To be honest I don't care about how butt hurt you are with the match making. I started playing in January, during beta. I spent the last... 5 months or so getting my A** kicked EVERY SINGLE MATCH. I endured, just like the rest of my friends on this game. We all got our A**** kicked every single match while we learned to play, while we earned our SP, while other players who were playing for months and months before we joined had way more SP than us. This is just how it is. Do not use the anaology that in EVE it is not the same way. You have zero experience in EVE. In EVE an freshly created character with less than a million SP will join an epic fleet battle with his rifter and warp scrambler and die 25 times and still come out on top. It's the same as in DUST.

There are two things you need to do to improve your game play. The first is to accept that you are behind. Once you've accepted it, then you can move on. the second thing you need to do is find a group of players, i.e., a corporation, and squad with them, so you are not playing solo, or with other noobs. You need to play with other people that can balance your team out.

In D.A.R.K L.E.G.I.O.N we require everyone to run in squads. Our players, yes even 2 week old players, will squad with guys who are 5-6 months old. This is to balance them out and help them enjoy their game play. They may still go negative because they haven't learned what the heck is going on yet but they aren't going through it alone.

Join a group, play with veteran players and stop crying about the hard times. We all went through it, even the veterans.