Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.12.12 06:30:00 -
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With respect, not everything is a hardware issue. It's unlikely at this point that a clone would be implanted with first generation technology. More than likely you've just burnt out. Sometimes you can only do so much killing and dying in a row without losing it.
Consider taking a bit of leave to spend some time out there in the world away from war. Play baseliner for a weekend. It will clear your head.
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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Galm Fae
Eskola Ergonomics
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Posted - 2013.12.12 06:59:00 -
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Yun Hee Ryeon wrote:Galm Fae wrote:With respect, not everything is a hardware issue. It's unlikely at this point that a clone would be implanted with first generation technology. More than likely you've just burnt out. Sometimes you can only do so much killing and dying in a row without losing it.
Consider taking a bit of leave to spend some time out there in the world away from war. Play baseliner for a weekend. It will clear your head. Oh, I'm aware, Fae-haan. It's just that the "voice" bit struck me as odd. We've heard that song before. Probably you're right, but ... perhaps it's worth checking anyway? To the rest, I just ... sort of get tired, myself. Repeated painful death wears at you-- or at me, at least. It probably won't surprise you to hear that the killing's never bothered me, so there's only so much I can say.
I suppose if it will (forgive the expression) put his mind at ease then Mr. Tripper can have a doc check his noggin out. It certainly wouldn't hurt. (Metaphorically speaking.)
Meanwhile, I suppose I could offer you the same advice I gave earlier. I doesn't surprise me that the killing doesn't bother you, chiefly because it has never made an impact on myself. These skirmishes we are limited to aren't worth much more than harmless bloodsport compared to the wars that raged before arguments were decided by immortals, so killing a fellow soldier doesn't really weigh down my consciousness in the least these days.
Yet, the stress of being killed does mount overtime. It used to be I'd dive headfirst into a crate of Frentix and wait for a nervous breakdown to come and leave, but I've found for more productive ways of avoiding a panic attack. Usually by taking short vacations away from deployments.
If you don't mind me asking arvumaa, when was the last time you took a night or two off with a friend? Y'know gone out and seen a movie or played pachinko?
In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then I also love him.
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