew it. How can I use the safe word with a ball gag in my mouth? Jerk What can I say? I always get my way He really does though ...He is very persistent mortedeamor ....i'm her slave because Amarrians are the best in the sheets #stamina
SoTa PoP Heaven's Lost Property 6361	Posted - 2015.03.30 02:23:00 - [27] - Quote Maiden selena MORTIMOR wrote: Songs of Seraphim wrote: WHY DID I READ THIS?!?!? -__- Never heard of you, but go get laid and do some drugs or drink. Not hard drugs like meth. Maybe opiates. You need to chill the **** out. Wouldn't let me say he ro in I'm pretty sure black ice is really young Just going off your voice doll. Or maybe I'm confusing her with reiselia confusing her with Reisellia, though I don't know how you can confuse Rei with anyone... lol n+ÅS¦¦Gùò GÇ+GÇ+ GùòS¦¦n++ I watch anime for the plot
MR MOJOO Capital Acquisitions LLC Bad Intention 40	Posted - 2015.03.31 07:21:00 - [28] - Quote B1ack ice wrote: Have you ever done something you wish you could take back but you have to live with knowing that you can't? Unfortunately, it's 2015 and time machines are still not a thing. Well, admittedly I've done lots of things I wish I could take back and can't. From the first day of character creation, when I figured out that these are real people on a video game. Spread across the country, even the world and I have a chance to talk to if not all of them than most. Want to know what my first thought was? Wow... I have the opportunity to affect someone from thousands of miles away. I may not be able to touch them, or hug them when they need it, but hopefully there will be many moments in this game where I affect someone's real character for the better. Did you know that's why I wasn't upset over fanfest? It wasn't ignorance or arrogance that stopped me from being compassionate to everyone's distress over the in-game crisis, but it was the fact that Ive only cared about this game for all of you. You have made the irritating updates bearable. Did I say that? No. I was a smartass and expected everyone to know what was actually in my heart. Yes I have one. When we created HvLP and things fell apart, from the beginning I had bragging rights to creating it, because that was my security blanket so you and Heimdallr wouldn't cast me aside. Hey, look, I did something cool! But, honestly, the tag and the name wasn't my accomplishment. It was you both. The meaning behind the name is what I wanted to own and take to the grave with me. From the beginning, I've seen all of you as potential friends, men I look up to and some even like my brothers. It's never been about the meta, it's never been about the ISK, it's never been about the power, or the stats for me. Its far greater. I ignorantly made an assumption that everyone already knew who I am, why I say and do what I do, and what I care about. I want to publicly apologize to you for sending an alliance mail that was detrimental to something we created together. Perhaps no one else cares, but we did and it meant something to us all, I originally thought that you hacked into my facebook and Main PSN as I was informed. It was still childish and I apologize. Perhaps I will burn in Hell for the mistakes I've made and how I have negatively affected other people's lives, but I can tell you right now that the regret is its own sort of Hell I'm stuck with forever. Done with the forums and done with having things to regret. They'll never make a time machine. :/ Butthurt? psn: a11blowyourbrain Facebook: Alfonso lazo "I broke my control,I can't play anymore"~shepherd grey
Ghost Kaisar Negative-Feedback 10847	Posted - 2015.04.01 01:22:00 - [29] - Quote XEROO COOL wrote: All of you need to drink a gallon of bleach. kthxbye And then wash it down with a shot of ammonia Currently listening to: Max Anarchy OST Old School Scout, watch out for the knives
Aggrohim Escrow RemovaI and Acquisition 52	Posted - 2015.04.02 17:34:00 - [30] - Quote Honestly I gotta admit I thought Ice was pretty Cool. She usually seemed nice to me. HvLP was my first real PC Corp and even though it fell apart like 3 weeks later it still had a good synergy in PC when I first joined. And of course it led me to join ERa cuz they were close at the time That leadership fell. Then again....The only time I left ERA and had to go back was when she told me HvLp was alive again. So?

bunnywink Improvise. 837	Posted - 2015.04.03 17:39:00 - [31] - Quote It's nice to see everybody here is still a ding-dong. No. You can't have my ISK.
CUSE TOWN333 KILL-EM-QUICK Rise Of Legion. 2354	Posted - 2015.04.03 18:00:00 - [32] - Quote Maiden selena MORTIMOR wrote: Songs of Seraphim wrote: WHY DID I READ THIS?!?!? -__- Never heard of you, but go get laid and do some drugs or drink. Not hard drugs like meth. Maybe opiates. You need to chill the **** out. Wouldn't let me say he ro in I'm pretty sure black ice is really young Just going off your voice doll. Or maybe I'm confusing her with reiselia naaa they both kind of high pitched. CBM. KEQ diplomat. lolceasefire
DEATH THE KlD Seven Kin of Purgatory 78	Posted - 2015.04.03 18:25:00 - [33] - Quote bunnywink wrote: It's nice to see everybody here is still a ding-dong. Lmao, bunnyyy =ƒÿ¥
Knight Soiaire Fatal Absolution Negative-Feedback 5960	Posted - 2015.04.03 18:29:00 - [34] - Quote bunnywink wrote: It's nice to see everybody here is still a ding-dong. I'm more of a dong-ding, but whatever.
Soul Eater II New Eden's Army 0	Posted - 2015.04.04 04:06:00 - [35] - Quote You all should shut the **** up right now. Shes a person, most of you aren't even good. Now that i start looking at the names of proto stompers most of you have died to my militia hmg blueprint. CEO of New Eden's Army One Badass Heavy
8213 Blauhelme E.B.O.L.A. 2220	Posted - 2015.04.05 05:40:00 - [36] - Quote How come you never finished your chapters? I like them Ich mag Katzen :3
DEATH THE KlD Seven Kin of Purgatory 80	Posted - 2015.04.05 05:48:00 - [37] - Quote She probably got banned
8213 Blauhelme E.B.O.L.A. 2220	Posted - 2015.04.05 05:53:00 - [38] - Quote Frick! Why must all my friends get persecuted! Ich mag Katzen :3
bunnywink Improvise. 841	Posted - 2015.04.08 17:59:00 - [39] - Quote Honestly, nobody here is better than the other. We are all a pack of ding-dongs. Embrace your inner ding-dong-hood. Bye. No. You can't have my ISK.
The Black Art 477	Posted - 2015.04.09 16:18:00 - [40] - Quote bunnywink wrote: Honestly, nobody here is better than the other. We are all a pack of ding-dongs. Embrace your inner ding-dong-hood. Bye. im the best Sir Snugglz is a noob.

DEATH THE KlD Seven Kin of Purgatory 221	Posted - 2015.04.09 18:51:00 - [41] - Quote bunnywink wrote: Honestly, nobody here is better than the other. We are all a pack of ding-dongs. Embrace your inner ding-dong-hood. Bye. I'll be inner with my ding dong =ƒÿ£
Derrith Erador Fatal Absolution 3439	Posted - 2015.04.27 22:28:00 - [42] - Quote I think you all should take this opportunaty to work out your differences. 99% of what Derrith says is stupidity. -D3lta Blitzkrieg Oh yeah?! Well, I love redheads.


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