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womblenator
M.T.A.C Assault Operations Command
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Posted - 2013.07.18 14:59:00 -
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I became a mercenary around 6 months ago, hoping to leave behind my past life. I took a new name and left everything i knew behind. After all this time I still feel unfulfilled. The daily monotomy of fighting battle after battle with no meaning. The endless cycle of death and rebirth, but for what? At most, a few hundred thousand ISK, most of which is just used to pay back all the gear I lost. The tedium of fighting battles that have no meaning for myself, for engaging in a neverending war between nations with no clear winner to be seen.
I have often dreamed of fighing for something more. fighting for a place to call my own. When alone, no allies would rally to my banner. When I finally found allies, I felt they lacked my ambition. I feel that I am just going through the motions, aiding them in battle to no end, fighting in another pointless war.
I hope to one day fight for more than myself. Not for a nation, not for an ideology, not for the sheer thrill of war itself, but to fight over a piece of land. not just any district in any planet across New Eden, but one that i have fought to control. somewhere to call my home among the stars. Somewhere i would fight forever to protect. My own Haven.
I know I will not get there alone. I know it will be difficult. I will have to work with others and leave a trail of corpses in my wake. If anyone out there could offer me guidance or direction on how to find this haven, I would be eternally greatful. We may even be able to find it together. |
Denak Kalamari
Intaki Liberation Front Intaki Prosperity Initiative
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Posted - 2013.07.18 15:16:00 -
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I know the feel, for long I have sought to liberate my own homeplanet from the pirates and militia constantly fighting over it. For long I have sought to conquer the place I call home, and I have found a group of likeminded people with the same ideals as me, and I wish that one day, when clone soldiers can fight for other planets other than Molden Heath, Intaki Prime will be in our control and we can safely live there.
I wish you good luck on your quest to find a place to call home, and while it may not comfort you, I have found a home from the group of people I have gathered to be with me, even if it has no physical location. Akkatadal iilloren qhoiktadal shokwoqiis, n^akkatadalaxa iilloren qhoiktadal na^woqiis. |
womblenator
M.T.A.C Assault Operations Command
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Posted - 2013.07.18 16:17:00 -
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Dear Friend, I am glad that you have found have found your home, and i wish that my search was as easy as yours seems. If things were different, perhaps we'd even be fighting to liberate Intaki Prime together. But the road is long, and my journey is not yet over. We may meet on the field of battle in the future, and i sincerely hope that if our paths cross, we will be fighting on the same side. Who knows, maybe Intaki Prime is the place I seek and I just haven't realised it yet?
I also wish you luck on your journey, remember, fortune will always follow those who refuse to despair. |
Kador Ouryon
Dead Six Initiative Lokun Listamenn
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Posted - 2013.07.18 22:21:00 -
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Wrong toon. |
Aero Yassavi
PIE Inc. Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
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Posted - 2013.07.22 11:28:00 -
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You cannot fight for a place to call your own, for all places are His. Though by giving ourselves unto Him, He returns unto us.
Why do you seek these ambitions? For purpose? For fortune? Or simply for a place to call home? Without His guidance, all your ambitions will lead to is emptiness. Unite with the ambitions of your brothers and sisters under the Lord and find your purpose, bask in the wealth of His love, and be welcomed into His home which He opens up for you. |
womblenator
M.T.A.C Assault Operations Command
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Posted - 2013.07.22 14:58:00 -
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Aero Yassavi wrote:You cannot fight for a place to call your own, for all places are His.
While you may believe that all places were made by your God, it is mankind that named, claimed and settled these places. Each one holds value to individuals in countless ways. For example, the Gallente believe Caldari Prime belongs to them as it lies in a system under their control, while the caldari believe it belongs to them for it is their homeworld. If these places do belong to your God, surely he would resolve the conflict surrounding these places and they would surrender to his will.
