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B1ack ice
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Posted - 2014.09.15 21:14:00 -
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Now, what would you classify as corporation hopping?
I've been in the following corporations:
Knights of Ender Umbrella Logistics D.A.R.K L.E.G.I.O.N 0uter.Heaven Ancient Exiles.
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THE FOLLOWING CORPORATIONS ARE BASICALLY ONE: *Rolls eyes*
Ancient Ecchi Heaven's Lost Property No Game No Life EnvyUs. Fooly Cooly. Tokyo Ravens
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Inner.Hell Pure Evil.
I became friends with CEO of Knights of Ender, MRBH1997, and at the beginning of my DUST career I joined his corporation. I was confused on what I wanted to do in the game so I played some matches with some friends in Umbrella Logistics and decided that I should leave KOE to grow as a player.
When I first started playing the game I would always go into matches and get stomped by D.A.R.K L.E.G.I.O.N, so I worked off of the assumption that DL was one of the better corporations in the game, if not the best, and made an outlined goal to get in.
I left Umbrella Logistics after my best friend in the corporation turned on me and a day later got into DL by sitting in my friend's tank and killing them all in some back-to-back matches against them. One secret many don't know about me is that I'm a very good gunner apparently.
I became best friends with the director, and Ares (CEO of D.A.R.K L.E.G.I.O.N) best friend, Cenex Langly. :)
I was in DL for about a month or two and then became aggravated at the in-house drama and lack of squadding, so I told Cenex that I was going to take my leave and he left as well for the same reasons. He went to 0uter.Heaven and I wanted to be in the same corporation as him. Plus, I loved the tags and some of my other friends were in 0.H as well.
I was a Logi back then with no proto suit, SP placed randomly everywhere (Probably the worst allocation of a player in the game... LOL) and hence I died a lot. The only reason I got into 0uter.Heaven is because I was in a pub match against Tibs and Reiselia, was the only one on the team to not go negative, and hunted him downed and murdered him after he killed me. He told me to send my app in. I did.
Let me be clear: I LOVED 0UTER.HEAVEN. :)
Everyone was great, Tibs was going to help get me situated with a more suitable role (slaying) and I was overall very pleased.
Then Radar came back. I didn't know him and when I joined he had left the game seeing as PS4 just released.
The attitude change was very unfavorable. I didn't want to be carried, and it seemed as though they had no room for me to really get involved and start carrying.
The core group was set and that was that. After the fallout of the war with AE, which I refused to vote in on the grounds of Switzerland, a lot of people started leaving and I was bound and determined to stick with them because I don't just up and leave for no reason or get going when the going gets tough. I ended up leaving because I felt 1. unwelcome and 2. that if I really wanted to carry I wasn't going to be able to learn there. I heard I was being called a scrub behind my back and understood that if I wanted to be in 0uter.Heaven in the future and get anything done I needed to be a confident player in myself and in the game. Kaughst leaving, one of the most awesome people I have met in the game, was the nail on that coffin.
I left and joined AE after becoming friends with DJINN Rampage. <3
I started talking to him on the forums and then started talking in-game. He sat with me in the redline and taught me how to strafe.
Ancient Exiles is, hands down, the best corporation in the game and the only one I regret leaving save for my own.
I ended up leaving because of a misunderstanding and some random in Corp starting drama and sending me messages. ETC
I left AE and joined Ancient Ecchi, Heimdallr69's corp. He and I both got the same treatment from some people in AE and bonded over that. Was funny too, because I never thought I would talk with or be in the same room as Heim. xD I had lots of animosity towards him and he didn't like me either.
We became great friends and through him I joined the channel Anime Empire and met SoTa PoP. I really loved the concept of Anime Empire and started getting really excited about it. SoTa talks a very big game. They didn't have name for the corporation and I was talking with Heim about what some of his favorite anime's were. He told me about Heaven's Lost Property and it just clicked. HEAVEN'S LOST PROPERTY....
I personally felt, with what happened with 0uter.Heaven and AE, that it was a perfect tag. I created the corporation and came to the understanding that I no longer cared about Anime Empire as a whole. If it came to it, I would sit in HvLP by myself because it was MINE.
I even said this essentially and thought that it was clear.
I decided to allow it to be the Anime corp, because I thought SoTa and I were two like minded individuals who could work/come together to achieve something amazing.
Why not make what is already a great thing even greater? I though, "There's really no down-side to this."
"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game." - Babe Ruth
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B1ack ice
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Posted - 2014.09.15 21:15:00 -
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I sat in the corporation with Heimdall for a month or more, recruited all of our star players, and 2 days after SoTa finally joined and brought everyone else with him I lost my internet. IDK how, but when I was gone Kain Spero took the shares of MY corporation and CEO was passed between SoTa to Anon and then to Blaze. Fanfest happened and everyone lost their cool and went AWOL, leaving friends and corpmates with nothing. Promises were constantly being made and never kept.
GREAT IDEAS, AMAZING CONCEPT, in the end nothing. ROR
I came back and made a series of bad decisions trying to clean up everyone else's mess.
