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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
Pure Evil. Capital Punishment.
2015
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Posted - 2014.10.11 09:23:00 -
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Couple weeks ago. I dont know how i feel about it. Im happy to get to know whats different about me but now i feel like i have a label stuck on me. I finally qualify to get my weighted vest and blanket i desperately need. And i stand out when i go out in public more. I think im just a little more paranoid now. I were 3M Tekk thick headphones that block out noise, and they red & black and block out 36? decibel of sound.
PSN Sil4ntChaozz
Hi guys several charge swipes later bye guys
Wannabe LeafinDaWind/Ghost
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Immortal John Ripper
24982
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Posted - 2014.10.11 10:03:00 -
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What is ASD?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acute_stress_reaction this? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Autism_spectrum this? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atrial_septal_defect this?
not sure i quite understand. weighted vest? head phones that block sound?
Everytime I get a like, a puppy dies.
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General John Ripper
25029
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Posted - 2014.10.11 10:03:00 -
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What is ASD?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acute_stress_reaction this? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Autism_spectrum this? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atrial_septal_defect this?
not sure i quite understand. weighted vest? head phones that block sound?
Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k
Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats
Sorry catmerc
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
Pure Evil. Capital Punishment.
2017
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Posted - 2014.10.11 17:36:00 -
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Immortal John Ripper wrote:
Sorry. Autism Spectrum Disorder. I have high-functioning autism with severe sensory issues. Sensory, extremely sensitive hearing, cant tell when something too hot or too cold, i burn myself all the time, i never get cold unless im about to get sick. I have obsessions, cleaning, Dust, well certain games in general, parkour, skateboarding, drawing, playing guitar and piano.
I stim a lot. Self stimulation, humming, rocking, bouncing, sitting in weird position, spinning etc. I have problem with being touched and texture. I only like deep pressure, hate light touch. I like foods with lots of flavor/spices or i cant eat it.
PSN Sil4ntChaozz
Hi guys several charge swipes later bye guys
Wannabe LeafinDaWind/Ghost
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postapo wastelander
Wasteland Desert Rangers
190
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Posted - 2014.10.11 20:44:00 -
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Dont worry matee boyo im AS too
"Ultimate Loggi since 2012 and Pirmatar Yaaaaaargh."
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Immortal John Ripper
24999
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Posted - 2014.10.11 20:45:00 -
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER wrote:Immortal John Ripper wrote: Sorry. Autism Spectrum Disorder. I have high-functioning autism with severe sensory issues. Sensory, extremely sensitive hearing, cant tell when something too hot or too cold, i burn myself all the time, i never get cold unless im about to get sick. I have obsessions, cleaning, Dust, well certain games in general, parkour, skateboarding, drawing, playing guitar and piano. I stim a lot. Self stimulation, humming, rocking, bouncing, sitting in weird position, spinning etc. I have problem with being touched and texture. I only like deep pressure, hate light touch. I like foods with lots of flavor/spices or i cant eat it. But like you said in your first post, you are happy right? You are happy you know what is wrong but you need to also be happy with yourself. I have my own medical condition, different than yours but even among all my problems I try not to let anything bother me. I spent years puking my guts out and just feeling terrible and I had depression for a while, but I changed my outlook on life. Not only am I happy, but I was starting to feel better about the whole thing. I know what is it like to always be uncomfortable even if I have something different.
I am sorry you have to live the way you do and by that I mean by accidentally burning yourself. You must always need to be careful if you ever need to cook, or eating really hot foods , or even turning on a faucet and the water is too hot. You don't want to hurt yourself..
if you don't know how you feel about it, remember what I said. Try and enjoy life and not let this get you down. People are strong, don't underestimate yourself but also don't push yourself or be afraid to ask for help.
Everytime I get a like, a puppy dies.
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General John Ripper
25029
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Posted - 2014.10.11 20:45:00 -
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER wrote:Immortal John Ripper wrote: Sorry. Autism Spectrum Disorder. I have high-functioning autism with severe sensory issues. Sensory, extremely sensitive hearing, cant tell when something too hot or too cold, i burn myself all the time, i never get cold unless im about to get sick. I have obsessions, cleaning, Dust, well certain games in general, parkour, skateboarding, drawing, playing guitar and piano. I stim a lot. Self stimulation, humming, rocking, bouncing, sitting in weird position, spinning etc. I have problem with being touched and texture. I only like deep pressure, hate light touch. I like foods with lots of flavor/spices or i cant eat it. But like you said in your first post, you are happy right? You are happy you know what is wrong but you need to also be happy with yourself. I have my own medical condition, different than yours but even among all my problems I try not to let anything bother me. I spent years puking my guts out and just feeling terrible and I had depression for a while, but I changed my outlook on life. Not only am I happy, but I was starting to feel better about the whole thing. I know what is it like to always be uncomfortable even if I have something different.
