I demand everyone in this thread send me noods, and a short paragraph explaining why you will lay down your life for the sake of our love.

You realize she's a she, right? How does that turn gay? Lol

Yes, but a real man is also smart enough to not get overly involved in situations that are clearly stupid. And here is where I do just that.

This entire thing was stupid, hence why I usually didn't say anything past a bad joke or an innuendo, but I've been dragged into it, and these are the type of people who need some more specific examples as to why this is stupid.


Sota, Heim, Nat, Atiim and whoever the heck else was in HVLP need to listen. I've been involved in internet drama before, each and every time I got involved I said things I regret, and it's all made me feel really stupid.

In my first clan, we kicked out one of our officers because he was an insufferable tool. Like this dude was a complete douche, so a fellow leader and I decided to challenge his new clan to a match, he refused because of some reason that we're also douches (which is probably true). But anyway, stuff was said, which escalated to the kicked member bashing the other leaders deceased wife. After that, we actually started making plans to travel to Scotland to beat the hell out of this guy. He was ex-military, so we started researching forts where he'd be stationed. The next day, I message the kicked member, saying I said things that were quite stupid. Which leads to him messaging the guy he bashed apologizing to him.

By the way, the stuff we said to kicked guy was about his wife too. We called her his google images wife, mainly because there was NO WAY a tool like him could've nabbed a woman this hot. I mean she made some dirty movie actresses look ugly. I still don't believe they're married.

This is the kind of thing you people will start doing if you don't get over this crap. I've even seen a British gaming clan I used to hang out with fall apart due to childish drama like this, and they were competitive, too.

And before you say I'd never do something like that, know that I said much the same thing about cases far less extreme. Broke that promise at least 10 times.

**** Dr. Phil. That guy has no idea what he is talking about.

I need to make a Dr. John Ripper alt.

Taking it seriously led me to talk to black all night. I have come to understand her better as a person and she got to understand some alternative points of view. We were able to reflect upon things and talk about real things. Sometimes a person needs a real talk. Not everything needs to be a joke or a game. Because we actually accomplished something.

I think me and black have become better friends because of it. All of this, and her attitude, her words... it all makes alot more sense but not to say that she was right in all of it but in the end we are all just human. I have no ill feelings towards black, although I did not have any before. I believe she have come to understand a few things through our talks. I apologize if I was a little harsh but I regret nothing.


In my forum godly opinion, I think we should forgive each other, and let this thread die already. << By this I do not just mean me, but everyone on here. Let's start fresh. I can vouch for black. There is no need for details but She has learned a few things about herself and has given me some things to think about. In the end we both gained a little bit. Now that we have spoken, I know how I can help her and she is ready and willing. Like I said, we are all only human. Everyone makes mistakes. Myself included.


I declare this thread done and over with... now to wait 6 months for it to reach page 2 of this dead war room.

It is illegal in ALL states but "modified" in a few.

Brother-sister qualities under every law as defined incest. Not only that, but according to you she is younger than you (aka underage). So, now we're going from incest to statuatory r4pe.

Well, it is kind of unnerving.

The only person I loved just had to be f_cking his own sister.

lol

**** my life.

Meh, I was a dumb f_ck. I'm thinking this is karma. I deserve this.

I don't know what messages you have read or haven't read, because you haven't responded and acknowledge they've been received.

BUT, at the end of the day, I am being real with you, because you deserve what I didn't give you when you were with me.

I'm sorry for that.

It is what it is, maybe, but I can't forget what it was.

You have managed to gain someone who will always look out for you whether you appreciate it or not. Whether or not you want me as your friend, I refuse to be your enemy. So, deal with it. I'm not going to stop caring because that's just not how I am.