The truth is that I began to see my corporation HvLP in a different light. TAINTED and ****** with. Heim left while my internet went out as well. Everything went to Hell.
I created No Game No Life, because I was told that we couldn't have an Anime corporation without an Anime name. (Like they even had a name before I came along.) I had friends that I cared about and so I went along with it for them, but in the back of my head I still had my own ideas and goals in mind and started talking with Rampage again. Through everything we were still losing members for every member I recruited and I was taking on more than I initially signed up for considering. The idea of merging was brought up and it was a good move.
Because working with Rampage would have proved more successful than working with someone who talks more than they do.
Bottom-line everyone threw a tantrum and it was dismissed. I went back to NGNL. Then left NGNL to sit in another untainted corporation by myself and everyone followed me. Then SoTa told me I was a traitor and I became tired so I decided to sacrifice self because I didn't care anymore I just didn't want to be yelled at and I wasn't confident enough to not care about what someone else GÇ£thinksGÇ¥.
I went to Fooly Cooly as a show of compliance and to prove that I was not a traitor.
Hated the EFFING name. I went to Tokyo Ravens with my friend BLAZ3 X after the alliance was formed and GÇ£the tags didn't matter as long as you were in the allianceGÇ¥.
Things were supposed to happen and they didn't, BLAZ3 quit DUST and I left to help one of my better friends Blitz with Inner.Hell. Regardless of the hate, animosity, etc, I was willing to work past it all.
Then Blitz was gone and I felt like the job I came there for was done and there was no need for me there. I left and joined Pure Evil for Rampage.
Rampage is off doing his own thing and now I'm with Kalante in xXNatural-DisasterXx
"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game." - Babe Ruth
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B1ack ice
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Posted - 2014.09.15 21:16:00 -
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So, corp hopping?
Corporation hopping implies that I am disloyal and a flight risk.
Well, I AM a flight risk. I have very clear requirements and standards; if they aren't met, then I flyyyyy. If I join a corporation for someone specifically and they aren't there, what is the reason to stay?
I'm loyal to people who are loyal to me. If you make promises that you fail to keep, then you can respectively go f_ck yourself. My word is just as good as yours. You make a promise to me and I promise you whatever it was I promised in exchange for you keeping your initial word. You don't keep it, there's no word of mine to keep.
Corporation hoppers? Corporation leadership needs to actually lead and then maybe people wouldn't jump. Trix are for kids? This bunny is bouncing.
"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game." - Babe Ruth
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B1ack ice
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Posted - 2014.09.15 21:18:00 -
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"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game." - Babe Ruth
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B1ack ice
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Posted - 2014.09.27 04:13:00 -
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SoTa Senpai wrote:I regret reading this thread, it's littered with someone who needs to go outside and stop spewing bullshit on the forums. HvLP was never yours, and never will be. The heart of the group will belong to those of us who worked for it - and not the person who tried to split it apart again and again.
Well,
You're right. HvLP is yours. Regardless of the fact that you had no name for your corp. The entire concept of Anime Empire was yours. The corporation? Yours.
The tag? Mine.
I wish I could go back and unwrite this post, because the fact of the matter is that I like to spew random bullshit to throw people off and out, but my motto is and always will be "If you're going to be bad, be bad with a purpose."
I did it. It's done. To delete it now would be cowardice.
Now, this is my public declaration:
HvLP, what it was, belongs to you, SoTa. HvLP, what it is, is under your sole ownership. Right now, I'm giving up any and all claims to it. I no longer want to be associated with the disgrace it ended up being. I'm ashamed I ever wore any tags under Anime Empire. If you want the truth. (Besides my own.)
I made promises to you which I backed out on. Why? Because you threw me for a loop and changed course. As soon as fanfest happened the SoTa PoP that I had initially drawn up everything with was gone.
Everything changed.
Moreover, Heim, before SoTa even finally came to HvLP you had been telling me about your desire to go to Nyain San and the only reason you stayed for as long as you did was because I asked you to.
WE started this together, us three:
Heimdallr69 = Left for Nyain San after a month or two, told me he biomassed when fanfest came out as well, and stopped talking. So much for the "never giving up", eh? ;)
SoTa PoP = Threw his account into biomass the day fanfest came out. I had to talk to you to get you to unmake that decision. Imagine, you would have had to start from scratch with Legion if it had not been for me. You were ready and willing to abandon everyone at the flick of a switch. Taught me a lot about the type of person I was really working with and because of this new revelation the foundation that I had already built began to slowly crack.
This whole thing was supposed to be with you two... and where were you both? Where were YOU? I ****** up, because I was the only one who was still there and the contract forged was not ever supposed to be on my back entirely. I was left to be the one to carry everyone back into relevance after you self destructed and I failed. Because guess what? That wasn't the deal. I don't make good on promises I never made and I certainly am not loyal to people who abandon me.
At the end of the day, I was there. Even when my internet went out, I went out of my way to be there for everyone. Because that's what a good person and leader does. You find yourself in a drought? Even if I hated your guts I'd still give you water.
What you may or may not have done in the beginning, SoTa, is beyond me. All I know is that the definition of the start lies within the finish. How did you finish? How did you leave things? Same to you Heim.
