PoP SoTa wrote:Slim Winning wrote:You leave ERA alone, we leave you alone. That's how it works.
Here's also how it works: You were a scrub ERA REFUSED to field until the very group your CEO is back stabbing gave you a chance.
So don't come up in my threads telling me 'how it is' I wrote the book and help found the group you're beating your chest over.
^^^
You can take someone with nothing, believe in them, care for them, and help them grow; give them a spotlight so they can shine, and the minute that anything goes wrong they bail. It's amazing how easily a person can forget who was there for them and took the time out of their day to even allow them the opportunity to be where they are now.
You can tell where someone's heart truly
lies when they don't care enough to bother digging for the
truth.
To the majority of you who left HvLP to go to ERA,
Touche; considering I was not in the picture, things were out of my control, and other people were not on to take care of you due to personal reasons. Then I made a FAILLLLL because I got all emotional about certain things. I had the best intentions, but that really doesn't mean anything because usually the worst things are done for the best of intentions sake. Oh well, I can't go back in the past and change anything. Time to build a bridge and get over it.
Just know that in the beginning, HvLP was not taken seriously, nor were any of you. SoTa was constantly appealing to everyone, especially other leaders, all the time on all of your behalves. ERA thought of HvLP as more of a community face for DNS in a time where they needed to save their own. NO ONE WANTED TO FIELD YOU and SoTa, more than anyone, had to practically beg/force them to do it.
Do I need to bring out Skype logs and post them here? Some of you were/are my own personal friends who I have the utmost confidence in and love for. I knew what you were capable of even in your worst moments.
There's this place I live in called the now; you should all visit me here some time. There is nothing I can do to change the past, but I can do something presently. So, please do me a favor and stop bringing it up. No one likes archeologists: people who dig up the past to make a profit because they can't come up with anything NEW.
Putting so much faith in people who had absolutely none in you isn't going to benefit you in any way. It's really sad for me, because you keep trying so hard to be accepted by these people and I get to keep hearing them talk about you all behind your backs.
I guess it's a mutual understanding though, but, unfortunately for me, I'm not actively participating. I just have to listen to it and then I come on the forums and get to hear the focus of said trash-talk threatening their family in support/admiration of the trash talker(s). <3
Being two-faced gets you places until it doesn't. I begin to think that my one-face needs to adapt to survive, but then I remember that logic dictates Karma is a b!tch.
Oh the joy.
I would say you're killing me, but then I remember the chorus to "Superman".