I am sorry you have to live the way you do and by that I mean by accidentally burning yourself. You must always need to be careful if you ever need to cook, or eating really hot foods , or even turning on a faucet and the water is too hot. You don't want to hurt yourself..
if you don't know how you feel about it, remember what I said. Try and enjoy life and not let this get you down. People are strong, don't underestimate yourself but also don't push yourself or be afraid to ask for help.
Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k
Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats
Sorry catmerc
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
Pure Evil. Capital Punishment.
2020
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Posted - 2014.10.11 22:54:00 -
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Now i know why my mood flips so quick. I actually am happy in general IJR. I have mood swings very fast. As in right now, im happy, but in less then a minutes, i could be crying and punching myself. But now i know WHY, which helps a lot. Its helps my mom too.
PSN Sil4ntChaozz
Hi guys several charge swipes later bye guys
Wannabe LeafinDaWind/Ghost
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postapo wastelander
Wasteland Desert Rangers
193
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Posted - 2014.10.11 23:16:00 -
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER wrote:Now i know why my mood flips so quick. I actually am happy in general IJR. I have mood swings very fast. As in right now, im happy, but in less then a minutes, i could be crying and punching myself. But now i know WHY, which helps a lot. Its helps my mom too.
Withou any joke now. You know the major thignie is not that stamp AS virtualy on forhead. Major battle starts now after the diagnose, when zoy finally know what you are. I remember myself before, i was that scared i actually though im somekind of maniacal sociopat like from criminal minds Tv serie. You know all that masking for modern neurotypical society, i basicaly develop many masks and whole system of paterns for every day. When i finaly found myself i was like:"Oki finaly i know.", but that was just start for even more difficult fight for acceptance and my implemntation to community around. But i found something, just few thignies what basicaly help me every day.
1.)Do not take life to seriously, because its too short for be a to IN DA SITUATION. 2.)Ask if you dont know. 3.) -MOST IMPORTANT FOR EVERY AS- DO NOT TRUST ANYONE, YOU PLAYING JUST FOR YOURSELF IN THE END!!
"Ultimate Loggi since 2012 and Pirmatar Yaaaaaargh."
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Immortal John Ripper
25003
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Posted - 2014.10.11 23:56:00 -
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@Postapo People can be mean, people can be jerks but not everyone is like that. Trusting no one is not the way to go, not if you are going to isolate yourself and plan on being alone because you trust no one. You shouldn't have to hide yourself or who you are.
He sounds like he trusts his mom and his mom cares about him too. There is someone he can trust already. When I was growing up, I had to raise myself. I wish I had that kind of parent looking out for me then maybe I wouldn't have been such a bad kid in my youth. If I were you, I wouldn't lose faith in humanity just yet.
You just need to be smart and careful about the people you decide to surround yourself with and call friends and be sure they are the right kind of people you want to be around.
Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k
Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats
Sorry catmerc
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General John Ripper
25029
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Posted - 2014.10.11 23:56:00 -
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@Postapo People can be mean, people can be jerks but not everyone is like that. Trusting no one is not the way to go, not if you are going to isolate yourself and plan on being alone because you trust no one. You shouldn't have to hide yourself or who you are.
He sounds like he trusts his mom and his mom cares about him too. There is someone he can trust already. When I was growing up, I had to raise myself. I wish I had that kind of parent looking out for me then maybe I wouldn't have been such a bad kid in my youth. If I were you, I wouldn't lose faith in humanity just yet.
You just need to be smart and careful about the people you decide to surround yourself with and call friends and be sure they are the right kind of people you want to be around.
Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k
Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats
Sorry catmerc
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postapo wastelander
Wasteland Desert Rangers
193
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Posted - 2014.10.12 03:10:00 -
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Immortal John Ripper wrote:@Postapo People can be mean, people can be jerks but not everyone is like that. Trusting no one is not the way to go, not if you are going to isolate yourself and plan on being alone because you trust no one. You shouldn't have to hide yourself or who you are.
He sounds like he trusts his mom and his mom cares about him too. There is someone he can trust already. When I was growing up, I had to raise myself. I wish I had that kind of parent looking out for me then maybe I wouldn't have been such a bad kid in my youth. If I were you, I wouldn't lose faith in humanity just yet.
You just need to be smart and careful about the people you decide to surround yourself with and call friends and be sure they are the right kind of people you want to be around.
Problem with AS is other thingie, i know there is good and bad people. But AS are mostly really naive and can be easily manipulate in to anythink, what in direct situation seems like good think or even help but reality of that is otherwise. I didnt talk about his family, i talking about people outside.
"Ultimate Loggi since 2012 and Pirmatar Yaaaaaargh."