You constantly were talking about people with passion. How you wanted people with passion and it was a requirement. But out of all of us, I'm the one who's still burning. You burnt out at the sight of water.
This isn't an argument. This isn't a conversation and this sure as hell isn't up for discussion. The only response that needs to be made from the both of you is an apology to me. I won't read anything else.
Atiim, if you are reading this:
Contact me and I will give you what you requested.
If you're going to be bad, be bad with a purpose.
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B1ack ice
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Posted - 2014.09.27 07:47:00 -
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Heimdallr69 wrote:If I'd stayed you'd kicked me =ƒÿä like you did to my alt. just like I did in AE I did not allow you the satisfaction of kicking me cuz you were upset. Joining NS was the best thing I've done in dust I love these guys/girls.
There are only so many words I can say to you and I cannot control whether or not you believe the words I speak are true, but I will deliver this with 100% sincerity and be genuine with you.
I would have never kicked you.
Ever.
The only reason I kicked your alts is because when I came back I conducted a purge. You left for NS, weren't talking to me, and I had no idea what was going on with who so I did what was needed to be done to get organized and hopefully pick up the pieces by starting from scratch. I kicked over 50 members who were inactive or alts.
If you had stayed in the corporation though, I would have never kicked your alt. If you had kept in touch, I would have never kicked your alt. You are you. Not only are you are great player, but I cared about you very much. I don't feel that I should have to repeat this fact so many times as I thought it was already out there. You really don't understand the depth behind what I'm saying, do you?
So, believe me or not, I would have never kicked you and I took no satisfaction of having to kick your alt. I took no satisfaction in parting as friends and I'd like to say that I had nothing to do with it. That's all on you.
But, in the end, I'm glad you're happy. Sad to hear that the majority of NS has left the game though. I actually legitimately miss Nyain Spambush.
If you're going to be bad, be bad with a purpose.
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Posted - 2014.09.27 07:54:00 -
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CUSE TOWN333 wrote: that was some real days of are lives, general hospital type mumbo jumbo.
You people confuse me. Especially the ones on Youtube, who complain about how much the artist sucks, how much they don't like them, and how they wouldn't waste their precious time listening to such crap yet they just gave the video another view and literally took the time to use the search engine, type in the name, and look through videos. DAFUQ
If you're going to be bad, be bad with a purpose.
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Posted - 2014.09.27 08:41:00 -
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CUSE TOWN333 wrote:B1ack ice wrote:CUSE TOWN333 wrote: that was some real days of are lives, general hospital type mumbo jumbo. You people confuse me. Especially the ones on Youtube, who complain about how much the artist sucks, how much they don't like them, and how they wouldn't waste their precious time listening to such crap yet they just gave the video another view and literally took the time to use the search engine, type in the name, and look through videos. DAFUQ you have given some heartfelt speeches in the past and there is absolutely nothing wrong with being yourself. but that last one was a little long winded.
The last one was actually me being myself. Well, sh!t. :(
I WANT TO BE AN AIRBORNE RANGER!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpriWNBHCVk
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Posted - 2014.09.27 08:51:00 -
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OMG KAUGHST!! I've missed you! You wouldn't believe what I did to a tank yesterday!
I accidentally deleted your new account off PSN because I thought you were someone else! Add me back! NAOOOOOOOOOOO!
I NEEEEDDDDD URRRR LOVVVEEEEEE
I WANT TO BE AN AIRBORNE RANGER!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpriWNBHCVk
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Posted - 2014.09.27 08:54:00 -
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CUSE TOWN333 wrote:B1ack ice wrote:CUSE TOWN333 wrote:B1ack ice wrote:CUSE TOWN333 wrote: that was some real days of are lives, general hospital type mumbo jumbo. You people confuse me. Especially the ones on Youtube, who complain about how much the artist sucks, how much they don't like them, and how they wouldn't waste their precious time listening to such crap yet they just gave the video another view and literally took the time to use the search engine, type in the name, and look through videos. DAFUQ you have given some heartfelt speeches in the past and there is absolutely nothing wrong with being yourself. but that last one was a little long winded. The last one was actually me being myself. Well, ****. :( your no fun to friendly troll a little i feel as if dust may have taken some of you sense of humor away and that happy go lucky girl i grew to like on the forums. i blame CCP
:( Well, it wasn't DUST. I've actually been quite disheartened. I'm confused. Legitimately.
Please tell me, what did you think of me before? Because I can't remember who I was to be honest. I don't even know who I am these days. LOL Sad but true.
I WANT TO BE AN AIRBORNE RANGER!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpriWNBHCVk
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Posted - 2014.09.27 09:02:00 -
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Kaughst wrote:B1ack ice wrote:OMG KAUGHST!! I've missed you! You wouldn't believe what I did to a tank yesterday!
I accidentally deleted your new account off PSN because I thought you were someone else! Add me back! NAOOOOOOOOOOO!
