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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
Rebels New Republic The Ditanian Alliance
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Posted - 2015.05.03 08:11:00 -
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I walk alone. I cannot be a burden to my team and myself anymore, i refuse to be cannonfodder merc anymore. I will not tolerate the scoffs of friendly and enemy mercs alike when i step into the Warbarage. Not matter how many friends i make throughout New Eden, when it comes down to it, they cant save me, only i can save myself.
Thanks to restoring my SP i have all the assets i need to be successful, the POV from successful mercs before me plays on my flatscreen constantly before battle, to absorb the information i can. As much as i enjoy watching them smoothly decimate all in thier path, i dont want to be a carbon copy of what i see. I need to become my own merc, like they are, not just another clone.
I check my fittings one last time, ranging from Caladari Assault DS to scout, Gallente and Minmatar at max, to my starter AV fit modified with REs instead of nanohive, and militia SMG replaced with my doped slugs Toxin. As a selfinflicted challenge, i do not use cloaking device unless absolutely necessary, the mercs i look up to were invisible ninjas before the cloak, and i intend to develop that same skill.
As well as learning the true power of nova knives, of REs, of shotguns, of the Sniper Rifle, of the Winmatar scout, of the ghost that is the Gallentean scout suit. Also, the master of ranged combat that is the Caladari Assault. For the first time in a while, i felt happy.
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Inspired by VAHZZ Dreis ShadowWeaver sir RAVEN WING ______
So, i think typing this out and getting feedback will definitely help with my gameplay. Plus anyone whose is not THAT guy that no one likes gets props. Not sure how often this will be updated with circumstances but ill do my best.
It kind of fits in the LR and Intergallactic Summit doesn't it?
Anyway, see you in the battlefield, if things go my way you wont see me. -That sound creepy? Nope not at all-
BLOG, cause talking-overrated, social just not to you, autism FTW
Snake Eyes>All
I wil get good, Determinator inbound
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
Rebels New Republic The Ditanian Alliance
2806
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Posted - 2015.05.05 04:50:00 -
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The few matches i played today were rough. Not due to the enemies, the fact that i did not play tactical AT ALL. But i refused to stay frustrated like i usually do. Didn't go positive in any of the matches i played, it was just an OK day. Not good not bad.
I need to start playing everyday again. I think my problem to was trying too many things at once. Which i always do. Hard to focus on one thing at a time. Cool thing i did today, got sharpshooter to four today in SMG and i really noticed the difference, was able to melt people faster. Plus i have proficiency four in SMG already. So my breach hits even harder and running dual SMG is a little easier.
BLOG, cause talking-overrated, social just not to you, autism FTW
Snake Eyes>All
I wil get good, Determinator inbound
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
Rebels New Republic The Ditanian Alliance
2806
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Posted - 2015.05.05 05:32:00 -
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True Adamance wrote:Arkena Wyrnspire wrote:*threads about walking alone with other people* Said what I didn't want to...... C'mon guys this is the what....third of fourth of these hipster I did it before it was cool threads.
Revolution.
BLOG, cause talking-overrated, social just not to you, autism FTW
Snake Eyes>All
I wil get good, Determinator inbound
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
Rebels New Republic The Ditanian Alliance
2810
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Posted - 2015.05.06 06:22:00 -
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Im still logged in and i dont want to play so freaking much. Obviously it wasn't supposed to be easy but what the hell? I am not as good as the people im put against why do you keep putting me against them? I cant even blame that everyfime i spawned somewhere there was someone there that i couldn't resist engaging and ended up dying.
I cant even stand how stupid i am at times. And no i dont want to suad i cant tolerate squads all the time. Bad timing cause now your not successful without one. Just applied to another corp i now i understand WHY im denied. Im not a good scout im not. It feels like the people i look up too are so disappointed in me.
Plant a knife firmly in the wqll in frustration, why am i so bad? Flashbacks of mercs laughing at me plays in my head. -Now i know why- i say aloud. It hurts coming back to my quarters everyday and seeing people i look up to onscreen and knowing im nowhere near that level. Maybe im trainto hard i dont know it just makes me angry instead of encouraging me.
When it comes down to it, i have to better myself. I just dont know how.
Min scout-Wolverine Gal scout-Hawkeye
Snake Eyes>All
Determinator inbound
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
KILL-EM-QUICK Rise Of Legion.
