BAD FURRY wrote:ya i know just im finally glad to be doing something about my ptsd/drinking/smoking/no ******* real job/stuck in a cow town for the last 4 1/2 ******* yrs sens i been out problems/issues!
anyways hopefully after im done with there veteran recovery programs (that i should had when to when i got out of the army)
i can get on with my life and do stuff with it vs being drunk playing games like Eve online and dust 514 made from far a way game maker from the land of Ice Lands ..... who all so likes saying one-thing and do,s the other for a few fast bucks. ( because they cant try working **** out to make a awesome game!)
PS: im sorry ccp but like i said do this stuff and im setting you along with Alot of other eve/fps dust players at standing - 8.9 or lower !

I hear ya man. I used to attend alcoholics anonymous meeting 2 years ago. Started drinking when I was 15 and realized I had to get it under control. I have been in a similar situation but I also was able to earn a college degree, am getting paid low and being overly qualified for my job atm but fk it. It pays the bills and I am on the way to owning my own home so I can't really complain there.
As long as I got a roof over my head I am good. However hopefully something better will come up that will earn me a bit more so I can pay the bills and have a little fun sometimes. Or at least upgrade from canned foods and sandwhiches everyday lol. But hey a mans gotta do what a mans gotta do right?
I quit smoking, and for the most part I quit drinking. I have maybe 2 drinks a month or every 2 months. Most of the time it is when I go out and people offer to buy me a drink. I am alot more focused on my work nowadays. I also come from a cow town lmao but I have a job offer atm that will be up north a bit in a bigger city but it will be open in about 2 months. I am not putting all my hopes into it but it is something to possibly look forward too.
Crazy how we have been in similar situations... but hey, if I can do it, you can too. I can support you as much as I can but in the end it is up to you and you alone if you truly want to make a change for the better. It's not impossible, I did it and so can you.