Now i know why my mood flips so quick. I actually am happy in general IJR. I have mood swings very fast. As in right now, im happy,
but in less then a minutes, i could be crying and punching myself. But now i know WHY, which helps a lot. Its helps my mom too.

@Postapo People can be mean, people can be jerks but not everyone is like that. Trusting no one is not the way to go, not if you are going to isolate yourself and plan on being alone because you trust no one. You shouldn't have to hide yourself or who you are.

He sounds like he trusts his mom and his mom cares about him too. There is someone he can trust already. When I was growing up, I had to raise myself. I wish I had that kind of parent looking out for me then maybe I wouldn't have been such a bad kid in my youth. If I were you, I wouldn't lose faith in humanity just yet.

You just need to be smart and careful about the people you decide to surround yourself with and call friends and be sure they are the right kind of people you want to be around.

Thanks a lot guys. Your the first sides my mom and two other people that didnt bully me cause of it. I got bully a lot in school and
have PTSD cause of how much of a beating i took mentally and physical. Now i know WHY I couldn't figure out how to defend myself
but now im out of school and being taught how. Im getting taught social skills, life skills, and how to control my emotion. Better late then never.

Ok fair play but do you actually do anything to help with some of these things or do you just neck meds and think that will help?. Like muscle weakness, do you exercise?. Please do not go down a path af necking tablets day after day as this causes a lot of physical problems in the long run because of the chemicals and ph values etc. The harsh reality is that in the long run, some of them things you will be better off simply dealing with, you have been bossing it for 19 years now already though, stay strong.

And i don't think you are craxy at all, is it not 100% obvious how i am telling you the complete opposite?. You stated you get bullied or have been, don't let the fking morons get you down.

What is fribromyalgia?. Is that a heart condition?.

I just had a quick check and that must be make things very hard.

Just do your best to combat all these symptoms. Don't sit and do nothing about it and don't let the scum bring you down. Them people generally end up complete losers, in prison, dead or have a drug habit. I guess you could say i have a drug habit as i smoke weed but hey, weed is great lol.

Are you left handed as well by any chance?. I am and when i was learning to write when young in school, you'd get treated like an invalid because it was considered a problem that you have to literally mirror what you are being taught when it comes to a lot of things. It's not a serious issue but i am fully aware of how it can be to be treated differently but at least you know now eh?.