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RemingtonBeaver
Molon Labe. General Tso's Alliance
1122
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Posted - 2014.10.12 03:37:00 -
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My best friend is a highly functioning autistic. He keeps himself isolated, and has had quite a few failed relationships. Sometimes his obsessive nature and social anxiety are a pain in the ass, but I'm so extroverted it kind of balances out when we're hanging out. As of recently he was prescribed antidepressants. It's helped him a lot in the social anxiety area, but he still dwells on things far too much. We've been best friends for about 15 years. He was my best man at my wedding and he's the god father to my son.
It's only a weakness if you let it become one.
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Kaze Eyrou
Molon Labe. General Tso's Alliance
716
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Posted - 2014.10.12 04:28:00 -
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER: It takes a lot of courage to be able to post something like this. I'm glad you were able to figure out a diagnosis which gives you and your mom understanding and piece of mind. I suffer from a condition as well and while I can't relate to yours, I did have a friend that was highly functioning autistic as well. My friend played a little basketball and coached for the women's college basketball at the community college. When he did foul shots I remember he used headphones as well, blaring to help him concentrate. I remember understanding his need to block out the sound, but I scolded him a couple times because I didn't want him to lose his hearing.
IJR is right. Don't fall into the trap of not trusting anyone. You'll isolate that way and the people who truly want to help you will be at a stalemate or a loss for how to do so. If you have a good relationship with your mom, hold on to that! Like IJR said, it sounds like she cares and she wants to help you.
While some of us clash ideas on the forums and we might cross our guns and clash our knives on the battlefield, keep up the good fight and don't give up.
Closed Beta Vet // Logi Bro // @KazeEyrou
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postapo wastelander
Wasteland Desert Rangers
195
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Posted - 2014.10.12 04:52:00 -
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How i told i do not talking about family, there is big amount of really ugly people outside and i talking from my own perspective like AS too. It awesome how supportive community here is, but honestly outside its different story and i dont want from PP doing same thingies what i did long time ago, just because i trusted someone. World outside is not too flowerish and even with disadvantages in reading faces or sarcasm etc. every AS can be drag in any problems even more easily, than neurotipic population, what is sad but nothing else than true.
"Ultimate Loggi since 2012 and Pirmatar Yaaaaaargh."
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
Pure Evil. Capital Punishment.
2025
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Posted - 2014.10.12 04:53:00 -
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Thanks a lot guys. Your the first sides my mom and two other people that didnt bully me cause of it. I got bully a lot in school and have PTSD cause of how much of a beating i took mentally and physical. Now i know WHY I couldn't figure out how to defend myself but now im out of school and being taught how. Im getting taught social skills, life skills, and how to control my emotion. Better late then never.
PSN Sil4ntChaozz
Hi guys several charge swipes later bye guys
Wannabe LeafinDaWind/Ghost
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postapo wastelander
Wasteland Desert Rangers
195
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Posted - 2014.10.12 04:55:00 -
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER wrote:Thanks a lot guys. Your the first sides my mom and two other people that didnt bully me cause of it. I got bully a lot in school and have PTSD cause of how much of a beating i took mentally and physical. Now i know WHY I couldn't figure out how to defend myself but now im out of school and being taught how. Im getting taught social skills, life skills, and how to control my emotion. Better late then never.
AS and proud boyo
"Ultimate Loggi since 2012 and Pirmatar Yaaaaaargh."
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TechMechMeds
KILL-EM-QUICK RISE of LEGION
6145
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Posted - 2014.10.12 07:13:00 -
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER wrote:Immortal John Ripper wrote: Sorry. Autism Spectrum Disorder. I have high-functioning autism with severe sensory issues. Sensory, extremely sensitive hearing, cant tell when something too hot or too cold, i burn myself all the time, i never get cold unless im about to get sick. I have obsessions, cleaning, Dust, well certain games in general, parkour, skateboarding, drawing, playing guitar and piano. I stim a lot. Self stimulation, humming, rocking, bouncing, sitting in weird position, spinning etc. I have problem with being touched and texture. I only like deep pressure, hate light touch. I like foods with lots of flavor/spices or i cant eat it.
You will go wrong by thinking that you have a problem or issue, you are just different. Living things are subject to their enviornment and adapt (in most cases). It seems pretty evident that you have are the prduct of adaption.
- Does not feel hot or cold, beneficial to deal with anything.
- 'Obsessive' cleaning, entirely understandable with todays high standards.
- Self stim, result of adapting to our active lives
- Needs a lot of seasoning and flavour in foods, our food is highly concentrated and so we are becoming desensitised to flavour.
- Likes games a lot, yeah well people like tv a lot and watch pointless sht because they are brain dead and will even watch tv even when they don't know what to watch.
- Problem being touched, most people do not like being touched certain ways or don't like it from people they don't know so well. Some people are very reserved
And all the rest mate, there is nothing wrong with you. Im guessing they have tried to stick you on meds right?, don't.
