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A Sad Merc
Commando Perkone
Caldari State
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Posted - 2014.05.26 21:05:00 -
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I am severely depressed and having a lot of bad thoughts.... Things are just not going well for me right now. They never really have. I hardly ever leave my house anymore and have pushed everyone out of my life. This game was my only connection to the real world... I hate being around people in RL. I hate video games but threw everything I had left into "this" game. I never missed a day in the first year I started playing.... Now, it just makes me angry/sad. Everything keeps changing.
When I was 6, I was taken out of my yard by 3 men. They held me in an abandoned building for two weeks. I had to eat moldy bread and drink dirty rain water. Spent most of my life in hospitals. I have been on every medication you can think of. I recently went to see a new doctor who thinks I should be sent to a specialized hospital in Washington DC (1000 miles away). She told me there is no medication that will fix what i have. I spent 4 years in one when I was 7. Don't want to do it again. I was in therapudic foster homes until age 16. Lived on the streets from 16-18.
I fell off a roof about ten years ago and have a lot of back pain. I get a very small disabillty check every month. Barely pays the bills. I only get a couple of hours sleep every night due to all the nightmares. My eyes are so black, I never leave the house. I just don't think I can do it anymore. I am so tired but I cant sleep. I tested positive for maryjane and my meds were taken away last year. It helped me sleep better.
I enjoy going for long drive but my car is broke down (transmission) so I cant even do that now. Everything bad that can happen is.
I just really need someone to tell me everything will be okay. Even though i know it wont be. I have nothing left to hold onto.
PLEASE, I BEG YOU, dont call the police. It wont end well! I JUST NEED A FRIEND! Maybe someone who has been through what I have........
I have no one else who cares..............
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True Adamance
Praetoriani Classiarii Templares
Praetoria Imperialis Excubitoris
10300
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Posted - 2014.05.26 22:17:00 -
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* Pat A Sad Merc on the back
Cheer up mate things might seem pretty bad but they always do get better.
Have a beer.
Look at a cute Kitten. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrNZ-qod3eg
It could be worse....you could be Gallentean.....
Markdown:
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Cpl Foster USMC
The dyst0pian Corporation
Zero-Day
897
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Posted - 2014.05.27 17:23:00 -
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Semper Fi, Mac....
The only hard day was yesterday...
I find a corp I like just when the game is dying....figures....
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Seymour KrelbornX
Holdfast Syndicate
Amarr Empire
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Posted - 2014.05.27 18:08:00 -
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are you a hot chick? or if you're a dude are you at least somewhat attractive and prefer bottom in a male relationship? if so I'll be your friend |
Anarchide
Greedy Bastards
2129
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Posted - 2014.05.28 14:00:00 -
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C'mon, we'll take a ride of Tram System together when it gets back online.
My alts: General John Ripper, Draxus Prime, MoonEagle A, Cat Merc, Long Evity, DeadlyAztec11 and Sinboto Simmons.
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Gooseman Manwhore
CREATURES OF THE NIGHT
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Posted - 2014.05.29 22:48:00 -
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Quick! To the internets!
I was told facebooks has a lot of friends on it |
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