I feel your pain brother. I'm having severe anxiety related to having trouble finding work. I wake up from terrible nightmares. I scream and rant and threaten inanimate objects, simple things like a chair being out of place. Then I collapse from exhaustion on the energy spent. A ringing phone can scare the fk out of me.. I keep getting winded from simple tasks. My back will begin to ache and my skin will then tingle and feel like it's burning. My heart is pounding all the time. Sometimes I have conversations with people who aren't there. I just keep telling them to get **** out of here. I hear my name being called from a distance but there is no one there. I'm walking a tight rope where if i fall off I will lose whats left of my sanity. The only thing that holds my sanity together is vodka, cigarettes and playing too much ark. My sense of time is severely distorted. An hour can pass in what seems only about 30 seconds to me. To add to the anxiety my father thinks I'm faking these things as a way to get sympathy and avoid working, but the only thing I want is to go back to work. Thanks for sharing yours and giving me somewhere to share mine. Peace be with you.

I hope you are able to get some help at some point. Mental health is way more complex than physical health, and because people can't see it on the surface, they think it doesn't exist or isn't important. The good news is that it you can get better, or at least manage the problem.

Best of luck to you!

Congrats Park! Hopefully you can get a treatment figure out and get it all taken care of!