Don't let my name fool you, i don't take meds and have never needed them or been diagnosed with anything other than being left handed (), i just chose the name as it seemed fitting for a logi. It sounds like some ******** doctor wants to fatten his portfolio and is feeding you sht.
My waframe tenno is now a fully blown neckbeards wet dream. Complete with a bow, ninja lolstars and kamas.
Madbecuzbad
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Soraya Xel
Abandoned Privilege Top Men.
4135
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Posted - 2014.10.12 07:27:00 -
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Welcome to the club. :) A lot of people will use "autist" as an insult, but it hardly is one. While it's often classified as a "condition", "disorder", or "syndrome", it's really more of a "difference" in the way your brain processes information. Some of those differences are good, some of them you could probably do without. And as long as you understand what those differences are, you can learn to cope with or compensate for them.
In my case, my parents had me take a variety of drugs (everything from Adderall to Zoloft, in fact. The literal A to Z of psychiatric medication. And it did more harm than good. When I turned 18, I got rid of all of it, and after recovering from the medication, I was a lot better off. That being said, depending, you may find benefits in certain medications depending on your unique case.
CPM1 Elect. Thanks for all your support. [email protected] for ideas, thoughts, and feedback.
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TechMechMeds
KILL-EM-QUICK RISE of LEGION
6146
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Posted - 2014.10.12 07:38:00 -
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A lot of these kinds of issues are merely the next stage in human evolution, not problems.
Our intelligence is surpassing our primeval instincts by far now and a lot of our senses are becoming useless as we are smart enough to manipulate our existence in a manner that assures that for the most part, we don't need them ever. Chuck in technology dependence and things start becoming very clear, i hope.
Take taste for example. Things taste very nice but our logic states that food is there for energy, taste is merely a nicety. It is only logical by evolutionary standards that this will eventually get phased out as it holds no real purpose in our almost entirely fabricated lives and as we take hold of every facet of our existence more and more, things will begin to change a lot.
Anyway, that is a very long and deep subject and i don't enjoy talking about things in such a cut and dry vague manner but i cba to be typing up heaps of info all nicely setup etc. Please understand that i have actually been extremely vague, extremely.
"Ain't nobody got time fo dat".
Please research the sea squirt. This thing starts as a tiny tadpole creature and finds its way onto a rock or something and then guess what, it digests its own brain and organs because 'DING DING', it doesn't need them anymore. It only needed those organs and its brain to think and survive the journey to its place of rest. It then undergoes more changes.
Anyway. o7.
My waframe tenno is now a fully blown neckbeards wet dream. Complete with a bow, ninja lolstars and kamas.
Madbecuzbad
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TechMechMeds
KILL-EM-QUICK RISE of LEGION
6146
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Posted - 2014.10.12 07:43:00 -
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Soraya Xel wrote:Welcome to the club. :) A lot of people will use "autist" as an insult, but it hardly is one. While it's often classified as a "condition", "disorder", or "syndrome", it's really more of a "difference" in the way your brain processes information. Some of those differences are good, some of them you could probably do without. And as long as you understand what those differences are, you can learn to cope with or compensate for them.
In my case, my parents had me take a variety of drugs (everything from Adderall to Zoloft, in fact. The literal A to Z of psychiatric medication. And it did more harm than good. When I turned 18, I got rid of all of it, and after recovering from the medication, I was a lot better off. That being said, depending, you may find benefits in certain medications depending on your unique case.
I have the flavor of Autism Spectrum Disorder that was previously referred to as "Asperger's Syndrome". Weird sensitivity issues are common. Often sound or light, but mine is touch as well.
My buddies brother 'has that'.
He keeps telling me that he is different and i keep saying "aint we all".
He is obsessed with music and electronics and claims these are part of it but i can name a few people who are 'normal' that have the exact same obsessive type behaviors toward that stuff and they are grade a certified 'sane'.
My waframe tenno is now a fully blown neckbeards wet dream. Complete with a bow, ninja lolstars and kamas.
Madbecuzbad
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Immortal John Ripper
25016
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Posted - 2014.10.12 09:05:00 -
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@TechMechMeds Although you do bring up some good points... You cannot accurately diagnose someone over a few forum posts on the internet. Which makes all your posts a fail. A truly autistic person, depending on the severity and type, may have trouble explaining it. You can read the wikipedia post I put up but it says this, "Associated conditions - Intellectual disability". It is the very first thing listed. I am not trying to be mean to Parkour by pointing that out, I am just trying to inform you so you can at least try and understand.
Even trolls must draw a line somewhere and know when to troll and when not to troll. We are not talking about the game or some dumb blue berry, the topic is about his health and condition. Telling him that he is too young to understand and nothing is wrong with him when you have nothing to base your opinion on but a few forum posts by a person who may have autism kinda seems like you are trolling whether you are doing it intentionally or not. It is because of the lack of human compassion you have displayed. Let his family and doctors who know him personally decide if he has autism or not. You don't even know how old he is to assume how young he is... The autistic kids at my highschool were 18 yrs old and still being picked on and bullied.
