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B1ack ice wrote:

Immortal John Ripper wrote:

I don't think anybody hates you so stop with the emo stuff.

We just don't understand or get you. You should have known what you posted would have been troll bait. This isn't your dairy. I tried acting like the person you described in your first few posts for a reason and you didn't like it. and you were talking about yourself and your own experiences and viewpoints for most of it.

I did disagree with most of it but the way you have been responding to criticism makes me believe that you wouldn't listen anyways. That is the reason for the experiment. If your opinion is so almighty, then how you responded and treated me afterwords would tell me all I need to know about the validity if your current view points. Maybe people see you for what you are, by how you act and are only returning the favor?

I have learned well that sometimes when you want to help someone you can tell them things till you are blue in the face and they won't listen. They may pretend to listen but they won't take your advice or change. People need to want to change, people need to think about it for themselves and resolve it themselves. Only then would you be able to realize the error of your ways.

I don't have an opinion. I didn't know whether or not you were trolling with your response, being completely genuine in your disagreements, and what exactly your "experiment" was if you had one at all. Different possibilities. So, I went with the safest option and gave you whatever you wanted in the most creative way possible... because "I am whatever you say I am and if I wasn't, then why would I say I am? In the paper, the news, everyday I am... I don't know that's just the way I am."

"I have learned well that sometimes when you want to help someone you can tell them things till you are blue in the face and they won't listen. They may pretend to listen but they won't take your advice or change. People need to want to change, people need to think about it for themselves and resolve it themselves. Only then would you be able to realize the error of your ways." - Immortal John Ripper

That is true. Very true.

Everyone has a God Complex, including yourself, and you have gotten on here, baited me with a post, and then proceeded to attempt to use me as your guinea pig because you feel that you have the authority and superiority to pass judgment (experiment)... identified by you informing me the error in my ways.

I DO NOT know everything. I am not a perfect person and I have f_cked up and continue to f_ck up, because I'm not a robot. I'm a human being. Although, I do not fault anyone for treating me like a robot when I never pretended to be anything more or less than the image I created.

As for wanting to help someone, having the audacity to complain about them not accepting the help you never offered is ridiculous.

The intention of the thread was not to paint myself as some damsel in distress victim of **** who is never wrong and always slighted.

I have slighted others. I have hurt others. I have caused others pain. I have lied. I have wasted people's time. I have played games with people and my greatest fault I would have to say is creating and wearing a mask so thick that it became super glued to my face.

The webs we weave...

I'm socially disturbed, but I also don't have to be happy with how I have been treated in the social settings I HAVE been in. I am reflecting on my past experiences so that I can learn from them and evolve so that I am no longer the problem in ANY of my relationships with other people.

You think I wrote this post knowing I could get trolled? I deduced that there was a 9 of 10 chance that I would be trolled based off of statistics. I wrote this post knowing I WOULD get trolled.

Just like when I created the thread "Official Statement" I knew that there were three people who had my Facebook account and there was a possibility one of them could post "personal information" as a counter attack.

When in reality, I'm thinking "You call that trolling?"

Unfortunately, I haven't given you any ammo that would help you get under my skin without already knowing you could and would use it against me at some point. I've GIVEN you everything you have. I've never seriously played chess, but...

Checkmate.

The Task of understanding me is too great to lay upon anyone's shoulders. Do what everyone has done and walk away. You will save yourself time and energy.

I am whatever you say I am.