I NEEEEDDDDD URRRR LOVVVEEEEEE I thought you hated me...than I was like whatevs... then I started crying I was like D; WHY DID SHE LEAVE ME WHAT DID I DO WRONG than I ate a bucket of Ice Cream...true story...also you shouldn't paint tanks pink, the drivers don't like that.
OMFG I have missed you so much. Add me back plz. My main PSN is jediprincess777. Add me back or I cry and you die. If you remember correctly, in our local chat, this is a democracy. You can either be ruled by us your entire life or have your head chopped off. You were sure we'd have a high approval rating and you were totally right. Spot on.
Anyways...
You know that time I jihadded two tanks at once? Well, PFFF, let me tell you I thought that was my greatest moment in DUST EVVAAA, but OMIGAWD two days ago! OMG Kaughst!
You know the map with the table top in the center and the towers? Well... I have learned to fly dropships and I took one up to tower to clear them out and lo and behold there was a railgun tank up there... and a sniper. So, I jump out of dropship, shotgun sniper. Then I proceed to hop on top of tank and toss remotes down... Well, what I was not expecting was him to start moving. Next thing I know the tank is flying off of the tower with me surfing on it the whole way down. I feared for my life, but turns out I just rode it the whole way down to the ground. Now, I knew my basic remotes weren't going to destroy him. I just wanted the damage WP, but turns out HAHA he did damage to himself from impact and I jumped off of tank as soon as it hit the ground and blew him up. HAHAHAHAHA OMG So Awesome. I wish you were there. :(
I WANT TO BE AN AIRBORNE RANGER!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpriWNBHCVk
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Posted - 2014.09.27 09:04:00 -
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Kaughst wrote:B1ack ice wrote:OMG KAUGHST!! I've missed you! You wouldn't believe what I did to a tank yesterday!
I accidentally deleted your new account off PSN because I thought you were someone else! Add me back! NAOOOOOOOOOOO!
I NEEEEDDDDD URRRR LOVVVEEEEEE I thought you hated me...than I was like whatevs... then I started crying I was like D; WHY DID SHE LEAVE ME WHAT DID I DO WRONG than I ate a bucket of Ice Cream...true story...also you shouldn't paint tanks pink, the drivers don't like that.
WAIT! WAIT! Hold on one second! What flavor of ice cream, goddammit?!
Your answer to this question will determine your fate.
I WANT TO BE AN AIRBORNE RANGER!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpriWNBHCVk
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Posted - 2014.09.27 09:12:00 -
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CUSE TOWN333 wrote:i actually enjoyed how you express yourself. because a lot of the girls i know get all upset about something but lack the ability to say whats wrong.
Well, not me. I figure the best way to resolve a problem is by addressing it. If the problem isn't solved, I usually just remove myself from the equation.
:/
I just get it all out there! But, I've been thinking lately that my proactive nature is causing problems in itself. Sometimes you create problems by trying to solve ones that aren't even there. Push someone hard enough because you're afraid they'll leave, and they'll go crashing out of your life in a heartbeat.
It's counter-productive.
I WANT TO BE AN AIRBORNE RANGER!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpriWNBHCVk
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Posted - 2014.09.27 09:17:00 -
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Kaughst wrote:B1ack ice wrote:Kaughst wrote:B1ack ice wrote:OMG KAUGHST!! I've missed you! You wouldn't believe what I did to a tank yesterday!
I accidentally deleted your new account off PSN because I thought you were someone else! Add me back! NAOOOOOOOOOOO!
I NEEEEDDDDD URRRR LOVVVEEEEEE I thought you hated me...than I was like whatevs... then I started crying I was like D; WHY DID SHE LEAVE ME WHAT DID I DO WRONG than I ate a bucket of Ice Cream...true story...also you shouldn't paint tanks pink, the drivers don't like that. WAIT! WAIT! Hold on one second! What flavor of ice cream, goddammit?! Your answer to this question will determine your fate. Neapolitan ice cream...the King's food....I will add you once I get my HDTV out of the other room tomorrow, by which I mean steal. Also this tank surfing intrigues and excites me.
I know. Me too. My favorite ice cream is Chocolate Mint Chip! You have passed my test, my child. Congratz. I shall welcome you into our new world order. You shall rule by my side as my faithful companion. Together we shall behead any transgressors and in heaven they will vote for my reelection. Oh Yeahhhh....
Tank surfing is amazing. I actually had like an adrenaline rush from it, and I don't know if you can tell but I'm still high off of that experience. :D
If you need any help with Grand Theft Auto, I will assist you... Petty theft is below me.
I WANT TO BE AN AIRBORNE RANGER!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpriWNBHCVk
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Posted - 2014.10.16 03:29:00 -
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Long Evity wrote:Jigoku No ReizaSan wrote:SoTa Senpai wrote:I regret reading this thread, it's littered with someone who needs to go outside and stop spewing bullshit on the forums. HvLP was never yours, and never will be. The heart of the group will belong to those of us who worked for it - and not the person who tried to split it apart again and again. I told you time and time again SoTa that you shouldn't have gave her any type of leadership honestly one of the reasons I left HvLP and Fooly Cooly, actually I'm impressed she's able to manipulate grown men with her... "female parts" to get ANY type of leadership in ANY corp yea she's somewhat cool to play with... I use that term loosely in this situation, but she can't lead a corp. The one thing with HvLP I wanted to do was give people a chance. She spoke big - so I gave her a chance to back it up. Didn't realize she would **** on everything and claim it, lol.