The best we can do for him is A. Show some support, while giving a little productive advice. B. Exit thread.
Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k
Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats
Sorry catmerc
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General John Ripper
25029
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Posted - 2014.10.12 09:05:00 -
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@TechMechMeds Although you do bring up some good points... You cannot accurately diagnose someone over a few forum posts on the internet. Which makes all your posts a fail. A truly autistic person, depending on the severity and type, may have trouble explaining it. You can read the wikipedia post I put up but it says this, "Associated conditions - Intellectual disability". It is the very first thing listed. I am not trying to be mean to Parkour by pointing that out, I am just trying to inform you so you can at least try and understand.
Even trolls must draw a line somewhere and know when to troll and when not to troll. We are not talking about the game or some dumb blue berry, the topic is about his health and condition. Telling him that he is too young to understand and nothing is wrong with him when you have nothing to base your opinion on but a few forum posts by a person who may have autism kinda seems like you are trolling whether you are doing it intentionally or not. It is because of the lack of human compassion you have displayed. Let his family and doctors who know him personally decide if he has autism or not. You don't even know how old he is to assume how young he is... The autistic kids at my highschool were 18 yrs old and still being picked on and bullied.
The best we can do for him is A. Show some support, while giving a little productive advice. B. Exit thread
.... And just like that, your forum god has conducted YET another flawless victory with a successful fatality combo and you just ran out of quarters.
Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k
Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats
Sorry catmerc
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER
Pure Evil. Capital Punishment.
2037
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Posted - 2014.10.12 09:56:00 -
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I got evaluation by one of the best autism and general neurologist in the country Tech. Im 19 years old. While you have good points saying that theres nothing wrong is completely bias and very typical. You weren't mean about it but its still the same thing ive heard from many people who were paid to help. And guess what? They didnt.
I have multiple medical conditions as well. TBI ASD fibromyalgia the rest are things that go alongside these conditions, as in you can have or not have severe muscle weakness self injurious behavior PTSD paranoia
Im not crazy Tech. Just dont be like all those people that were paid to help but didnt.
PSN Sil4ntChaozz
Hi guys several charge swipes later bye guys
Wannabe LeafinDaWind/Ghost
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TechMechMeds
KILL-EM-QUICK RISE of LEGION
6147
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Posted - 2014.10.12 16:45:00 -
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Immortal John Ripper wrote:@TechMechMeds Although you do bring up some good points... You cannot accurately diagnose someone over a few forum posts on the internet. Which makes all your posts a fail. A truly autistic person, depending on the severity and type, may have trouble explaining it. You can read the wikipedia post I put up but it says this, "Associated conditions - Intellectual disability". It is the very first thing listed. I am not trying to be mean to Parkour by pointing that out, I am just trying to inform you so you can at least try and understand.
Even trolls must draw a line somewhere and know when to troll and when not to troll. We are not talking about the game or some dumb blue berry, the topic is about his health and condition. Telling him that he is too young to understand and nothing is wrong with him when you have nothing to base your opinion on but a few forum posts by a person who may have autism kinda seems like you are trolling whether you are doing it intentionally or not. It is because of the lack of human compassion you have displayed. Let his family and doctors who know him personally decide if he has autism or not. You don't even know how old he is to assume how young he is... The autistic kids at my highschool were 18 yrs old and still being picked on and bullied.
The best we can do for him is A. Show some support, while giving a little productive advice. B. Exit thread
.... And just like that, your forum god has conducted YET another flawless victory with a successful fatality combo and you just ran out of quarters.
I wasn't accurately diagnosing him, just going by what he has provided.
I'm fully aware of how it can be but i don't see anything in his post that is out of the ordinary and i am going by what he has posted. Letting him know that a lot of what he has stated as being normal is supporting him.
The fact you think i am accurately diagnosing him and telling me to use wiki is pure fail mate lol. I also asked him how old he is an simply pointed out how silly it is nowadays that youngers are getting diagnosed with things before they are fully developed.
I think you are trolling actually and you don't realise it. That was hands down the most fail and complete lack of comprehension i have seen you display so far.
You talked to me about your weight on my alt as clearly stated in its sig, was i rude or horrible then?, 100% the contrary. You have just embarrassed yourself by trying to straw man me for popularity and likes, for shame seriously.
You just beat yourself.
My waframe tenno is now a fully blown neckbeards wet dream. Complete with a bow, ninja lolstars and kamas.
Madbecuzbad
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TechMechMeds
KILL-EM-QUICK RISE of LEGION
6147
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Posted - 2014.10.12 16:50:00 -
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER wrote:I got evaluation by one of the best autism and general neurologist in the country Tech. Im 19 years old. While you have good points saying that theres nothing wrong is completely bias and very typical. You weren't mean about it but its still the same thing ive heard from many people who were paid to help. And guess what? They didnt.
