I have finally reached a level of despair for this game. I love it but I cant seem to draw the will to play to my fullest potential at all. Last night perfect example came into a match somewhat in the middle. We are winning on clones and they on MCC. I start out and bam I die, usually I would have gone to serious mode and done whatever it took to win. I didn't, I felt no want or need. I played my role and lost quite a lot to Fusion Commander. In the past it would have been a challenge or I would have at least put my best forward and tried to make whoever suffer.

After the match I played against Fusion Commander I turned off my PS3 and did nothing. Sad but the doing nothing seemed better than playing Dust. So I decided I need a break. I have reached a level most vets are reaching and that there is nothing left for us to strive for. I have all the suits, weapons, and skills I will ever need. ISK is a joke, its to easy to get.

So I'm going to log in, maybe play a few matches, but for the most part I waiting for Charlie to see if anything looks interesting.

See you soon.