Have you thought it possible that your "God" is a creation by the Amarr to unite people under their banner. People will always gather behind an idea as it is intangible. Men and women will die, but ideas cannot be destroyed. This god you speak of is simply an icon of Amarr ambition. |
The Robot Devil
BetaMax. CRONOS.
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Posted - 2013.07.23 00:39:00 -
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I will help fight for your dream of a home. People should not have to kowtow to someone just to have a home. Freedom or Death...you can't kill me so I guess it is freedom.
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True Adamance
PIE Inc. Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
781
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Posted - 2013.07.23 00:50:00 -
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womblenator wrote:Aero Yassavi wrote:You cannot fight for a place to call your own, for all places are His. While you may believe that all places were made by your God, it is mankind that named, claimed and settled these places. Each one holds value to individuals in countless ways. For example, the Gallente believe Caldari Prime belongs to them as it lies in a system under their control, while the caldari believe it belongs to them for it is their homeworld. If these places do belong to your God, surely he would resolve the conflict surrounding these places and they would surrender to his will. Have you thought it possible that your "God" is a creation by the Amarr to unite people under their banner. People will always gather behind an idea as it is intangible. Men and women will die, but ideas cannot be destroyed. This god you speak of is simply an icon of Amarr ambition. All in God's name were these things done. Inspiration is his for in his love for you he seeks to expand your horizons.
Nay brother God was not created by the Amarr. He made us.
"In the beginning all things were as one. God parted them and breathed life into his creation Divided the parts and gave each its place And unto each, bestowed purpose" - The Scriptures, Book I 1:4
He bestowed upon us our purpose, united us of his will, shaped our empire to his needs and saw fit to reveal himself to the Amarr, and chose us as his harbingers of the Word.
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Aero Yassavi
PIE Inc. Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
720
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Posted - 2013.07.23 01:00:00 -
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womblenator wrote:Aero Yassavi wrote:You cannot fight for a place to call your own, for all places are His. While you may believe that all places were made by your God, it is mankind that named, claimed and settled these places. Each one holds value to individuals in countless ways. For example, the Gallente believe Caldari Prime belongs to them as it lies in a system under their control, while the caldari believe it belongs to them for it is their homeworld. If these places do belong to your God, surely he would resolve the conflict surrounding these places and they would surrender to his will. Have you thought it possible that your "God" is a creation by the Amarr to unite people under their banner. People will always gather behind an idea as it is intangible. Men and women will die, but ideas cannot be destroyed. This god you speak of is simply an icon of Amarr ambition. Have you thought it possible that you made up the lie that the Amarr simply created God so you feel better about yourself not believing? |
Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative Lokun Listamenn
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Posted - 2013.07.23 01:40:00 -
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womblenator wrote:This god you speak of is simply an icon of Amarr ambition.
True Adamance wrote: All in God's name were these things done. Inspiration is his for in his love for you he seeks to expand your horizons.
Nay brother God was not created by the Amarr. He made us.
"In the beginning all things were as one. God parted them and breathed life into his creation Divided the parts and gave each its place And unto each, bestowed purpose" - The Scriptures, Book I 1:4
He bestowed upon us our purpose, united us of his will, shaped our empire to his needs and saw fit to reveal himself to the Amarr, and chose us as his harbingers of the Word.
Aero Yassavi wrote:Have you thought it possible that you made up the lie that the Amarr simply created God so you feel better about yourself not believing?