K
Now that I've figured it all out, I'm gonna put on my big girl panties, and do something I've never done before.
HvLP is mine.
The only person in HvLP who wasn't full of **** was me.
While Heim was in HvLP, he wanted nothing more than to leave and only stayed for as long as he did thanks to the "magical powers of my p_ssy" according to Jigoku. LOL
SoTa PoP threw his character into biomass the day fanfest came out and was ready to abandon everyone at the flip of a switch if it wasn't for "the magical powers of my p_ssy".
The most ******** thing SoTa told me I wanted to do with HvLP was merge with Rampage. I would have kept control over the corporation as CEO, gained over 30 members, boosted activity, and had more leadership on to help me tackle the tantrums that you adolescent children would throw every other minute.
SoTa did nothing but ***** about DUST, and even went to the extent of verbally insulting others who brought up the subject to him in parties. Then 3 weeks later... Guess who's on DUST and applying to Pure Evil.? (AKA Rampage's corp) GG SoTa
You are right. The three of us should have never worked together, because, in the end, "the magical powers of my *****" were the only hope we had. People needed to stop d!cking around and grow some balls. That never happened.
In conclusion, I'll leave you guys to continue sucking each other off.
GG was VERY EZ - No RE
If you're going to be bad, be bad in bed.
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Posted - 2014.10.16 11:22:00 -
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*Yawns*
Heim, From the moment you were born, has there ever been a point where you've actually told the truth?
Now, just so there's no mistaking it, that was a rhetorical question. I don't actually care about any answer you'd give me. Surely, that'd just be another lie.
If you're going to be bad, be bad in bed.
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Posted - 2014.10.16 11:45:00 -
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Long Evity wrote:BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH I left all of these people I care so much about in the hands of "poor, poor, poor leadership". BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
You ready? Wait for it... Wait for it...
K.
*Goes back to listening to Taylor Swift.*
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Let me see if I get this:
In the beginning of HvLP it was Heim, SoTa, and I.
Heim left.
SoTa left.
The entire idea of Anime Empire was for everyone to work together to achieve something amazing.
You both left ME to carry everything on my back alone when I was a "CEO in training", according to SoTa.
The deal was that I had a job and I would do it.
You both had roles that I could not fill, especially in terms of PC and logistics.
Instead, you bail on me and all of the plans we had together because you both got "annoyed" and rage quit, and I'm the bad leader?
I'm talking to the people who came up with the plan, am I not?
After you both left it was no longer yours, it and the responsibility of the people in it were ALL on me. So, I had free reign to try and attempt to find any resolution I could to the problems you created. You forsook your beloved Anime Empire (The DUST side).
When things don't go according to the plan....
Well, you expect me to follow along?
When I make promises with someone and they break all of them, I'm taking them to court for Breach of Contract.
"Pay attention to the fine print. It's far more important than the selling price." - Frank Underwood
GG was VERY EZ
Like it or not, you're both known as rage quitters. You backed out of the game and backed out on your team.
You don't get to place blame on other people for losing the PC. In so many words, f_ck off.
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Posted - 2014.10.16 12:41:00 -
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If I could go back in time, I would do things differently.
I couldn't do it all by myself and made a fool of myself trying to take on more than I could handle.
In retrospect, I should have put the dog down instead of letting it suffer trying to save it.
That much did make me a bad leader, but at least I wasn't the one who beat the dog.
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CUSE TOWN333 wrote:you know how many times i come up with a gameplan before a PC and that plan goes to crap 4min into the game. the best leaders in this game are the ones who can react calmly when what they had planed does not go there way without quitting and then changing there corp tags 100 times.
Those same leaders have obviously built cohesion, synergy, and chosen each other over a confidence that was planted and then watered carefully under the rising and setting sun of time, which we also didn't have thanks to CCP.
Something can never amount from nothing.
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CUSE TOWN333 wrote:B1ack ice wrote:CUSE TOWN333 wrote:you know how many times i come up with a gameplan before a PC and that plan goes to crap 4min into the game. the best leaders in this game are the ones who can react calmly when what they had planed does not go there way without quitting and then changing there corp tags 100 times. Those same leaders have obviously built cohesion, synergy, and chosen each other over a confidence that was planted and then watered carefully under the rising and setting sun of time, which we also didn't have thanks to CCP. Something can never amount from nothing. 100 corps? I think you're exaggerating a bit... was not pointing to your corp drifting but leaders in general for many different corps. just take a look at the landscape in PC right now and you will see few corps you recognise from couple months ago. leaders can be trained but only if they have a strong sense of self and a deep loyalty to the cause. if you do not believe in yourself and who you are it makes it difficult for other people to believe in you and follow you into battle.
LOL
I've been learning a lot about confidence lately. I have been insecure because I thought I was helping people, but all I was doing was hurting everyone around me, especially myself.