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Immortal John Ripper 25014	Posted - 2014.10.12 08:22:00 - [1] - Quote B1ack ice wrote: Leadfoot10 wrote: Perhaps your frustration with stupid questions lies not with the stupid question, but your inability to articulate the logic you find so obvious. Well, I do things for people, it backfires on me, and then I wonder why I did something so f_cking stupid and unlike me in the first place. The logic would have made perfect sense had everything gone according to plan. But that's illogical in itself, trying to control things. I have deduced that the only logical way to lead one's life is to be yourself, do things for yourself, and see what happens. Because if you do things for others, others leave you, and you lose yourself in the process, nothing adds up. A house divided against itself cannot stand. I am disagreeing with just about everything you are posting. I had written all of this stuff but i deleted it. Instead I decided to pull a "black ice", deem your opinion unworthy, get angry that you are too stupid to see the obvious, and just ignore this whole thing. Now that you read this... I wonder if you could figure out my point of what I think is wrong with you all on your own without me writing 10 different paragraphs explaining "why". I am also conducting an experiment here... See what I did there? The point of this experiment will let me know if there is any hope for you... Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc
Immortal John Ripper 25018	Posted - 2014.10.12 10:09:00 - [2] - Quote Thank you. I have my answer. Experiment over. Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc
Immortal John Ripper 25032	Posted - 2014.10.13 00:14:00 - [3] - Quote I don't think anybody hates you so stop with the emo stuff. We just don't understand or get you. You should have known what you posted would have been troll bait. This isn't your dairy. I tried acting like the person you described in your first few posts for a reason and you didn't like it. and you were talking about yourself and your own experiences and viewpoints for most of it. I did disagree with most of it but the way you have been responding to criticism makes me believe that you wouldn't listen anyways. That is the reason for the experiment. If your opinion is so almighty, then how you responded and treated me afterwords would tell me all I need to know about the validity if your current view points. Maybe people see you for what you are, by how you act and are only returning the favor? I have learned well that sometimes when you want to help someone you can tell them things till you are blue in the face and they won't listen. They may pretend to listen but they won't take your advice or change. People need to want to change, people need to think about it for themselves and resolve it themselves. Only then would you be able to realize the error of your ways. Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc
Immortal John Ripper 25044	Posted - 2014.10.13 01:32:00 - [4] - Quote TechMechMeds wrote: Wrong thread but I'll leave that there for lols. I am sorry master lol. All is well. Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc
Immortal John Ripper 25055	Posted - 2014.10.13 05:43:00 - [5] - Quote derrith..... A real man is not the one you envision. A real man is not afraid to be sweet to a girl. A real man is not afraid to play with his daughter, and if she wants to play make over he will play make over. He will wear the purple girl wig, and let her decorate him and do the girliest thing. He may be all tatted up and look all thug and tough guy on the outside to fit your definition of a real man but there are plenty of guys like that who are not real men. a real man has no fear. a real man has no embarrassment and lives with no regrets. He can be sweet, kind, gentle, and loving and not afraid to show it. Rest in peace, Richard Mata. Cousin, My idol, My inspiration. @ derrith, it is not gay as sota says. You call it that because you simply don't understand. Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc
Immortal John Ripper 25057	Posted - 2014.10.13 06:46:00 - [6] - Quote B1ack ice wrote: Immortal John Ripper wrote: I don't think anybody hates you so stop with the emo stuff. We just don't understand or get you. You should have known what you posted would have been troll bait. This isn't your dairy. I tried acting like the person you described in your first few posts for a reason and you didn't like it. and you were talking about yourself and your own experiences and viewpoints for most of it. I did disagree with most of it but the way you have been responding to criticism makes me believe that you wouldn't listen anyways. That is the reason for the experiment. If your opinion is so almighty, then how you responded and treated me afterwords would tell me all I need to know about the validity if your current view points. Maybe people see you for what you are, by how you act and are only returning the favor? I have learned well that sometimes when you want to help someone you can tell them things till you are blue in the face and they won't listen. They may pretend to listen but they won't take your advice or change. People need to want to change, people need to think about it for themselves and resolve it themselves. Only then would you be able to realize the error of your ways. I don't have an opinion. I didn't know whether or not you were trolling with your response, being completely genuine in your disagreements, and what exactly your "experiment" was if you had one at all. Different possibilities. So, I went with the safest option and gave you whatever you wanted in the most creative way possible... because "I am whatever you say I am and if I wasn't, then why would I say I am? In the paper, the news, everyday I am... I don't know that's just the way I am." "I have learned well that sometimes when you want to help someone you can tell them things till you are blue in the face and they won't listen. They may pretend to listen but they won't take your advice or change. People need to want to change, people need to think about it for themselves and resolve it themselves. Only then would you be able to realize the error of your ways." - Immortal John Ripper That is true. Very true. Everyone has a God Complex, including yourself, and you have gotten on here, baited me with a post, and then proceeded to attempt to use me as your guinea pig because you feel that you have the authority and superiority to pass judgment (experiment)... identified by you informing me the error in my ways. I DO NOT know everything. I am not a perfect person and I have f_cked up and continue to f_ck up, because I'm not a robot. I'm a human being. Although, I do not fault anyone for treating me like a robot when I never pretended to be anything more or less than the image I created. As for wanting to help someone, having the audacity to complain about them not accepting the help you never offered is ridiculous. The intention of the thread was not to paint myself as some damsel in distress victim of **** who is never wrong and always slighted. I have slighted others. I have hurt others. I have caused others pain. I have lied. I have wasted people's time. I have played games with people and my greatest fault I would have to say is creating and wearing a mask so thick that it became super glued to my face. The webs we weave... I'm socially disturbed, but I also don't have to be happy with how I have been treated in the social settings I HAVE been in. I am reflecting on my past experiences so that I can learn from them and evolve so that I am no longer the problem in ANY of my relationships with other people. You think I wrote this post knowing I could get trolled? I deduced that there was a 9 of 10 chance that I would be trolled based off of statistics. I wrote this post knowing I WOULD get trolled. Just like when I created the thread "Official Statement" I knew that there were three people who had my Facebook account and there was a possibility one of them could post "personal information" as a counter attack. When in reality, I'm thinking "You call that trolling?" Unfortunately, I haven't given you any ammo that would help you get under my skin without already knowing you could and would use it against me at some point. I've GIVEN you everything you have. I've never seriously played chess, but... Checkmate. The Task of understanding me is too great to lay upon anyone's shoulders. Do what everyone has done and walk away. You will save yourself time and energy. I am whatever you say I am. Through our half of that I was thinking,,, "Yes, I am ready. She is ready. I am ready to tell her about those 10 paragraphs I left out, I am ready to have a proper discussion with you becuase you made it seem like you were ready. You were humble. You were true to yourself. You were REAL. I can appreciate that. but then it started going down hill. My intention was never to troll you or to get under your skin as you perceive it. I wanted to present you with a unique opportunity and experience to think for yourself. Think differently and do it all on your own without you needing to hear the answers from anyone. You had the opportunity to say just the right things for me to say these nice things about you and this current discussion wouldnt be about me being right, you being wrong but instead about you being right and how you came up with it all on your own. You started off with the right idea but started going downhill after that. You did not checkmate me. You checkmated yourself. Although... I will admit that there may still be a slight chance of hope for you. Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc
Immortal John Ripper 25061	Posted - 2014.10.13 13:26:00 - [7] - Quote Derrith Erador wrote: I go to bed and come back to all this? Lighten up guys, seriously. Taking it seriously led me to talk to black all night. I have come to understand her better as a person and she got to understand some alternative points of view. We were able to reflect upon things and talk about real things. Sometimes a person needs a real talk. Not everything needs to be a joke or a game. I think me and black have become better friends because of it. All of this, and her attitude, her words... it all makes alot more sense but not to say that she was right in all of it but in the end we are all just human. I have no ill feelings towards black, although I did not have any before. I believe she have come to understand a few things through our talks. I apologize if I was a little harsh but I regret nothing. In my forum godly opinion, I think we should forgive each other, and let this thread die already. << By this I do not just mean me, but everyone on here. Let's start fresh. I can vouch for black. She has learned a few things about herself and has given me some things to think about. In the end we both gained a little bit. Now that we have spoken, I know how I can help her and she is ready and willing. Like I said, we are all only human. Everyone makes mistakes. Myself included. Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc
Immortal John Ripper 25068	Posted - 2014.10.13 22:03:00 - [8] - Quote **** Dr. Phil. That guy has no idea what he is talking about. I need to make a Dr. John Ripper alt. Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc
Immortal John Ripper 25072	Posted - 2014.10.14 01:25:00 - [9] - Quote I wasn't expecting this thread to go from crap to popcorn worthy. nice come back. eats popcorn Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc
Immortal John Ripper 25078	Posted - 2014.10.14 03:53:00 - [10] - Quote Heimdallr69 wrote: Kaughst wrote: Heimdallr69 wrote: You're so worked up by this. It's quite amusing. Heim, you are the only one I have truly ever stalked. I know now that the restraining order against me was only a test of our love. I was so stupid to think that telling me that you didn't want me wearing your clothes anymore was instead meant you wanted me to only sniff them. If I could go back and change the way I came into your life I would go through your bed room window instead. I love you but who do you love more? your sister or kaughst? Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc

