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B1ack ice
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Posted - 2015.03.26 07:02:00 -
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Have you ever done something you wish you could take back but you have to live with knowing that you can't?
Unfortunately, it's 2015 and time machines are still not a thing.
Well, admittedly I've done lots of things I wish I could take back and can't.
From the first day of character creation, when I figured out that these are real people on a video game. Spread across the country, even the world and I have a chance to talk to if not all of them than most. Want to know what my first thought was? Wow... I have the opportunity to affect someone from thousands of miles away. I may not be able to touch them, or hug them when they need it, but hopefully there will be many moments in this game where I affect someone's real character for the better.
Did you know that's why I wasn't upset over fanfest? It wasn't ignorance or arrogance that stopped me from being compassionate to everyone's distress over the in-game crisis, but it was the fact that Ive only cared about this game for all of you. You have made the irritating updates bearable.
Did I say that? No. I was a smartass and expected everyone to know what was actually in my heart.
Yes I have one.
When we created HvLP and things fell apart, from the beginning I had bragging rights to creating it, because that was my security blanket so you and Heimdallr wouldn't cast me aside. Hey, look, I did something cool! But, honestly, the tag and the name wasn't my accomplishment. It was you both. The meaning behind the name is what I wanted to own and take to the grave with me.
From the beginning, I've seen all of you as potential friends, men I look up to and some even like my brothers.
It's never been about the meta, it's never been about the ISK, it's never been about the power, or the stats for me. Its far greater.
I ignorantly made an assumption that everyone already knew who I am, why I say and do what I do, and what I care about.
I want to publicly apologize to you for sending an alliance mail that was detrimental to something we created together. Perhaps no one else cares, but we did and it meant something to us all,
I originally thought that you hacked into my facebook and Main PSN as I was informed. It was still childish and I apologize. Perhaps I will burn in Hell for the mistakes I've made and how I have negatively affected other people's lives, but I can tell you right now that the regret is its own sort of Hell I'm stuck with forever.
Done with the forums and done with having things to regret. They'll never make a time machine. :/
Delete Delete Delete Delete Delete Delete
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Himiko Kuronaga
Fatal Absolution Negative-Feedback
5498
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Posted - 2015.03.26 07:05:00 -
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I like turtles.
Usually banned for being too awesome.
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SoTa PoP
Heaven's Lost Property
6329
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Posted - 2015.03.26 07:05:00 -
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Himiko Kuronaga wrote:I like turtles. especially the ninja ones.
n+ÅS¦¦Gùò GÇ+GÇ+ GùòS¦¦n++ I watch anime for the plot
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SoTa PoP
Heaven's Lost Property
6329
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Posted - 2015.03.26 07:27:00 -
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B1ack ice wrote:, Perhaps I will burn in Hell for the mistakes I've made and how I have negatively affected other people's lives, but I can tell you right now that the regret is its own sort of Hell I'm stuck with forever.
Damn you're depressing. Someone give this girl a hug and a vibrator.
Doesn't need to be in that order.
n+ÅS¦¦Gùò GÇ+GÇ+ GùòS¦¦n++ I watch anime for the plot
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Mexxx Dust-Slayer
Fatal Absolution
458
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Posted - 2015.03.26 09:08:00 -
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If the OP isn't a 16 year old girl then this sh!t is on a new level of stupidity and you should biomass yourself irl imo.
It's degrading the War Room.
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Denchlad 7
Negative-Feedback.
1837
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Posted - 2015.03.26 09:42:00 -
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Kush hit hard af.
"Dench stop hitting your head you Caldari pinball" - m621 zma
Currently on Dust hiatus.
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Zaria Min Deir
0uter.Heaven Back and Forth
1264
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Posted - 2015.03.26 10:20:00 -
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B1ack ice wrote:
Done with the forums
Dear lord, I hope so.
Have you considered installing the improved keyboard?
"Go Go Power Rangers!"
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Harry Bawlss
Fatal Absolution
215
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Posted - 2015.03.26 12:35:00 -
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Himiko Kuronaga wrote:I like turtles. But do you like the Mine Turtle? |
Maiden selena MORTIMOR
Amarr Templars Amarr Empire
392
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Posted - 2015.03.26 12:51:00 -
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SoTa PoP wrote:B1ack ice wrote:, Perhaps I will burn in Hell for the mistakes I've made and how I have negatively affected other people's lives, but I can tell you right now that the regret is its own sort of Hell I'm stuck with forever.
