Heimdallr69 wrote:Zatara, don't listen to these haters. Apparently you're doing something right, outstanding players, still in PC, started from scratch even though I refused to help you... And you have an alliance.
Nobody hates Zatara...
I'm a little annoyed that you can't play a game, win, and actually hold the land you successfully defend... then someone can come along and just spam attacks and clone you out without actually killing anything in any of the actual matches. Then this person, who literally has no honor nor respect for anyone but himself, comes on the forums and starts talking **** like he did anything.
It's interesting psychology/sociology actually. This guy has been allied with what?
0uter.Heaven/Pradox = As soon as any trouble came, he jumped.
ERA/TP = As soon as any trouble came, he jumped.
Ancient Exiles = LOL He went to AE alliance as soon as he was about to get knocked out and they (for whatever insane reason) took him in after being enemies for how long. Then he jumps ship AGAIN.
He's been in so many alliances, betrayed all of them, and you all still love him like he's some type of hero. DAFUQ.
You're funny coming on here talking about haters when ALL YOU DO IS HATE, Heim.I mean, really. I could list off the number of people on here by name that I apparently hate. There's so much drama surrounding me on a 24 hour basis revolving around who I hate and who I don't hate and why I hate them. I mean, really? I'm a bad troll? LOL I'm not a troll. I'm just a great actor. I come onto the forums and I post whatever whenever because I like math and I like tearing apart peoples posts word for word like they are equations. It sounds like I'm angry apparently, but in reality the majority of you are just numbers to me.
Maybe I am childish for upholding a code of honor in a video game, but I cannot separate in-game from real life. Because you are a real person playing a video game in real life across an internet that connects other real people who are playing the same game in real life. Whatever you do, you do. Whatever you say, you say. Regardless of the setting, it came from somewhere.
Now, bring up my Corp history, Ben?
K. MY corporation, HvLP... let's talk about that. I started something... I lose internet. Shares are gone. I leave. I hop to another Corp that "HAS TO BE AN ANIME NAME" because I'm trying to honor my allies. Then I leave because that was not what I wanted and I was struggling between being what I feared to be "selfishness" versus "selflessness". But how many times have I given everything to everyone else and been completely and utterly f_cked over? K. Every other Corp move after HvLP (Not including Inner.Hell and Pure Evil) was a huge mistake. I should have just grown a pair of balls and told the people I was dealing with in question what I was going to do and that if they didn't like it they should f_ck off.
I'm a hater, why? Because I want my opponent to actually fight me? I'm the bad guy, because I want a competition where you can't just take the prize without doing the work to get it? At the end of the day, I don't care about who wins and who loses. I care about the fight. How was it won? How was it lost? How do we prevent against future losses? I care about the math.
So, in the words of someone special, "BLOW ME" and "I THINK YOU SHOULD SUCK MY D!CK."
Funny, those words sound real hateful to me, but at the end of the day I wasn't the one who said any of that.