Immortal John Ripper 25081	Posted - 2014.10.14 10:16:00 - [11] - Quote Heim are you from any state that Romney won during 2012 election? Because it would explain alot. Its never taken me so long to get 50 likes to break 25k Conclusion:Dust community prefers puppies > cats Sorry catmerc
Immortal John Ripper 25099	Posted - 2014.10.14 17:12:00 - [12] - Quote Heimdallr69 wrote: Immortal John Ripper wrote: Heim are you from any state that Romney won during 2012 election? Because it would explain alot. Washington and Oregon I don't vote or pay attention so did either of these states vote for him? nope but he did get all the states that are stereotyped for being popular with incest. this thread also reminded me of this. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4utH5uWK6c Dear Diary - The thoughts of a madman.
Immortal John Ripper 25135	Posted - 2014.10.16 17:17:00 - [13] - Quote Okay I admit it. It is my alt. Not much of a stretch right? I am the man of a thousand alts. (I wonder if I can make that phrase catch on... Man of a thousand alts...) Dear Diary - The thoughts of a madman.
Immortal John Ripper 25136	Posted - 2014.10.16 17:25:00 - [14] - Quote Derrith Erador wrote: Immortal John Ripper wrote: Okay I admit it. It is my alt. Not much of a stretch right? I am the man of a thousand alts. (I wonder if I can make that phrase catch on... Man of a thousand alts...) waits for Sota.... Any minute now. Sota constantly makes you alts to get around ban filter, I do it for fun. Sota does not hide his identity. I could be anyone. For all you know I am also Heim. I could be 50% of the people posting in this thread. My likes had to come from some where, from several hundred alts of mine. :p Dear Diary - The thoughts of a madman.