Let's just say I have had a life altering revelation about confidence. It really is the key to success.
I love the irony... it keeps being brought up in different ways from different people... it's a sign.
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Posted - 2014.10.16 15:24:00 -
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Commander Shepard III wrote:CUSE TOWN333 wrote:you know how many times i come up with a gameplan before a PC and that plan goes to crap 4min into the game. the best leaders in this game are the ones who can react calmly when what they had planed does not go there way without quitting and then changing there corp tags 100 times. I like the term "just wing it" or "we are winging it". Sometimes winging it is the best gameplan
^^^ Exactly.
John! I MISS YOU!
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Posted - 2014.10.16 15:44:00 -
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Commander Shepard III wrote:B1ack ice wrote:Commander Shepard III wrote:CUSE TOWN333 wrote:you know how many times i come up with a gameplan before a PC and that plan goes to crap 4min into the game. the best leaders in this game are the ones who can react calmly when what they had planed does not go there way without quitting and then changing there corp tags 100 times. I like the term "just wing it" or "we are winging it". Sometimes winging it is the best gameplan ^^^ Exactly. John! I MISS YOU! :D I know
You should come back to AE. I need you here with me. :(
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Posted - 2014.10.16 15:46:00 -
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Commander Shepard III wrote:Lol I just made a corp. I'm not going to pull a Rampage :P
DJINN RampageCEO = LOL
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Posted - 2014.10.16 16:09:00 -
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CUSE TOWN333 wrote: confidence is on of the most attractive qualities in a women. i had a girlfriend who was a model but for some strange reason she was insecure and did not have much confidence. i tryed my best to make it work but i cant believe in someone who does not believe in themself.
So true. If you want to hear a story:
My friend was talking about how he almost always trusts his gut.
I got to thinking about confidence.
The same friend also informed me about how I am trollbait...
Which got me thinking about insecurities.
Trolls feed off of people with insecurities.
I have been subject to trolling, because I was confident about something and ignored it because I "felt" that I shouldn't be judgmental, maybe somehow there was a chance that I am wrong. I didn't want to "feel" like anybody else would think of me as an arrogant prick when I may not actually know what I am talking about.
Trolls, and people who do not have your best interest, feed off of that little bit of doubt until it mutates into something unprecedented.
Then I started thinking about people who are confident in who they are and what they know. How there are people who, even when they don't know, they still win because they bluffed with a **** hand. Their poker face was THAT good or how one of the greatest moves in chess was a guy sacrificing his Queen.
Then I thought about the one time I ever stood up for myself in school.
I couldn't do anything in reality, but I told this girl what to do because I was confident in myself and that she was going to do whatever the f_ck I said because I told her to. That was that. There was no room for discussion.
This girl had knocked over my stuff on purpose on the way from Gym to Lunch and I snapped. I told her that I was going to stand there and watch while she picked up my sh!t and that I wasn't going to move until she did it. The teacher tried to get involved and I basically told her she can shove it where the sun don't shine.
This girl could have made me look like a fool just standing there. But, no, in front of the entire class she did what I told her to do even though she literally didn't have to. Because I had confidence. Because I had confidence, an adult, who had the authority, bowed down essentially to a 13 year old girl.
Later, I was told this girl was going around saying how she was going to kick my ass but only other time I heard from her was when she was kissing it.
In the words of a character from Bakemonogatari, "I don't know everything. I only know what I know." :D
Confidence is a beautiful thing. I also went on a hunting spree and found out a bunch of information, proving myself right about everything my discernment was initially telling me.
It truly does feel great to be back. :3
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Posted - 2014.10.16 16:31:00 -
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Derrith Erador wrote:DJINN Rampage wrote:B1ack ice wrote:Commander Shepard III wrote:Lol I just made a corp. I'm not going to pull a Rampage :P DJINN RampageCEO = LOL damn, feelings=hurt. Oh don't feel bad about it. The worst thing our Princess did as FA leadership was giving me leadership. I've sent while in Tso's two alliance mails, one saying "hey I can send alliance mails!" and the other saying "whales are life". You would not believe how butthurt and angry EVE guys get when you do that stuff. "Stop goofing around in a video game! This is serious business!!!"
If someone told me that I'd be like...
"You are a ---"
*TBC in next post.*
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Posted - 2014.10.16 16:32:00 -
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Heimdallr69 wrote:That's cute. I may love my KDR but I've never raged quit before, I'm not you. Well honestly HvLP doesn't matter to me anymore, those of us who were friends while in it are still friends. The only thing that changed is that HvLP isn't a corp. Blah blah blah it's all Heims and Sota's fault blah blah. You'd think we'd be more upset considering this had about a year of Sota and I saving ISK and planning it, but in the end it was our poor decision of letting someone else be CEO of our corp that ruined everything so I guess you're right the fault lies with Sota and I.
BLAH BLAH BLAH
"You are A Depressed Whale."
BLAH BLAH BLAH
MORE LIES
BLAH BLAH BLAH
...