2894
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Posted - 2015.05.16 08:28:00 -
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Baby Steps
Finally got some time to deploy more then a couple matches today. Had some REALLY rough matches but i stuck through it. Im not going to leave when matches get rough, cause thats the only way you actually improve, but its hard when everything seems brand new everyday.
I witness gameplay everyday trying to grasp any details i can, every time i see someone go positive in a rough match i think how? They play smart, they know what there doing. Some things im learning slowly, running away when someones looking at you, flank, hit-and-run. Though its really hard to back off even if its to reset the engagement, i just take not backing off too far huh?
Even though its tough, im starting to have fun again, i love pushing myself. Im slowly starting to play smarter not harder. I dont want to be a Moody or Musturd even though i look up to them, it makes me humble seeing people like them, i just want to be my own merc. Trying to be them is unrealistic, i want to be me.
I want to feared i want to be known, but as PARK, not a carbon copy clone of someone else. Despite my rage today im happy. Thats all for now.
-PARK
Minmatar-Daredevil, blind but smart & resourceful, no qualms about smashing faces
/Z)/V//V, flank hit-n-run=WIN
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
KILL-EM-QUICK Rise Of Legion.
2894
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Posted - 2015.05.16 13:20:00 -
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Nachos wrote:Weary Guy wrote:Nachos wrote:meh i had a decent FW match...i am returning in a month or so and tried out recording with a phone which cut out half way through
xavier here, starting a YT channel upon my return and i WILL USE a capture card, i was just interested to see how a phone records gameplay...
will link in 30 mins when it uploads LMAO another scrub...lol you really suck dude GIT GUD KingThunderBolt 2.0?
Dont feed.
Minmatar-Daredevil, blind but smart & resourceful, no qualms about smashing faces
/Z)/V//V, flank hit-n-run=WIN
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
D.A.R.K L.E.G.I.O.N D.E.F.I.A.N.C.E
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Posted - 2015.05.31 17:23:00 -
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First PC in a loooooooong time
Had fun. We went up against um, i forget, the amount of ringers confused me. Our squads job was to watch HP, i volunteered to literally watch the panel. Had my stealth Mk.0 with Six Kin, Ishukones REs & cloak, but i found it to be more of a burden then helpful so i spent most of my time with Six Kin raised.
Being the do exactly what someone says and nothing else person that i am, i had to be told to patrol once someone else was there to keep watch . Hey i did what i was told! They came for HP for a while but then they stopped when they couldn't take it, so it was mostly harassing around HP with the occasional three, i think scouts.
Then towards the end it got hit hard with them trying to take, and took, our CRU, i tried to stop it but i got a Bolt Pistol round to the chest for my troubles. Then we won! Went 5/3 with one Nk kill the rest Six Kin. It was a fun match! I was told i did good which made me grin like .
Yeah i care what people think of me, but i try to only care about opinion from people that matter. Not some irrelevant POS opinion that, actually, is a sh!t opinion and i REALLY shouldn't care.
Good Game Guys o7
-PARK
P.S Proudly sporting my min scout, in WB i sport Raider scout cause of unique skin, IMHO almost awesome suit there minus the Balacs.
Minmatar-Daredevil, blind, smart, resourceful, breaks faces
GET UP
Back to where it began
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
D.A.R.K L.E.G.I.O.N D.E.F.I.A.N.C.E
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Posted - 2015.05.31 17:31:00 -
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Removed cause double post.
Minmatar-Daredevil, blind, smart, resourceful, breaks faces
GET UP
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
D.A.R.K L.E.G.I.O.N D.E.F.I.A.N.C.E
2
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Posted - 2015.06.01 22:41:00 -
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Dreis ShadowWeaver wrote:Nachos wrote:Weary Guy wrote:Nachos wrote:meh i had a decent FW match...i am returning in a month or so and tried out recording with a phone which cut out half way through
xavier here, starting a YT channel upon my return and i WILL USE a capture card, i was just interested to see how a phone records gameplay...
will link in 30 mins when it uploads LMAO another scrub...lol you really suck dude GIT GUD KingThunderBolt 2.0? Are you having a conversation... With yourself???
Hey, just because you talk to yourself doesn't mean somethings wrong with you. But for the people that dont mind their fluxing business its better to not do it in public.
P;The Logician V;Turbulent R;Analylist: Intro 98% Intu 46% Thin 23% Pros 23% Turb 32% Ex 2%
GET UP
Athletic Geek
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