SoTa Senpai wrote:I regret reading this thread, it's littered with someone who needs to go outside and stop spewing bullshit on the forums. HvLP was never yours, and never will be. The heart of the group will belong to those of us who worked for it - and not the person who tried to split it apart again and again.
Well,
You're right. HvLP is yours. Regardless of the fact that you had no name for your corp. The entire concept of Anime Empire was yours. The corporation? Yours.
The tag? Mine.
I wish I could go back and unwrite this post, because the fact of the matter is that I like to spew random bullshit to throw people off and out, but my motto is and always will be "If you're going to be bad, be bad with a purpose."
I did it. It's done. To delete it now would be cowardice.
Regardless of the troll I always throw the truth in there, because I want to draw out a reaction in order to find out what I don't already know. I also care a lot about other people who don't give a crap about me. Sad but true.
Now, this is my public declaration:
HvLP, what it was, belongs to you, SoTa. HvLP, what it is, is under your sole ownership. Right now, I'm giving up any and all claims to it.
I no longer want to be associated with the disgrace it ended up being. I'm ashamed I ever wore any tags under Anime Empire. If you want the truth. (Besides my own.)
I made promises to you which I backed out on. Why? Because you threw me for a loop and changed course. As soon as fanfest happened the SoTa PoP that I had initially drawn up everything with was gone.
Everything changed.
Moreover, Heim, before SoTa even finally came to HvLP you had been telling me about your desire to go to Nyain San and the only reason you stayed for as long as you did was because I asked you to.
WE started this together, us three:
Heimdallr69 = Left for Nyain San after a month or two, told me he biomassed when fanfest came out as well, and stopped talking. So much for the "never giving up", eh? ;)
SoTa PoP = Threw his account into biomass the day fanfest came out. I had to talk to you to get you to unmake that decision. Imagine, you would have had to start from scratch with Legion if it had not been for me. You were ready and willing to abandon everyone at the flick of a switch. Taught me a lot about the type of person I was really working with and because of this new revelation the foundation that I had already built began to slowly crack.
This whole thing was supposed to be with you two... and where were you both? Where were YOU? I ****** up, because I was the only one who was still there and the contract forged was not ever supposed to be on my back entirely. I was left to be the one to carry everyone back into relevance after you self destructed and I failed. Because guess what? That wasn't the deal. I don't make good on promises I never made and I certainly am not loyal to people who abandon me.
At the end of the day, I was there. Even when my internet went out, I went out of my way to be there for everyone. Because that's what a good person and leader does. You find yourself in a drought? Even if I hated your guts I'd still give you water.
What you may or may not have done in the beginning, SoTa, is beyond me. All I know is that the definition of the start lies within the finish. How did you finish? How did you leave things? Same to you Heim.
You constantly were talking about people with passion. How you wanted people with passion and it was a requirement. But out of all of us, I'm the one who's still burning. You burnt out at the sight of water.
This isn't an argument. This isn't a conversation and this sure as hell isn't up for discussion. The only response that needs to be made from the both of you is an apology to me. I won't read anything else.
Atiim, if you are reading this:
Contact me and I will give you what you requested.