I have multiple medical conditions as well. TBI ASD fibromyalgia the rest are things that go alongside these conditions, as in you can have or not have severe muscle weakness self injurious behavior PTSD paranoia
Im not crazy Tech. Just dont be like all those people that were paid to help but didnt.
Ok fair play but do you actually do anything to help with some of these things or do you just neck meds and think that will help?. Like muscle weakness, do you exercise?.
And i don't think you are craxy at all, is it not 100% obvious how i am telling you the complete opposite?. You stated you get bullied or have been, don't let the fking morons get you down.
What is fribromyalgia?. Is thats heart condition?.
My waframe tenno is now a fully blown neckbeards wet dream. Complete with a bow, ninja lolstars and kamas.
Madbecuzbad
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postapo wastelander
Wasteland Desert Rangers
202
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Posted - 2014.10.12 17:48:00 -
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TechMechMeds wrote:PARKOUR PRACTIONER wrote:I got evaluation by one of the best autism and general neurologist in the country Tech. Im 19 years old. While you have good points saying that theres nothing wrong is completely bias and very typical. You weren't mean about it but its still the same thing ive heard from many people who were paid to help. And guess what? They didnt.
I have multiple medical conditions as well. TBI ASD fibromyalgia the rest are things that go alongside these conditions, as in you can have or not have severe muscle weakness self injurious behavior PTSD paranoia
Im not crazy Tech. Just dont be like all those people that were paid to help but didnt. Ok fair play but do you actually do anything to help with some of these things or do you just neck meds and think that will help?. Like muscle weakness, do you exercise?. Please do not go down a path af necking tablets day after day as this causes a lot of physical problems in the long run because of the chemicals and ph values etc. The harsh reality is that in the long run, some of them things you will be better off simply dealing with, you have been bossing it for 19 years now already though, stay strong. And i don't think you are craxy at all, is it not 100% obvious how i am telling you the complete opposite?. You stated you get bullied or have been, don't let the fking morons get you down. What is fribromyalgia?. Is that a heart condition?. I just had a quick check and that must be make things very hard. Just do your best to combat all these symptoms. Don't sit and do nothing about it and don't let the scum bring you down. Them people generally end up complete losers, in prison, dead or have a drug habit. I guess you could say i have a drug habit as i smoke weed but hey, weed is great lol. Are you left handed as well by any chance?. I am and when i was learning to write when young in school, you'd get treated like an invalid because it was considered a problem that you have to literally mirror what you are being taught when it comes to a lot of things. It's not a serious issue but i am fully aware of how it can be to be treated differently but at least you know now eh?.
Thats muscle is not about weakness like general, its about a devlopment i think. For example i have not fully developed trapezius, what basicaly meant for me not a army career, what i wanted from really young years.
And btw im lefthanded by nature too, but i was reteached in school in communistic era of our country. Barbaric, but i know now why i shooting from right hand and why i was leftie on hockey
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Seen as you hav shared yourself with us, i feel obligated to tell you some of my strange eccentricities.
- I have an obsession with things that are timed and trying to count down the last 30 seconds or when i do the cooking for example, everything ends with a 30 second countdown. If i have a bath, the last lot of water to go into the bath tub has to be timed at 30 seconds.
- I am left handed so you can find me picking up some things and looking puzzled and sometimes struggling to use them. This makes me look completely stupid lol.
- I get extremely excited randomly over nothing and make weird noises.
- I seriously love the smell of my armpits when they are a bit sweaty (apparently we all do).
- I am very aware of myself and this can make getting my point across on the spot very hard. It is like what i am thinking or wanting to say it locked in my head and i can't find the right words to convey what i mean and i have an A level in literacy lol.
- I like the smell of my nuts after a good workout lol.
- I have an obsessive habit of licking my teeth.
- I apparently have Hypochondriasis. Every few moonths i honestly believe that i have a terminal illness but i can deal with it now. I have been aware of it for a long time so when im thinking i have cancer or whatever, i can kind of shrug it off. The latest edition is that i think my left ventricle in my heart is blocked and i am suffering from heart attacks without realising. This is 100% fabricated in my mind and i am actually fine but i cannot help thinking it.
That's pretty much it lol.
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Posted - 2014.10.12 18:01:00 -
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postapo wastelander wrote:TechMechMeds wrote:PARKOUR PRACTIONER wrote:I got evaluation by one of the best autism and general neurologist in the country Tech. Im 19 years old. While you have good points saying that theres nothing wrong is completely bias and very typical. You weren't mean about it but its still the same thing ive heard from many people who were paid to help. And guess what? They didnt.
