It's not that people don't like you. Because I've heard many who say they do. It's that they don't like reading your long winded drawn out posts in the war room. They would...if it was fake drama created about and in game thing.

Example. The person who posted above. Cusetown. Him and I battle all the time on the forums. Intense battles same with Dust User. But it's about gane related stuff! It's our video game characters arguing..putting on a role play show. It rallied our troops. When on comms with each other we were fine. Hell we even squads with each other and beat up blue berry's. .while coming up with fun ideas go rally the masses.

Never was it personal. Other then joking Canadian and American posts.

Your posts. Those are you. No difference between black ice and what ever your real name is.

You post as you. And no one in this game wants go hear the dramas of a what ever age girl you are. We have woman in real life for that and it drives us ******* crazy. Hell it is more than likely the real reason we play video games. To avoid that stuff.

I agree you should take some time off from posting. Unless it's your player talking about some epic fight in game or your corps plan.

Hell if you wanna have fun on forums. Create an alt and post as it. Short witty posts about game crap.

Either way you gotta relax. No one on here is a bad person. Some are crazy tho.

TL;DR


Summary: My Official Goodbye to the Forums and Friends



I would like to start off by saying that I am a very bad forum poster and an even worse troll. I tried my hardest to fit in with you guys but I only succeeded in being sl_tty, (what happens when a girl tries being one of the guys) annoying, and a try hard. When I wasn't pleasing anyone I would then get butthurt. Pretty pathetic, eh?

Most of you are right. I have been insane; namely with insecurity and jealousy. I get majorly sensitive about stupid stuff.

The worst part? On a video game.

Anyways, I just went through every single post ever written in the war room while listening to music. Seeing all the stuff that happened before me gave me a bit of a reality check. I am not nor have I ever been the sh!t. The greatest things I have done on this game is meet some pretty awesome people, get to know you, and make friends.

I've also gotten to relive some good times. Me back when I was less defensive and lost friends who once defended me when I got in a bit of a mix with some bad personalities. Thanks to the heroes.

For those of you who do not know me: I am sorry for the post. I can assure you it is not to get attention but to make peace and say o/. Also, f_ck you people who took the time out of your day to come up with so many damn rumors about me... Lol where do you find the time?! Thank you though, you proved to be useful. And sorry for whatever I did or didn't do to inspire negative feelings about me.

For those of you who do know me: It's been great! I'm sorry for the times I lost myself and it affected any of you negatively and thank you for not giving up on my temporarily dumb ass. *hugs*

I have been a corp hopper and a rage quitter and while I could give you legitimate excuses for my conduct, it stands. The only thing I regret in game was not going down with my ship. Actually, the mature thing to do would have been to hand the reigns over and leave when my internet went out. Shout out to HvLP!

I am happy though that it led me to FA. Great guys actually, although I won't lie I hated every single one of them in the beginning just for being FA and Zatara pissed me off the moment he stole my kill in PC on usuckatdust with his beloved core nades. :P Thanks FA.m.

I won't drag this on any longer.

It's been great. O/*




**** you, READ IT! <<< Courtesy of Tom The MySpace Guy