Immortal John Ripper wrote:I don't think anybody hates you so stop with the emo stuff.
We just don't understand or get you. You should have known what you posted would have been troll bait. This isn't your dairy. I tried acting like the person you described in your first few posts for a reason and you didn't like it. and you were talking about yourself and your own experiences and viewpoints for most of it.
I did disagree with most of it but the way you have been responding to criticism makes me believe that you wouldn't listen anyways. That is the reason for the experiment. If your opinion is so almighty, then how you responded and treated me afterwords would tell me all I need to know about the validity if your current view points. Maybe people see you for what you are, by how you act and are only returning the favor?
I have learned well that sometimes when you want to help someone you can tell them things till you are blue in the face and they won't listen. They may pretend to listen but they won't take your advice or change. People need to want to change, people need to think about it for themselves and resolve it themselves. Only then would you be able to realize the error of your ways.
I don't have an opinion. I didn't know whether or not you were trolling with your response, being completely genuine in your disagreements, and what exactly your "experiment" was if you had one at all. Different possibilities. So, I went with the safest option and gave you whatever you wanted in the most creative way possible... because
"I am whatever you say I am and if I wasn't, then why would I say I am? In the paper, the news, everyday I am... I don't know that's just the way I am.""I have learned well that sometimes when you want to help someone you can tell them things till you are blue in the face and they won't listen. They may pretend to listen but they won't take your advice or change. People need to want to change, people need to think about it for themselves and resolve it themselves. Only then would you be able to realize the error of your ways." - Immortal John Ripper
That is true. Very true.
Everyone has a God Complex, including yourself, and you have gotten on here, baited me with a post, and then proceeded to attempt to use me as your guinea pig because you feel that you have the authority and superiority to pass judgment (experiment)... identified by you informing me the error in my ways.
I DO NOT know everything. I am not a perfect person and I have f_cked up and continue to f_ck up, because I'm not a robot. I'm a human being. Although, I do not fault anyone for treating me like a robot when I never pretended to be anything more or less than the image I created.
As for wanting to help someone, having the audacity to complain about them not accepting the help you never offered is ridiculous.
The intention of the thread was not to paint myself as some damsel in distress victim of **** who is never wrong and always slighted.
I have slighted others. I have hurt others. I have caused others pain. I have lied. I have wasted people's time. I have played games with people and my greatest fault I would have to say is creating and wearing a mask so thick that it became super glued to my face.
The webs we weave...
I'm socially disturbed, but I also don't have to be happy with how I have been treated in the social settings I HAVE been in. I am reflecting on my past experiences so that I can learn from them and evolve so that I am no longer the problem in ANY of my relationships with other people.
You think I wrote this post knowing I could get trolled? I deduced that there was a 9 of 10 chance that I would be trolled based off of statistics. I wrote this post knowing I WOULD get trolled.
Just like when I created the thread "Official Statement" I knew that there were three people who had my Facebook account and there was a possibility one of them could post "personal information" as a counter attack.
When in reality, I'm thinking "You call that trolling?"
Unfortunately, I haven't given you any ammo that would help you get under my skin without already knowing you could and would use it against me at some point. I've GIVEN you everything you have. I've never seriously played chess, but...
Checkmate.