K
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B1ack ice wrote:"You are A Depressed Whale." Oh, btw, never said it was all of you and SoTa faults. In fact, you weren't even relevant for when your presence could have truly made a difference you were already gone. I'm merely defending myself against fraudulent attacks that claim it was all of mine.
^^^ EDIT
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Posted - 2014.10.16 17:33:00 -
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And GODDAMMIT
WTF?!
This thread was supposed to be about Corp history/Hopping... not another b!tchfest about HvLP.
Seriously.
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Posted - 2014.10.16 17:51:00 -
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superjoe360x wrote: I always had a squad going in DL and never did I ever have trouble getting in a squad so I dunno what happened there. You were always welcome. Yes we gave you hell sometimes but it was all in good fun. I also tried to stear you clear of the logi with a shotgun idea. You were missed when you left. The inside tension at the time was due to the war that we were suppose to be helping OH with and then they quit. They gave up and left DL and Paradox to the wolves. We fought hard and held out through the end of 2013 before succumbing to the enemy. War always creates tension and you just happened to show up at that exact time.
You have been missed, Superjoe.
Although, I probably spared you. I have been rather overly dramatic.
I usually just bail when things get rough out of insecurity.
BUT, you should add me on PSN.
It's I-NINJA-ALL-NITE.
:)
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Posted - 2014.10.16 18:18:00 -
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A look into the mind of B1ack ice:
Why all the dramatics?
"I've seen Damon at his worst and I actually think he enjoys the way it makes him feel. It's like the more pain he can cause, the more reasons there are for people to hate him. He wants to confirm everyone's lowest expectations of him."
^^^ Stupid, I know. But, insecurity can be a ***** and some time she goes by B1ack ice.
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Commander Shepard III wrote: Copy cat
I originally created it to troll Marauder by sending him a creepy random stalker message, but I hate my old main I.D. so I decided to be the homosexual I am and go with it.
Also, I will have you know, night is totally the opposite of day!
And you! YOU ARE A FRAUD! Your name isn't even John!
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Posted - 2014.10.16 20:32:00 -
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Commander Shepard III wrote:B1ack ice wrote:Commander Shepard III wrote: Copy cat
I originally created it to troll Marauder by sending him a creepy random stalker message, but I hate my old main I.D. so I decided to be the homosexual I am and go with it. Also, I will have you know, night is totally the opposite of day! And you! YOU ARE A FRAUD! Your name isn't even John! Lol Ninja-all-day is better
You suck.
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Jigoku No ReizaSan wrote:I chose this quote because you talk a lot on the forums about useless sh*t and I'm not going to read where you responded last, but you even have to admit if you were a male you wouldn't really have roles in any competitive corp ...
Yo Jigoku,
I have news for you. Every time I look at the killboard before battle and see your name on the other side I say "Look, another free kill."
Congratz. o7
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Jigoku No ReizaSan wrote: I can probably tell you all 10 reasons from the previous corps I've been in and witnessed, hell one of them disbanded entirely because the pressure was to great for the CEO, but there are also Pros to being a CEO and I think Natalie wanted to get those Pros while being blind to the Cons as-well.
You should really see a doctor bout dem delusions, Jigoku.
You don't even exist in my world, so you have a lot of nerve acting as though you know what's going on in it.
You knew me in O.H, when I was a scrub and you wanted the V just like everyone else, if not more. So, if I was you, I'd shut up before I start to have some fun with some of your old PSN messages.
:)
If it makes you feel better I'll give you some closure about our "relationship"...
I really hate being around people who cry all the time, especially the opposite sex. You got annoying, I stopped trying to be friends with you, and you got butthurt about it. If you want, I can always make a thread just for you where you can let it all out if it'll make you feel special.
You're just another one of the many fanboys applications of which I rejected to my fanclub. Call me an elitist, because I have recruitment standards.
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Posted - 2014.10.17 07:32:00 -
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Immortal John Ripper wrote:B1ack ice wrote:Jigoku No ReizaSan wrote: I can probably tell you all 10 reasons from the previous corps I've been in and witnessed, hell one of them disbanded entirely because the pressure was to great for the CEO, but there are also Pros to being a CEO and I think Natalie wanted to get those Pros while being blind to the Cons as-well.
You should really see a doctor bout dem delusions, Jigoku. You don't even exist in my world, so you have a lot of nerve acting as though you know what's going on in it. You knew me in O.H, when I was a scrub and you wanted the V just like everyone else, if not more. So, if I was you, I'd shut up before I start to have some fun with some of your old PSN messages. :) If it makes you feel better I'll give you some closure about our "relationship"... I really hate being around people who cry all the time, especially the opposite sex. You got annoying, I stopped trying to be friends with you, and you got butthurt about it. If you want, I can always make a thread just for you where you can let it all out if it'll make you feel special. You're just another one of the many fanboys applications of which I rejected to my fanclub. Call me an elitist, because I have recruitment standards. He can join my fanclub... Tacos for everyone!
Hey John...
Can I join your fanclub?
If you won't accept me because I'm B1ack, I will have you know I can take you to court over discrimination. Racism is a crime!
Plus... you know... I'm a girl... If that helps...