Damn you're depressing. Someone give this girl a hug and a vibrator. Doesn't need to be in that order. Seriously depressing
no im not a mortedeamor alt..im her slave
When my master is banned I represent her wishes and that of the Mortimor famil
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Thor Odinson42
Negative-Feedback
6343
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Posted - 2015.03.26 13:10:00 -
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Get some help, no joke. |
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Dust User
KILL-EM-QUICK Rise Of Legion.
1802
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Posted - 2015.03.26 14:11:00 -
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B1ack ice wrote:They'll never make a time machine. :/
They told Doc Brown the same thing. |
XEROO COOL
Fatal Absolution Negative-Feedback
1270
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Posted - 2015.03.26 14:15:00 -
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All of you need to drink a gallon of bleach. kthxbye
Xeroo.Cool on Skype.
Kyle720 on PSN
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ReGnYuM
Kameira Lodge Amarr Empire
3603
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Posted - 2015.03.26 14:52:00 -
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Call me bb...
These nerdy boys don't know how to treat a lady
@ Zaria
Don't be a stranger honey boo boo
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8213
Blauhelme E.B.O.L.A.
2187
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Posted - 2015.03.26 15:15:00 -
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Himiko Kuronaga wrote:I like turtles.
I F*CKING LOVE TURTLES!!!!
I know what 32 people are doing at once. Trick is, I really only need to pay attention to 31...
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CYRAX SERVIUS
Death Firm.
1979
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Posted - 2015.03.26 15:15:00 -
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Cool story...
"The Boss NC Max" Destroying armour Ninja style, Mattocks=infantry tears, Flak Armor, nuff said.
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CUSE TOWN333
KILL-EM-QUICK Rise Of Legion.
2322
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Posted - 2015.03.26 15:59:00 -
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life is all about never regreting your past and never looking to far in the future by over thinking things. its all about enjoying the moment. stay frosty san diego
CBM
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Knight Soiaire
Fatal Absolution Negative-Feedback
5953
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Posted - 2015.03.26 16:08:00 -
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Yes, 2 Girls 1 Cup is something I'd like to forget. |
Heimdallr69
Negative-Feedback.
5038
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Posted - 2015.03.26 18:19:00 -
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Anal will fix your life.. Go find some dude to stick it in your bum and you'll feel alive again...this depressing **** is depressing as fck..
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Regnier Feros
Pielords
263
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Posted - 2015.03.26 23:07:00 -
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Pie :(
"You're like a she-male.. hates gym, doesn't know how to be alpha.. you'll stay in the friendzone for life" -Senpai
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Songs of Seraphim
Negative-Feedback.
391
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Posted - 2015.03.27 00:41:00 -
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WHY DID I READ THIS?!?!? -__-
Never heard of you, but go get laid and do some drugs or drink. Not hard drugs like meth. Maybe opiates. You need to chill the **** out.
Wouldn't let me say he ro in
Caldari loyalist
Selling stuff
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DIX RFOR CHICKS
T.U.R.D. R.O.C.K.
221
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Posted - 2015.03.27 05:21:00 -
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Didn't you do one of these 5000 word essay apologies like 3 months ago? Get back on ur me ds and stay on them.
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DIX RFOR CHICKS
T.U.R.D. R.O.C.K.
221
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Posted - 2015.03.27 05:25:00 -
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Heimdallr69 wrote:Anal will fix your life.. Go find some dude to stick it in your bum and you'll feel alive again...this depressing **** is depressing as fck.. Wtf. Lol. I fuking knew it. How can I use the safe word with a ball gag in my mouth? Jerk |
Heimdallr69
Negative-Feedback.
5043
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Posted - 2015.03.27 07:56:00 -
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DIX RFOR CHICKS wrote:Heimdallr69 wrote:Anal will fix your life.. Go find some dude to stick it in your bum and you'll feel alive again...this depressing **** is depressing as fck.. Wtf. Lol. I fuking knew it. How can I use the safe word with a ball gag in my mouth? Jerk What can I say? I always get my way
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843-BANE
BurgezzE.T.F General Tso's Alliance
1417
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Posted - 2015.03.27 11:29:00 -
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Wait for me! I gotta say something.
Ahem.
Shut up, butthead.
Director // BurgezzE.T.F // 843
Remember, there might be some momentary discomfort.
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Maiden selena MORTIMOR
Amarr Templars Amarr Empire
409
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Posted - 2015.03.27 12:12:00 -
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Songs of Seraphim wrote:WHY DID I READ THIS?!?!? -__-
Never heard of you, but go get laid and do some drugs or drink. Not hard drugs like meth. Maybe opiates. You need to chill the **** out.
