SoTa,

I can't begin to express how sick of you I am. I wish that Heim never introduced you to me and that we never worked together in any capacity. It has truly been a nightmare! Not even sure why Heim recruited me when him and I hated each other initially. All I know is that I got pushed out of AE by Rampage when I told him I wasn't interested in a relationship with him and I frankly didn't care about what tags I wore, even if they said Ancient Ecchi. I also knew that it would be clear that I wasn't a traitor or a spy because EVERYONE in AE expected me to go to Escrow simply because Espeon and I used to squad.

I think my biggest problem with you throughout this whole thing is that you never knew when to shut up. You were the cause of so much drama between you and I and blamed everything on me. We had so many different arguments over NOTHING because you were paranoid 24/7 and literally made up things in your mind. I have problems with communications? Sure.

You think it's okay to treat anyone around you like complete and utter crap because you believe you're better than them. You have to control every single conversation you enter. Just admit it. You don't care about anyone but yourself and your own opinions and your own judgement, do you? HvLP was doomed to fail from the start. You completely and utterly have a closed mind. Even when I have proved time and time again to be capable of doing more than you could have imagined. Remember when I got the biggest troll in DUST to apologize to Vice and you told me, cursed me out repeatedly, about how I was an idiot. YOU'RE THE ******* IDIOT. IDIOT. Excuse my language.

But, no, instead Heim up and left me and eventually the corp and that was really important to me because he was a great person, then my personal life went to hell, and you weren't there to be supportive at all not even with corp. YOU SHUT ME DOWN ON EVERY TURN.

When I was kind to YOUR FRIEND, Blaze, who told me OVER AND OVER again how he never wanted to be leadership and was forced into it, I told him "That's cool Blaze. You don't have to do anything you don't want to do. Just know that we all love you here, I consider you my friend, and you're welcome to come back any time you want. The door is open." You cursed me out. You have absolutely no idea how to PROPERLY SPEAK to a woman, let alone a 19/20 year old girl. And why? For someone who took Psychology courses in college, you apparently don't know much about how to have people come to you on their own terms. You just know how to silver tongue people to death and get the weak ones to follow you because you absolutely exhaust them.


Now, to finally conclude, I am D-O-N-E. Don't ever message me on Skype, PSN, or any other social networking format invented. I don't like you.

I'm sick of your stupid ass excuses for how you treat people. Just be an adult and say it straight, "I am going to be an ******* and I am going to treat you badly because I want to and you'll have to deal with it." instead of "It's the forums, nut up or shut up."

Guess what? 1. I don't have to deal with anything. Not any more. I am cutting all ties with anyone from this community, game, and perhaps even console. 2. I am not a guy. I'm not going to talk to you like one of the guys and I'm not going to treat you like one of the guys. 3. I effing hate you. Excuse my language.