I have multiple medical conditions as well. TBI ASD fibromyalgia the rest are things that go alongside these conditions, as in you can have or not have severe muscle weakness self injurious behavior PTSD paranoia
Im not crazy Tech. Just dont be like all those people that were paid to help but didnt. Ok fair play but do you actually do anything to help with some of these things or do you just neck meds and think that will help?. Like muscle weakness, do you exercise?. Please do not go down a path af necking tablets day after day as this causes a lot of physical problems in the long run because of the chemicals and ph values etc. The harsh reality is that in the long run, some of them things you will be better off simply dealing with, you have been bossing it for 19 years now already though, stay strong. And i don't think you are craxy at all, is it not 100% obvious how i am telling you the complete opposite?. You stated you get bullied or have been, don't let the fking morons get you down. What is fribromyalgia?. Is that a heart condition?. I just had a quick check and that must be make things very hard. Just do your best to combat all these symptoms. Don't sit and do nothing about it and don't let the scum bring you down. Them people generally end up complete losers, in prison, dead or have a drug habit. I guess you could say i have a drug habit as i smoke weed but hey, weed is great lol. Are you left handed as well by any chance?. I am and when i was learning to write when young in school, you'd get treated like an invalid because it was considered a problem that you have to literally mirror what you are being taught when it comes to a lot of things. It's not a serious issue but i am fully aware of how it can be to be treated differently but at least you know now eh?. Thats muscle is not about weakness like general, its about a devlopment i think. For example i have not fully developed trapezius, what basicaly meant for me not a army career, what i wanted from really young years. And btw im lefthanded by nature too, but i was reteached in school in communistic era of our country. Barbaric, but i know now why i shooting from right hand and why i was leftie on hockey
Ah ok. That is a blessing is disguise though really, you could very well be dead now.
Yeah that is. I am the same in the way that i do some things with my right hand, it's all subject to the right handed environment.
That really annoys me that they re taught you to write with your right hand. I am glad that the world is a much more enlightened place in general now and people no longer have to go through that anymore as far as i know.
I have been called a shaitaan by many Muslim people when i was doing religious research because i am left handed lol. Although i am not religious, it was pretty upsetting that a good portion of the people that i met honestly believed that i was evil and possessed by a demon/djinn, whatever you want to call it.
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Posted - 2014.10.12 22:44:00 -
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I also am a true lefthanded person. I have poor muscle coordination cause of vertigo and cause my autism, i do exercise. Im too hyper to sit around unless im forced to lol. My muscle atrophy from cause when i got my concussion i slept for seven months rarely able to get up, barley ate or used the bathroom. I lost a lot of weightvand muscle and STILL have problem cause of it.
It turns out i got injury in my concussion. I got knockdown in gym playing football. I got unconscious. Dont know for how long woke up to them standing over me laughing. I got fused vertebrate in my neck, another vertebrate is twisted, got another vertebrate twisted in my back. And it turns out i was still holding the football when i woke up and the way i got hit, in two places. Three places. I ran into the guy the football in hand, it shove a small part of my diaphragm under my ribs, when i hit the floor, must have been out before i hit the floor, went straight back hitting the back of my head. Its assuming cause of were i was injury, my memory of that day is fuzzy. Irony, it was our last day of school before winter vacation. I hardly have any memory of the last few years, i was 14 then, freshman first year of highschool.
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Posted - 2014.10.12 22:47:00 -
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Oh, Tech the pain is so bad i havevno choice but to take meds or i wouldn't be able to function at all. But that not all i do nor am i stupid enough to think theres a magic pill to make everything go away.
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Posted - 2014.10.12 23:10:00 -
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PARKOUR PRACTIONER wrote:Oh, Tech the pain is so bad i havevno choice but to take meds or i wouldn't be able to function at all. But that not all i do nor am i stupid enough to think theres a magic pill to make everything go away.
Well, that makes you stronger than a large portion of the human race in my eyes.
A fine example of what humans are capable of dealing with.
My hat goes off to you.
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@ Tech I just wanted you to see how and why you were approaching this seemed as wrong. I could have done the same thing as you did the first time around and attack every point you make going sentence by sentence but I am not going too. I immediately noticed a change in your demeanor and I am contempt with that. I see no reason to continue with this, although I still see much of your counter argument as wrong but it is only human to be defensive and protect yourself.
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Immortal John Ripper wrote:@ Tech I just wanted you to see how and why you were approaching this seemed as wrong. I could have done the same thing as you did the first time around and attack every point you make going sentence by sentence but I am not going too. I immediately noticed a change in your demeanor and I am contempt with that. I see no reason to continue with this, although I still see much of your counter argument as wrong but it is only human to be defensive and protect yourself.
I didn't attack anything, it's just how you are looking at it.
Op got it, thats all that matters.
You are calling the fact that I pointed out that alot of what he stated is perfectly normal as attacking.