Wouldn't let me say he ro in I'm pretty sure black ice is really young
no im not a mortedeamor alt..im her slave
When my master is banned I represent her wishes and that of the Mortimor famil
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Maiden selena MORTIMOR
Amarr Templars Amarr Empire
409
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Posted - 2015.03.27 13:22:00 -
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Heimdallr69 wrote:DIX RFOR CHICKS wrote:Heimdallr69 wrote:Anal will fix your life.. Go find some dude to stick it in your bum and you'll feel alive again...this depressing **** is depressing as fck.. Wtf. Lol. I fuking knew it. How can I use the safe word with a ball gag in my mouth? Jerk What can I say? I always get my way He really does though ...He is very persistent
mortedeamor ....i'm her slave because Amarrians are the best in the sheets #stamina
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SoTa PoP
Heaven's Lost Property
6361
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Posted - 2015.03.30 02:23:00 -
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Maiden selena MORTIMOR wrote:Songs of Seraphim wrote:WHY DID I READ THIS?!?!? -__-
Never heard of you, but go get laid and do some drugs or drink. Not hard drugs like meth. Maybe opiates. You need to chill the **** out.
Wouldn't let me say he ro in I'm pretty sure black ice is really young Just going off your voice doll. Or maybe I'm confusing her with reiselia confusing her with Reisellia, though I don't know how you can confuse Rei with anyone... lol
n+ÅS¦¦Gùò GÇ+GÇ+ GùòS¦¦n++ I watch anime for the plot
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MR MOJOO
Capital Acquisitions LLC Bad Intention
40
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Posted - 2015.03.31 07:21:00 -
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B1ack ice wrote:Have you ever done something you wish you could take back but you have to live with knowing that you can't?
Unfortunately, it's 2015 and time machines are still not a thing.
Well, admittedly I've done lots of things I wish I could take back and can't.
From the first day of character creation, when I figured out that these are real people on a video game. Spread across the country, even the world and I have a chance to talk to if not all of them than most. Want to know what my first thought was? Wow... I have the opportunity to affect someone from thousands of miles away. I may not be able to touch them, or hug them when they need it, but hopefully there will be many moments in this game where I affect someone's real character for the better.
Did you know that's why I wasn't upset over fanfest? It wasn't ignorance or arrogance that stopped me from being compassionate to everyone's distress over the in-game crisis, but it was the fact that Ive only cared about this game for all of you. You have made the irritating updates bearable.
Did I say that? No. I was a smartass and expected everyone to know what was actually in my heart.
Yes I have one.
When we created HvLP and things fell apart, from the beginning I had bragging rights to creating it, because that was my security blanket so you and Heimdallr wouldn't cast me aside. Hey, look, I did something cool! But, honestly, the tag and the name wasn't my accomplishment. It was you both. The meaning behind the name is what I wanted to own and take to the grave with me.
From the beginning, I've seen all of you as potential friends, men I look up to and some even like my brothers.
It's never been about the meta, it's never been about the ISK, it's never been about the power, or the stats for me. Its far greater.
I ignorantly made an assumption that everyone already knew who I am, why I say and do what I do, and what I care about.
I want to publicly apologize to you for sending an alliance mail that was detrimental to something we created together. Perhaps no one else cares, but we did and it meant something to us all,
I originally thought that you hacked into my facebook and Main PSN as I was informed. It was still childish and I apologize. Perhaps I will burn in Hell for the mistakes I've made and how I have negatively affected other people's lives, but I can tell you right now that the regret is its own sort of Hell I'm stuck with forever.
Done with the forums and done with having things to regret. They'll never make a time machine. :/ Butthurt?
psn: a11blowyourbrain
Facebook: Alfonso lazo
"I broke my control,I can't play anymore"~shepherd grey
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Ghost Kaisar
Negative-Feedback
10847
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Posted - 2015.04.01 01:22:00 -
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XEROO COOL wrote:All of you need to drink a gallon of bleach. kthxbye
And then wash it down with a shot of ammonia
Currently listening to: Max Anarchy OST
Old School Scout, watch out for the knives
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Aggrohim
Escrow RemovaI and Acquisition
52
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Posted - 2015.04.02 17:34:00 -
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Honestly I gotta admit I thought Ice was pretty Cool. She usually seemed nice to me. HvLP was my first real PC Corp and even though it fell apart like 3 weeks later it still had a good synergy in PC when I first joined. And of course it led me to join ERa cuz they were close at the time That leadership fell. Then again....The only time I left ERA and had to go back was when she told me HvLp was alive again. So? |
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