After the AE fiasco, I ended up being recruited by Heimdallr69 to his corporation called Ancient Ecchi. He told me it was just a temporary corp for him and SotaGÇÖs anime corporation, but I was already out of what I considered my in-game family and didnGÇÖt really care. I enjoy being surprised and it was interesting that the guy who hated me for no reason would come to me and ask me to join his corp. I figured we sort of let bygones be bygones because we were both treated unfairly by AE and forced to leave. I join his corporation, befriend him, and he introduces me to SoTa PoP. From what I saw on the forums, SoTa seemed to be an intelligent guy with lots of charisma (even an honest attitude) and so why the heck wouldnGÇÖt I want to work with him? Besides, this is anime weGÇÖre talking about. An Anime corp sounds like something different and fun. In the meantime, I got close to Heimdallr69 because it was established that he originally hated me (kept unfriending and friending me and being mean for no reason) BECAUSE I WAS A GIRL. He told me that all the girls in his area and his life were sluts with no morals and he wasnGÇÖt interested in that. I felt the same exact way and, for once, I was with someone I didnGÇÖt have to be threatened by. He wasnGÇÖt interested in a relationship. I wasnGÇÖt interested in a relationship and so we could just talk and be friends. There was no discrimination at all on either side. Then I let my guard down and ended up doing what I thought I would ever do about anyone outside of my immediate family; care. My internet got shut off after HvLP was created, Heim slowly stopped talking to me and when I told him on his birthday GÇ£I think you should call me so that I can wish you a happy birthday properly.GÇ¥ He told me, GÇ£I think you can suck my ****.GÇ¥ I had never been spoken to my entire life in that way. Based on that behavior I figured, you know, this is what I should have expected. I mean, a guy doesnGÇÖt talk to a girl he loves like that, does he? He was bragging about being with other GÇ£hotGÇ¥ girls too. Am I going to have to be the bigger person and end this because he doesnGÇÖt want to get his hands dirty? This is just online anyways. IGÇÖm not one to be made a fool of. I told him that I thought we should establish that we were only friends, since thatGÇÖs all he wanted to be, until we met in real life. I went to our mutual friend, Emblackout, to ask his advice over the period of the last week or so and he told me that I was right. He also told me to put #inb4block to Heim later on, when I never blocked him.

In the meantime, while I was with Heimdallr, and SoTa knew that I was with Heimdallr, he started talking to me more and more and both him and his friend BLAZ3 X ended up telling me they liked me. I didnGÇÖt want pictures out there of me and I didnGÇÖt like taking photos of myself and sharing with anyone, but SoTa bugged me 24/7 about being on cam and taking pictures because if I didnGÇÖt I wasnGÇÖt a person. That picture that Kujo posted on the forums was the first picture I took of myself without sunglasses on. I made Solar Qoio a director, I really respected his efforts in HvLP and how he handled himself in all of the chaos, admitted to me that he was crushing on me. He started treating me differently than before and acted like I was his possession to control, not a corporation partner and leader he would work with and respect. Any time I addressed the issue or attempted to take control I was accused by SoTa and trolled over being a dictated and a wimp. Couldn't I take it? I literally cried about Heimdallr69 to anyone who would listen because he could not be bothered. I did not understand what was going on. How could this happen to me? This is a video game, isnGÇÖt it?



I have had D4GGER, Global Enforcer, Solar Qoio, BLAZ3 X, DJINN Rampage, xSaphir3, Arcadia Kain, Lord Elron, NickMunson, Erik Dessallah, Danizzle4Shizzle, Katar Gota, usuckatdust vagheitan, Sota PoP, Demidas01, Tomiki Wilki, Espeon Bons, SGTnoneck Wassup, Cenex Langly, and countless others express interest in me from the start of this game up to now. (DJINN Marauder and Skeleter Voltron, people who flirt because itGÇÖs fun.) I have had more than my fair share of nude photos sent to me that I either didnGÇÖt ask for or told them not to share with me. My mistake was trying to be nice about it. But who can be nice with guys without them taking advantage? Do you send nude pics to other guys? I would think not unless you have problems, because thatGÇÖs not normal.
Not to mention Heimdallr69 who used and abused me for his personal entertainment along with his good friendGÇÖs SoTa and Emblackout who went back and forth playing mind games with me. Emblackout would run and twist things I said, he added Heim secretly to an AE chat where he put me on the spot and intentionally brought up Heimdallr69 to troll me when he knew that it was a sensitive subject. IsnGÇÖt that ironic? I stop talking about Heim and someone would go out of their way to bring him up because it was entertaining. How am I supposed to feel about the online guy who lied to me, abused me, and hurt me more than any real life person ever has? I went off on the forums looking for that guy who wouldnGÇÖt talk to me privately or in-game and looking for all of my GÇ£friendsGÇ¥ to say something about what they were seeing happening. Okay Heim, when I wasnGÇÖt posting about you, did you have to respond to other things to provoke me when you knew what you were doing and how I felt about you? Emblackout would tell me what an ******* Heimdallr was for what he did and how he didnGÇÖt really like him as a person for doing that but at the same time who would stick up for me? He refused to choose sides and so did other people. So many people would talk behind HeimdallrGÇÖs back to me but none of them would say anything to directly put him in his place. Bros before GÇ£hoesGÇ¥.

I know it's everyone's internal instinct to troll at this point, but can we just bury the damn hatchet on this?

I honestly think that this has gone on long enough.

This is sad, not for the obvious reason that you've had to deal with this, but because it's so common. I would stay away from online relationships Black, even if you come along someone who treats you well. I spent about a year in an online relationship and it doesn't work out, atleast i should say it's not very possible at our age. I am around the same age as yourself, I've had my fair share of bad online interactions too!

You'll be in college in no time if you aren't already! This meaning that you shouldn't lose faith in the possibility of finding a healthy relationship AND also meaning more important things are coming soon! Sorry to hear about this but I can't say I'm not suprised!

Don't worry about trying to prove yourself here btw, this is the Internet it's full of cowards hiding behind screens (waiste of your time). Always try to keep things impersonal, unfortunately that is the downfall of many online communities. On a positive note, after my toxic relationship long distance I have found a sweet girl who lives close (we are going on 6 months). Best of luck

Ps sota and heim you're pathetic

I bet the ladys love you heim

Have a sense of pride and deal with it better than an emotional child next time and I won't feel inclined to spit at you

You know, that honestly sounds like a really ****** up thing to do.

I don't get hate threads when I hit on guys in Dust :(

Heimdallr's brother, essentially, verbally Cosby'ed me and I enjoyed it. He did the same to Nick Tekotch, but he deserved it... and liked it.

I said I only hit on straight guys.

I can't believe this post. I have never had a problem out of the men on this game and that's all I squad with! I'm a "dust hoe" because I squad with so many different people. Does it bother me to be called that? No. I joke around making stupid crude sexual jokes just like the men. It's hilarious. Every "situation" I read had ONE main factor in it. You. When someone is always crying foul over the same thing over and over your usually the problem. If you are actually having a problem out of men deal with it you can't be nice to some people about situations like this they don't F****** get it unless your just straight up in their face rude about it. Get crude and creative most men don't know how to respond when you tell them to shut the F*** up and to suck your D*** =ƒÿê if you can't take it and stand up for yourself don't play and blasting these people on forums is ridiculous this post makes females playing look bad too stop pointing out you have a vagina and calling double standards. Nut up and take care of it.

Lmao death just remember I'm a delicate female flower can't you tell??? =ƒÿé=ƒÿé=ƒÿé=ƒÿö