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Immortal John Ripper wrote:@ Tech I just wanted you to see how and why you were approaching this seemed as wrong. I could have done the same thing as you did the first time around and attack every point you make going sentence by sentence but I am not going too. I immediately noticed a change in your demeanor and I am contempt with that. I see no reason to continue with this, although I still see much of your counter argument as wrong but it is only human to be defensive and protect yourself.
I guess i could have approached it differently but at the time it seemed like the op was diagnosed based off of some perfectly normal eccentricities and it is very common place for doctors to be sht nowadays.
My buddy was depressed purely because of cirumstance and a doctor prescribed him all kinds of sht and it has ruined him completely. He is useless and never needed any shtty meds anyway. He has been my best bud since we were 6 and he is a shadow of his former self.
I get very emotional when people are labelled or label themselves based off of perfectly normal behavior and was just picking it apart and stating how it is perfectly normal.
Then he provided more concrete and deeper facts so it became more clear then.
I am sorry master lol.
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TechMechMeds wrote:Immortal John Ripper wrote:@ Tech I just wanted you to see how and why you were approaching this seemed as wrong. I could have done the same thing as you did the first time around and attack every point you make going sentence by sentence but I am not going too. I immediately noticed a change in your demeanor and I am contempt with that. I see no reason to continue with this, although I still see much of your counter argument as wrong but it is only human to be defensive and protect yourself. I didn't attack anything, it's just how you are looking at it. Op got it, thats all that matters. You are calling the fact that I pointed out that alot of what he stated is perfectly normal as attacking. It is not so much what you said but how you said it. Remember, I did say you brought up alot of good points so while I did admit to agreeing with you.... A person can easily say the exact same thing in different ways and have it come off sounding negative or positive.
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Posted - 2014.10.13 01:20:00 -
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Immortal John Ripper wrote:TechMechMeds wrote:Immortal John Ripper wrote:@ Tech I just wanted you to see how and why you were approaching this seemed as wrong. I could have done the same thing as you did the first time around and attack every point you make going sentence by sentence but I am not going too. I immediately noticed a change in your demeanor and I am contempt with that. I see no reason to continue with this, although I still see much of your counter argument as wrong but it is only human to be defensive and protect yourself. I didn't attack anything, it's just how you are looking at it. Op got it, thats all that matters. You are calling the fact that I pointed out that alot of what he stated is perfectly normal as attacking. It is not so much what you said but how you said it. Remember, I did say you brought up alot of good points so while I did admit to agreeing with you.... A person can easily say the exact same thing in different ways and have it come off sounding negative or positive.
Yeah defo.
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Posted - 2014.10.13 01:21:00 -
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TechMechMeds wrote:Immortal John Ripper wrote:@ Tech I just wanted you to see how and why you were approaching this seemed as wrong. I could have done the same thing as you did the first time around and attack every point you make going sentence by sentence but I am not going too. I immediately noticed a change in your demeanor and I am contempt with that. I see no reason to continue with this, although I still see much of your counter argument as wrong but it is only human to be defensive and protect yourself. I guess i could have approached it differently but at the time it seemed like the op was diagnosed based off of some perfectly normal eccentricities and it is very common place for doctors to be sht nowadays. My buddy was depressed purely because of cirumstance and a doctor prescribed him all kinds of sht and it has ruined him completely. He is useless and never needed any shtty meds anyway. He has been my best bud since we were 6 and he is a shadow of his former self. I get very emotional when people are labelled or label themselves based off of perfectly normal behavior and was just picking it apart and stating how it is perfectly normal. Then he provided more concrete and deeper facts so it became more clear then. I am sorry master lol.
You got my entire point before I even said it... lol. I forgive you. Sorry for being so blunt with my thoughts. I just have good intentions no matter how I end up sounding.
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Posted - 2014.10.13 01:23:00 -
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Immortal John Ripper wrote:TechMechMeds wrote:Immortal John Ripper wrote:@ Tech I just wanted you to see how and why you were approaching this seemed as wrong. I could have done the same thing as you did the first time around and attack every point you make going sentence by sentence but I am not going too. I immediately noticed a change in your demeanor and I am contempt with that. I see no reason to continue with this, although I still see much of your counter argument as wrong but it is only human to be defensive and protect yourself. I guess i could have approached it differently but at the time it seemed like the op was diagnosed based off of some perfectly normal eccentricities and it is very common place for doctors to be sht nowadays. My buddy was depressed purely because of cirumstance and a doctor prescribed him all kinds of sht and it has ruined him completely. He is useless and never needed any shtty meds anyway. He has been my best bud since we were 6 and he is a shadow of his former self. I get very emotional when people are labelled or label themselves based off of perfectly normal behavior and was just picking it apart and stating how it is perfectly normal. Then he provided more concrete and deeper facts so it became more clear then. I am sorry master lol. You got my entire point before I even said it... lol. I forgive you. Sorry for being so blunt with my thoughts. I just have good intentions no matter how I end up sounding.
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