I just can't do it any mo' n' mo' n' mo'. DUST 514 be a vizzle game, vizzle game is entertainment n' entertainment is supposed ta entertain me n' help ease tha frustrationz of dizzle ta dizzle game.
Yet...I be seethang wit anger, frustration, disillusionment, vibe of entitlement, negativity, pessimizzle n' have generally turned tha **** into a thugged-out d-bag troll here on tha forums. I straight-up aint played tha game fo' months n' have no intention of eva playin it again n' again n' again but I have not a god damn thang mo' betta ta do wit mah time than ta come ta dis hood n' harp on bout how tha **** **** tha game is. It aint nuthin but pathetic ta do this, I know yo, but I do it anyway, cause I be pathetic, unemployed n' have way too much time on mah hands. Of course it took me awhile ta straight-up quit, I made all dem "I be quittin DUST" threadz but always came back cuz I wasn't playa enough ta follow all up in wit mah attention seekin antics. Those quittin threadz made me feel a lil' bit mo' betta inside, fo' awhile.
I guess you could call me a soft c*ck cause I wanted dis game ta be slick RIGHT NOW n' could't handle bustin mah time on a game dat be a big-ass @ss work-in-progress. My fuckin expectations was unrealistic n' I QQed n' moaned when CCP couldn't hook up mah unrealistic expectations. I didn't care dat pimpment stalled cuz of massive internal chizzlez within tha company; thatz not mah problem n' I had NO interest up in even beginnin ta consider tha internal factors dat have hustled our asses ta where we is todizzle. It make me wanna hollar playa!
**** dat ****, it hurt mah vibe you peep cuz I have not a god damn thang else of importizzle up in mah game, no thang, no hoe, no crew ta support, no other hobbies or other game I trip off playin outside of DUST so when dis POS frustrated n' angered me, mah WHOLE WORLD LITERALLY CRUMBLED tha **** into a mazillion shardz of crystalised salty QQ tears.
Whatz worse is dat I was basically enslaved ta dis game. I was too weak minded ta let go of tha monetary n' time investment I put tha **** into it n' played it miserably like some kind of chore mah mummy demanded I do, like how tha **** I gotta do tha dishes...ugh I ******* don't give a **** bout dishes, game sucks. Yeah I chose ta be miserable instead of seekin thangs up in tha game dat put me up in a phat vibe. Y'all KNOW dat ****, muthafucka! I be fly as a gangbangin' falcon, soarin all up in tha sky dawwwwg! I mean, game is finite, I have finite minutes n' could up in all realitizzle be taken away from dis hood at any given time but I didn't care, I chose ta harbor all of dis negativity, vile, vitriol, acid n' hatred inside.
For awhile I had what tha **** felt like a moment of clarity; a understandin dat tha game is shitd, has glarin faults dat have gone way too long unaddressed n' dat CCP has not communicated theyselves well at all nor utilised tha massive amount of useful feedback from within tha hood. Durin dis time I realised how tha **** straight-up counter-productizzle it is ta rap these thangs n' possible solutions like some d-bag cry baby whoz ass is unable ta articulate him/herself up in a cold-ass lil civil n' well thought up manner n' ****. I put mah dirty ass up in they Nikes n' axed mah dirty ass if I wanna spend time up in a cold-ass lil hood dat continually berated n' belild mah crazy ass n' what tha **** I was bustin, sayin how tha **** much it sucked. Y'all KNOW dat ****, muthafucka!
But then I snapped outta dat ****. I didn't care if they is humans or not, I didn't care how tha **** tha **** storm of continual don't give a **** bout affected them, nor dat they also have lives outside of makin DUST dat may have they own problems n' difficulties. Put ya muthafuckin choppers up if ya feel dis! I had straight-up no empathy nor do I consider how tha **** dis vile hood might affect em.
So yeah, I be out...errrr...I mean I've been up fo' months, I just have not a god damn thang mo' betta ta do than come here n' justify mah decision ta leave n' if you muthafuckas stay here fo' dis POS game then I pitizzle yo thugged-out ass. LOL