An admirably potent icon, you must admit. |
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womblenator
M.T.A.C Assault Operations Command
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Posted - 2013.07.23 11:11:00 -
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People will always rally behind an ideal rather than a person. People have obvious flaws while an ideal is something people can try to strive towards. most heroes are so, because they fight for that ideal not themselves. It makes a good story and controls the masses. |
Aero Yassavi
PIE Inc. Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
733
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Posted - 2013.07.23 11:24:00 -
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womblenator wrote:People will always rally behind an ideal rather than a person. People have obvious flaws while an ideal is something people can try to strive towards. most heroes are so, because they fight for that ideal not themselves. It makes a good story and controls the masses. This thought sure seems to have taken control of you. |
womblenator
M.T.A.C Assault Operations Command
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Posted - 2013.07.23 11:41:00 -
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I believe you were the one to start this whole debate anyway by trying to convert me to your religion. If you don't like what I am saying, I will not force my opinions upon you |
Aero Yassavi
PIE Inc. Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
737
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Posted - 2013.07.23 11:58:00 -
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womblenator wrote:I believe you were the one to start this whole debate anyway by trying to convert me to your religion. If you don't like what I am saying, I will not force my opinions upon you Nor will I, but let it be known you are a witness to the Truth. Should you reject it, you will not be saved when the day comes. Everything you fight for now will mean nothing. |
True Adamance
PIE Inc. Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
794
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Posted - 2013.07.23 13:29:00 -
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Aero Yassavi wrote:womblenator wrote:I believe you were the one to start this whole debate anyway by trying to convert me to your religion. If you don't like what I am saying, I will not force my opinions upon you Nor will I, but let it be known you are a witness to the Truth. Should you reject it, you will not be saved when the day comes. Everything you fight for now will mean nothing.
"There will be neither compassion nor mercy; Nor peace, nor solace For those who bear witness to these Signs And still do not believe." - The Scriptures, Book of Reclaiming 25:10
"To know the true path, but yet, to never follow it. That is possibly the gravest sin" - The Scriptures, Book of Missions 13:21 |
Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative Lokun Listamenn
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Posted - 2013.07.23 14:35:00 -
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True Adamance wrote:Aero Yassavi wrote:womblenator wrote:I believe you were the one to start this whole debate anyway by trying to convert me to your religion. If you don't like what I am saying, I will not force my opinions upon you Nor will I, but let it be known you are a witness to the Truth. Should you reject it, you will not be saved when the day comes. Everything you fight for now will mean nothing. "There will be neither compassion nor mercy; Nor peace, nor solace For those who bear witness to these Signs And still do not believe." - The Scriptures, Book of Reclaiming 25:10 "To know the true path, but yet, to never follow it. That is possibly the gravest sin" - The Scriptures, Book of Missions 13:21
Unless you've comprehensively paraded the Signs under his nose, I doubt those verses apply, templars. Respectfully, your god isn't that cruel.
If you believe otherwise, are you not doing us all a great disservice by preaching your faith here? |
Aero Yassavi
PIE Inc. Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
747
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Posted - 2013.07.23 15:26:00 -
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Yun Hee Ryeon wrote: Unless you've comprehensively paraded the Signs under his nose, I doubt those verses apply, templars. Respectfully, your god isn't that cruel.
If you believe otherwise, are you not doing us all a great disservice by preaching your faith here?
The Lord has no tolerance nor mercy for those who bear witness yet reject Him. I am not doing you disservice, I am doing service for Him. No one is to blame for your rejections but yourself. |
Yun Hee Ryeon
Dead Six Initiative Lokun Listamenn
126
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Posted - 2013.07.23 17:29:00 -
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Aero Yassavi wrote:The Lord has no tolerance nor mercy for those who bear witness yet reject Him. I am not doing you disservice, I am doing service for Him. No one is to blame for your rejections but yourself.
It must be nice to be able to rattle a few lines of verse off to people and then say, "There; now you have heard the truth. Convert, or your soul is surely doomed."
Knowing full-well that they have little reason to believe your truth and abundant reason for believing their own ideas of what the "truth" is, you nevertheless confront them with snippets of yours and thereby, by your logic, bind their souls.
I begin to find your order less respectable. |
womblenator
The Wandering Armies
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Posted - 2013.07.25 13:13:00 -
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So it's finally happened. I have found others to join my cause, and we have begun raising forces to achieve our goals. while there aren't very many of us, our ambition burns with the fire of a thousand suns. We may not be ready yet, but soon we will begin our quest. we may meet others along the way. We may help them with their goals. we hope they may help with ours. All that is certain, is that with more like-minded comrades, my dream is close to becoming a reality. |
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