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Posted - 2014.10.17 11:05:00 -
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The last thing I will say about HvLP:
It was amazing.
Try to understand this from my perspective:
I had helped create something I loved with people I loved.
I really felt like sh!t because everything was great and everything was about to get so much better.
I had my best friend with me and, together, we recruited players until SoTa could finally actually wear the tags and bring everyone else along with him.
SoTa finally joined, everyone started flooding in with him, and two days later my internet went out. After planning for months.
Fanfest happened.
My best friend and I fell apart.
SoTa was rightfully hurt by the company he had invested his time in and didn't want to play the game any more.
He had told me he was there for me, but I didn't believe or feel it. I didn't want to bother him, so I said nothing.
Besides all of that, what I did say wasn't communicated.
So, I do take complete responsibility for my end. I finally got my internet back and I didn't do what needed to be done because I was at a complete loss as well as completely lost.
I shouldn't have continued to ***** about this whole thing, but I did so because I have been EMO.
I was extremely hurt in more ways than one, but that doesn't excuse what I did because I was hurting. I really LOVED HvLP.
I'd like to call for a truce.
I don't hate any of you, I should have handled it differently than I did, and no one should pass the blame. Although, I do blame myself for my actions, lack thereof, my words, etc. Can't change any of it... I can only move forward and make sure I am a more confident/secure person in the future who handles things with grace and maturity.
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Posted - 2014.10.17 16:05:00 -
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Heimdallr69 wrote:If you think the only one hurt was you then you're mistaken. Try not to forget Sota and I put over a year of planning and ISK into this and then we allowed someone else to be CEO, and let's face it, it doesn't matter who did all the work for building the corp at the end of the day what the CEO says is what goes. Sota and I never fell apart what fell apart was you. Not saying it's your fault but imagine when the two people who built the corp don't get along with the CEO. Also I stole dems and took him to FF14 with me which is where he's still at. I thought about making a new acc on there.
That's not the conversation that SoTa and I had.
According to him, I was supposed to be community manager but holding the title of CEO.
I just owned up to my side of things. I really don't know what to think, Heim. What am I supposed to think? I'm tired of thinking. I'm tired of the questions I have to ask myself, because you won't answer and I'm tired of trying to read your mind. Even when I have come to you and you have spoken to me you have lied to my face.
Like I said, I own up to everything I did wrong. I made a lot of mistakes.
The only one who didn't get along with me was you. As far as SoTa goes, we're watching anime right now. Do you know how many fake fights I've had with SoTa on the forums just because we're bored?
The difference between you and him is that he is my friend. He tells me straight forward what's going on and he communicates.
2 days ago I loved you, yesterday I felt nothing but hatred and disgust for you when I realized what was going on, and today I'm just sad. Every single problem between you and I was literally completely unnecessary. A series of things that didn't need to happen. I was a f_cktard and you did whatever it is you did. Why did it have to be so hard? It really didn't.
You should take a lesson from SoTa and be more straightforward. I haven't liked everything he's had to say, but at least I know it's coming from him. That's how he feels and what he thinks and he doesn't have a problem saying it exactly how he thinks it is.
ALL OF THIS didn't need to happen and ALL OF THIS wasn't ALL of my fault. It wasn't all of yours. And it wasn't all of SoTa's. You don't really apply in the fall of HvLP, although you did apply greatly in the fall of B1ack ice. If that counts for anything. No one blames you for HvLP.
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Posted - 2014.10.17 16:27:00 -
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Immortal John Ripper wrote:I should have been community manager... smh.
LOL True.
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Jigoku No ReizaSan wrote:B1ack ice wrote:Jigoku No ReizaSan wrote:I chose this quote because you talk a lot on the forums about useless sh*t and I'm not going to read where you responded last, but you even have to admit if you were a male you wouldn't really have roles in any competitive corp ... Yo Jigoku, I have news for you. Every time I look at the killboard before battle and see your name on the other side I say "Look, another free kill." Congratz. o7 You mean in your proto pub stomps in a full squad versus one lonely guy, lol I have news for you too I just rush in like a chicken who just lost his head in pubs... you should totally check me out in PC
1. Full squads?
I don't run in full squads all the time. In fact, I prefer to either run solo or with 1/2 people maxx.
2. Proto?
While it is true that I like to run proto, because I'm B1ack ice and proto suits are, in fact, black. (Seemed fitting.)
Right after 1.8 came out, and I stopped giving as many ***** as I used to, I recall a match where you were solo against me solo. I was in an ADV Caldari scout suit with a MLT shotgun and I killed you in every single role you're most likely specked into. You went through a lot of changes that round and none of them really worked like you probably thought they were going to.
It is true: Pub matches are not PC matches. Therefore, they really don't count, right? EZ mode.
So, then please tell me why you're going negative in EZ mode? If you don't enjoy playing the game, and run out like a chicken with your head cut off, like you claim, then you obviously take no enjoyment in playing pub matches. Therefore, why waste your time and play them at all? You can always just AFK in the MCC and get your SP, so don't use that excuse either. LOL
I love when a player "with skill" is going negative in a match that takes "no skill".
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