I will find the link, but first, I will answer the questions.

We use stock clones.

Female clones were recently manufactured because when a women use a male clone, the mental toll was high.

Was it the one where I lost? Or lost really bad?

"Starting with the Military Grade Clone, the core of every dropsuit, is constructed out of high quality biomass laced with nanites. The clone design itself is complete with many military decisions such as redundancy to prevent body failure and shock, enhanced skeletal and muscular strength, improved endurance, efficient metabolism, dulled pain senses and additional organs to support nanite use and bodily fabrication to help suppliment any additional augmentations that allow drop suit porting where needed. Encasing the innards of the clone is a bio-engineered titanium-ion based skeleton to keep the clone lightweight and strong. Despite all the liberties taken in designing these nearly two and a half meter tall monsters, have still have a very human physiology. This feature makes conscious transferal into this 'blank body' easy and sensible even if the previous body was the one that consciousness was born in. Early development of these miltiary grade clones was only available in a male gender which has impacted several early female test subjects to the program. This was later corrected shortly before the battle of Caldari prime when the military specs where fully matched in a female physic ."

https://wiki.eveonline.com/en/wiki/Item_Database:Infantry_Gear:Dropsuits#Dropsuit_Construction